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Chapters (80)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Debbie Howells
  3. Readers gave The Vow five stars …
  4. Dedication
  5. Niamh
  6. Chapter One
  7. Niamh
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Niamh
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Niamh
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Niamh
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Chapter Seven
  17. Chapter Eight
  18. Chapter Nine
  19. Niamh
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. Niamh
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Niamh
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Chapter Seventeen
  30. Chapter Eighteen
  31. Niamh
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Chapter Twenty
  34. Chapter Twenty-One
  35. Chapter Twenty-Two
  36. Niamh
  37. Chapter Twenty-Three
  38. Chapter Twenty-Four
  39. Chapter Twenty-Five
  40. Chapter Twenty-Six
  41. Niamh
  42. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  43. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  44. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  45. Niamh
  46. Chapter Thirty
  47. Chapter Thirty-One
  48. Chapter Thirty-Two
  49. Chapter Thirty-Three
  50. Chapter Thirty-Four
  51. Niamh
  52. Chapter Thirty-Five
  53. Chapter Thirty-Six
  54. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  55. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  56. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  57. Chapter Forty
  58. Chapter Forty-One
  59. Niamh
  60. Chapter Forty-Two
  61. Chapter Forty-Three
  62. Niamh
  63. Chapter Forty-Four
  64. Chapter Forty-Five
  65. Chapter Forty-Six
  66. Niamh
  67. Chapter Forty-Seven
  68. Chapter Forty-Eight
  69. Chapter Forty-Nine
  70. Niamh
  71. Chapter Fifty
  72. Niamh
  73. Chapter Fifty-One
  74. Chapter Fifty-Two
  75. Niamh
  76. Keep Reading …
  77. Acknowledgements
  78. About the Author
  79. Also by Debbie Howells
  80. About the Publisher

Just beyond their drive, the press are lurking. Anger flares in me that they can be so insensitive. Crossing the road to get away from them, one of them calls out to me as I pass. I make out one word – Hollie – running faster, not bothering to reply.

Further away from the village, I turn into the pine woods, taking the wide path between trees that stretch either side of me as far as I can see in neat, regimented rows. The air is cold and dry, without wind; just the occasional cry from a passing bird breaking the silence.

Beneath my feet, the ground is cushioned by a carpet of pine needles and I run faster for a couple of miles before slowing to a walk, pausing to catch my breath and stretch for a couple of minutes.

Breaking into a run again, I see a car parked a few hundred yards ahead. It’s familiar and as I watch the driver get out, I recognise James. Hanging back, I watch another car come into sight, one I don’t recognise. Not the press again, surely?

As the car slows down and stops, James goes over, leaning down to talk through the open window with the driver. I’m too far away to hear what they’re saying, but from his body language, the exchange appears to become hostile. Suddenly it escalates further and James starts shouting obscenities, then thumps his fist several times on the top of the car.

Behind me, a pheasant takes flight, shattering the silence with its distinctive call. Momentarily distracted, James fleetingly glances towards me. Quickly shrinking back into the shadows, I stay out of sight as I carry on watching.

After a couple of minutes, James is forced to step back as the other car drives away. As he paces back to his car, I wonder if this could in some way be connected to Hollie’s death. But if James suspected anyone, he’d have talked to the police. This must be about something else. But the question is, what?

Uncertain, I stay out of sight. I haven’t spoken to James since Hollie died and after what I just witnessed, now isn’t the time. As he gets into his car and drives away, I slowly come out from under the trees, then as his car disappears out of sight, I break into a run.

Carrying on, I head in the same direction the two cars took. Then, just before the track meets the main road, I see James’s car again, parked to one side. Through the window it looks as though he’s on his phone – pleading with someone – clearly upset. But then, he’s lost his daughter and has every reason to be. As I run past, I raise a hand in greeting, but when he sees me, he looks horrified, lifting his hand briefly in response before looking away.