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Chapters (80)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Debbie Howells
  3. Readers gave The Vow five stars …
  4. Dedication
  5. Niamh
  6. Chapter One
  7. Niamh
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Niamh
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Niamh
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Niamh
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Chapter Seven
  17. Chapter Eight
  18. Chapter Nine
  19. Niamh
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. Niamh
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Niamh
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Chapter Seventeen
  30. Chapter Eighteen
  31. Niamh
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Chapter Twenty
  34. Chapter Twenty-One
  35. Chapter Twenty-Two
  36. Niamh
  37. Chapter Twenty-Three
  38. Chapter Twenty-Four
  39. Chapter Twenty-Five
  40. Chapter Twenty-Six
  41. Niamh
  42. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  43. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  44. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  45. Niamh
  46. Chapter Thirty
  47. Chapter Thirty-One
  48. Chapter Thirty-Two
  49. Chapter Thirty-Three
  50. Chapter Thirty-Four
  51. Niamh
  52. Chapter Thirty-Five
  53. Chapter Thirty-Six
  54. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  55. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  56. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  57. Chapter Forty
  58. Chapter Forty-One
  59. Niamh
  60. Chapter Forty-Two
  61. Chapter Forty-Three
  62. Niamh
  63. Chapter Forty-Four
  64. Chapter Forty-Five
  65. Chapter Forty-Six
  66. Niamh
  67. Chapter Forty-Seven
  68. Chapter Forty-Eight
  69. Chapter Forty-Nine
  70. Niamh
  71. Chapter Fifty
  72. Niamh
  73. Chapter Fifty-One
  74. Chapter Fifty-Two
  75. Niamh
  76. Keep Reading …
  77. Acknowledgements
  78. About the Author
  79. Also by Debbie Howells
  80. About the Publisher

‘I know. But that’s the point, sir. Abusive relationships can’t be understood the way most relationships can. I would imagine that, until now, Elise has normalised her abusive marriage. It’s what happens …’ I break off. ‘Just before she ended up in hospital, I had some missed calls from her. When I went to see her, I was asking her about them when Buckley turned up. I still don’t why she called; I need to go back and ask her. But regardless, she’s kept his dirty little secret about what he does to her. Who knows what else she isn’t saying?’

‘That doesn’t make sense,’ he says firmly. ‘And there’s no motive.’

‘Oh, but it does make sense.’ I stare at him, then drop the pretence. ‘People normalise the dysfunctional all the time. I was in an abusive relationship, sir. For ten years. My husband used to hit me when he was drunk or if something didn’t go his way. I never told anyone. I had this misguided loyalty to him – I was scared of him hurting me, but I was also scared of being without him. That relationship came to define who I was. He completely suckered me in, then undermined me constantly, destroying my self-esteem until I didn’t believe I was capable of surviving on my own.’

‘I had no idea,’ he says quietly.

‘I became good at hiding it. And I don’t particularly want people to know about it.’ I give him a warning look. ‘I’m only telling you because I understand how Elise Buckley may be thinking. Right now, after what he’s just done to her, I don’t suppose she can imagine a way out.’

‘We still have no idea why she’d want to kill Hollie though. Are you planning to talk to her again?’

‘Yes. I’m going to suggest she calls a domestic abuse hotline. There are several and if she seriously wants help, they’re good. But …’ I hesitate. ‘If Hollie knew something that threatened the Buckleys, I do wonder what Elise might have been capable of. Her husband’s assessment of her is fragile and unstable. I don’t think she’s either of those things.’ Watching him think, I give the DI a moment. ‘And in all this, the missing piece is still Philip Mason.’

He nods. ‘Tangled bloody web, isn’t it?’

I nod.

‘What about the connection between Hampton and Calder? Or Buckley?’

‘Maybe forensics will come up with something from Mason’s house. Shouldn’t we have a report soon?’

He nods as he stands. ‘I’ll chase them up. In fact, I’ll do that right now. I’ll let you know what they say.’

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