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Chapters (80)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Debbie Howells
  3. Readers gave The Vow five stars …
  4. Dedication
  5. Niamh
  6. Chapter One
  7. Niamh
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Niamh
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Niamh
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Niamh
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Chapter Seven
  17. Chapter Eight
  18. Chapter Nine
  19. Niamh
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. Niamh
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Niamh
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Chapter Seventeen
  30. Chapter Eighteen
  31. Niamh
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Chapter Twenty
  34. Chapter Twenty-One
  35. Chapter Twenty-Two
  36. Niamh
  37. Chapter Twenty-Three
  38. Chapter Twenty-Four
  39. Chapter Twenty-Five
  40. Chapter Twenty-Six
  41. Niamh
  42. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  43. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  44. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  45. Niamh
  46. Chapter Thirty
  47. Chapter Thirty-One
  48. Chapter Thirty-Two
  49. Chapter Thirty-Three
  50. Chapter Thirty-Four
  51. Niamh
  52. Chapter Thirty-Five
  53. Chapter Thirty-Six
  54. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  55. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  56. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  57. Chapter Forty
  58. Chapter Forty-One
  59. Niamh
  60. Chapter Forty-Two
  61. Chapter Forty-Three
  62. Niamh
  63. Chapter Forty-Four
  64. Chapter Forty-Five
  65. Chapter Forty-Six
  66. Niamh
  67. Chapter Forty-Seven
  68. Chapter Forty-Eight
  69. Chapter Forty-Nine
  70. Niamh
  71. Chapter Fifty
  72. Niamh
  73. Chapter Fifty-One
  74. Chapter Fifty-Two
  75. Niamh
  76. Keep Reading …
  77. Acknowledgements
  78. About the Author
  79. Also by Debbie Howells
  80. About the Publisher

I try to recall how Hollie was, the last few times I saw her. ‘I’m sure something was going on. It wasn’t just what Stephanie said. The last time I saw Hollie in the churchyard, she was definitely upset. She’d taken the day off school. In fact, I even asked her what she was hiding …’ I look at DS May, remembering Hollie’s agitation. ‘She said there was nothing. But she was lying. I’m sure of it.’

DS May nods. ‘I’m seeing her form teacher tomorrow. She may be able to shed some light on whatever was going on. We need to speak to Niamh again, too, especially now that we’re looking at a murder inquiry. If Hollie was afraid of anyone, she may have confided in her.’

Knowing Niamh doesn’t find it easy talking to the police, I’m torn between protecting her and wanting to help. I nod. ‘I’ll ask her. She’s very upset – she tends to bottle things inside.’ It’s happened even more so as she’s got older, but then, Andrew and I are hardly a shining example.

‘It might be really helpful.’ DS May gets up. ‘Perhaps I could come back later on? When she’s back from school?’

My heart sinks. None of this is easy for Niamh. ‘She’s usually home around four.’

*

After DS May leaves, I stand at the kitchen window, watching her hurry across the drive and get into her car. As she drives away, I wonder who else in the village she’s talking to about Hollie. Shivering, I glance at the sky, heavy with rain that shows no signs of easing.

In the quiet of the house, I wonder if I should have told her about seeing James in the woods. No matter, I can tell her later, when she comes back. But unwanted thoughts fill my head, until finally I have to get out. It’s raining too hard to go for a run, so I pull on my coat, dash to my car and set off for Della’s.

The road has flooded in places and I drive slowly through the water overflowing from the streams on either side. A torrent of water pours down the drive outside the Calders’ house. Managing to sidestep it, I get to the door.

Julian opens it. ‘Elise! How are you?’ He speaks with his usual air of bonhomie, but he looks surprised to see me. ‘You must come in. Dreadful, isn’t it?’

Unsure whether he’s talking about Hollie or the weather, I hover on the doorstep. ‘I was hoping to catch Della – is she around?’