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Chapters (80)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Debbie Howells
  3. Readers gave The Vow five stars …
  4. Dedication
  5. Niamh
  6. Chapter One
  7. Niamh
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Niamh
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Niamh
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Niamh
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Chapter Seven
  17. Chapter Eight
  18. Chapter Nine
  19. Niamh
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. Niamh
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Niamh
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Chapter Seventeen
  30. Chapter Eighteen
  31. Niamh
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Chapter Twenty
  34. Chapter Twenty-One
  35. Chapter Twenty-Two
  36. Niamh
  37. Chapter Twenty-Three
  38. Chapter Twenty-Four
  39. Chapter Twenty-Five
  40. Chapter Twenty-Six
  41. Niamh
  42. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  43. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  44. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  45. Niamh
  46. Chapter Thirty
  47. Chapter Thirty-One
  48. Chapter Thirty-Two
  49. Chapter Thirty-Three
  50. Chapter Thirty-Four
  51. Niamh
  52. Chapter Thirty-Five
  53. Chapter Thirty-Six
  54. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  55. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  56. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  57. Chapter Forty
  58. Chapter Forty-One
  59. Niamh
  60. Chapter Forty-Two
  61. Chapter Forty-Three
  62. Niamh
  63. Chapter Forty-Four
  64. Chapter Forty-Five
  65. Chapter Forty-Six
  66. Niamh
  67. Chapter Forty-Seven
  68. Chapter Forty-Eight
  69. Chapter Forty-Nine
  70. Niamh
  71. Chapter Fifty
  72. Niamh
  73. Chapter Fifty-One
  74. Chapter Fifty-Two
  75. Niamh
  76. Keep Reading …
  77. Acknowledgements
  78. About the Author
  79. Also by Debbie Howells
  80. About the Publisher

Before I leave the office later that afternoon, I call the practice where Andrew Buckley works, asking to speak to him. When they tell me he’s busy with patients until at least seven, I tell them I’ll call back tomorrow. But knowing he’s occupied for a couple of hours means I have a clear window to go and see Elise.

She’s sitting up when I get to the hospital this time, and even though she’s alone, she doesn’t look pleased to see me. Pulling up a chair, I sit down near the end of her bed. ‘How are you feeling today?’

‘Sore.’ Her words bear more of her usual no-nonsense manner. ‘You shouldn’t be here. If Andrew sees you, he’ll be furious.’

‘He’s with patients until seven. I checked with his practice. Is that how he was yesterday when I left here? Furious?’ When she nods, I add, ‘I know how it feels.’

Her eyes glisten as she turns away. ‘So you said.’

‘Look …’ I pause. ‘I haven’t come here on police business. I’ve come here as another woman who knows what it’s like to be physically abused.’ I watch her take in my words before asking quietly, ‘How are you?’

Shaking her head, she sighs. ‘Honestly? You have no idea. I’d found a house to move into. I paid the deposit and three months’ rent out of my savings. When he found out, he went ballistic and I ended up in here. But it’s nothing new. He constantly threatens me. He thinks he can bring me down, just like that.’

I frown. ‘What do you mean – bring you down?’

‘Oh,’ she says softly. ‘He thinks that, if he wants to, he can bring the mighty weight of the medical profession crashing down on me. He’s told me he’ll get me declared insane, an unfit mother. I’ll lose my job, my daughter …’ Her voice cracks as she says daughter.

‘It’s a bluff, Elise,’ I tell her quietly. ‘He’d never get away with it. The police know what he’s capable of. I can’t tell you much, but we’re watching him.’

‘Really?’ There’s a glimmer of hope in her eyes.

‘How did he find out about your moving out?’

Her eyes are troubled. ‘Niamh told him. I don’t really understand why.’

I frown. ‘I imagine she’s as frightened of him as you are. She probably thought it would be worse if he found out later.’

‘Maybe.’ Elise nods. ‘It’s terrible that she knows what he’s doing to me. I need to get both of us away. But I don’t know how.’

Her distress is obvious. Getting out my phone, I bring up the number I found earlier. ‘If I found you someone to talk to, would you call them?’