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Chapters (80)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Debbie Howells
  3. Readers gave The Vow five stars …
  4. Dedication
  5. Niamh
  6. Chapter One
  7. Niamh
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Niamh
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Niamh
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Niamh
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Chapter Seven
  17. Chapter Eight
  18. Chapter Nine
  19. Niamh
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. Niamh
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Niamh
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Chapter Seventeen
  30. Chapter Eighteen
  31. Niamh
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Chapter Twenty
  34. Chapter Twenty-One
  35. Chapter Twenty-Two
  36. Niamh
  37. Chapter Twenty-Three
  38. Chapter Twenty-Four
  39. Chapter Twenty-Five
  40. Chapter Twenty-Six
  41. Niamh
  42. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  43. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  44. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  45. Niamh
  46. Chapter Thirty
  47. Chapter Thirty-One
  48. Chapter Thirty-Two
  49. Chapter Thirty-Three
  50. Chapter Thirty-Four
  51. Niamh
  52. Chapter Thirty-Five
  53. Chapter Thirty-Six
  54. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  55. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  56. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  57. Chapter Forty
  58. Chapter Forty-One
  59. Niamh
  60. Chapter Forty-Two
  61. Chapter Forty-Three
  62. Niamh
  63. Chapter Forty-Four
  64. Chapter Forty-Five
  65. Chapter Forty-Six
  66. Niamh
  67. Chapter Forty-Seven
  68. Chapter Forty-Eight
  69. Chapter Forty-Nine
  70. Niamh
  71. Chapter Fifty
  72. Niamh
  73. Chapter Fifty-One
  74. Chapter Fifty-Two
  75. Niamh
  76. Keep Reading …
  77. Acknowledgements
  78. About the Author
  79. Also by Debbie Howells
  80. About the Publisher

‘Because he’ll be at work.’ I’m starting to feel impatient.

She hesitates, an odd look on her face. ‘OK. But if they come back I’ll have to leave …’

Whatever it is that’s on her mind, I know she’ll get round to telling me if she wants to badly enough. It’s the reason she comes here. She doesn’t have anyone else. Trying the back door, I turn to Hollie. ‘Don’t worry. They’re out.’ After I unlock it, Hollie follows me in.

I sling my bag on the floor, while Hollie goes over to the huge vase on the table. Usually empty, today it’s filled with all kinds of flowers. ‘D’you want a drink?’ I ask.

She buries her face in the flowers, as if she’s inhaling them. ‘What is there?’

Shrugging, I go to the fridge, frowning as I pass the sink and see it’s filled with several more bunches. What is it with my mother and all these flowers? ‘Orange juice, milk, Coke …’

‘Is it diet?’

Hollie’s skinny – that her teacher phoned her dad doesn’t surprise me – and though I hardly ever see her eat, when she does, she wolfs down food as though she’s been starved for a month. Checking the can, I nod and pass it to her before getting another for myself, then going to the pantry for a bag of crisps.

‘Let’s go to your room.’ Hollie’s more on edge than usual, constantly glancing through doorways and windows, as if expecting someone to appear.

‘OK.’ I shrug, watching her run ahead up the stairs as I pick up my bag and follow her.

In my room, Hollie collapses on my bed, lying on her back and gazing at the ceiling. ‘This is the only place I feel safe.’ It’s the kind of overly dramatic thing she often says.

I half listen, wondering why she’s avoiding my mum. Then, suddenly, she sits up. ‘I saw your mum this morning. I bunked school.’

I’d already guessed it had to be something like that, otherwise she wouldn’t have been waiting for me at the bus stop.

‘She gave me one of those mother talks about not missing school. I thought she was different but she’s just like everyone else.’ Hollie sounds tearful.

Suddenly I’m irritated. It’s like last night all over again. Hollie tells me something terrible is going on, something she can’t talk about, and I’m supposed to just let her lie on my bed and wallow. Folding my arms, I stare at her, for some reason convinced there’s something she hasn’t told me yet. ‘I can’t help you if you don’t tell me what’s happened.’

Before she can reply, there’s the scrunch of car tyres on gravel. Hollie leaps up and runs to the landing window. I follow more slowly.