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Chapters (80)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Debbie Howells
  3. Readers gave The Vow five stars …
  4. Dedication
  5. Niamh
  6. Chapter One
  7. Niamh
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Niamh
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Niamh
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Niamh
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Chapter Seven
  17. Chapter Eight
  18. Chapter Nine
  19. Niamh
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. Niamh
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Niamh
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Chapter Seventeen
  30. Chapter Eighteen
  31. Niamh
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Chapter Twenty
  34. Chapter Twenty-One
  35. Chapter Twenty-Two
  36. Niamh
  37. Chapter Twenty-Three
  38. Chapter Twenty-Four
  39. Chapter Twenty-Five
  40. Chapter Twenty-Six
  41. Niamh
  42. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  43. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  44. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  45. Niamh
  46. Chapter Thirty
  47. Chapter Thirty-One
  48. Chapter Thirty-Two
  49. Chapter Thirty-Three
  50. Chapter Thirty-Four
  51. Niamh
  52. Chapter Thirty-Five
  53. Chapter Thirty-Six
  54. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  55. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  56. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  57. Chapter Forty
  58. Chapter Forty-One
  59. Niamh
  60. Chapter Forty-Two
  61. Chapter Forty-Three
  62. Niamh
  63. Chapter Forty-Four
  64. Chapter Forty-Five
  65. Chapter Forty-Six
  66. Niamh
  67. Chapter Forty-Seven
  68. Chapter Forty-Eight
  69. Chapter Forty-Nine
  70. Niamh
  71. Chapter Fifty
  72. Niamh
  73. Chapter Fifty-One
  74. Chapter Fifty-Two
  75. Niamh
  76. Keep Reading …
  77. Acknowledgements
  78. About the Author
  79. Also by Debbie Howells
  80. About the Publisher

I walk briskly, trying to shake off the feeling that hangs over me. The air is cold but I’m warm by the time I reach Ida Jones’s cottage. Thinking of what she said when I saw her last, I pause to knock on her door, instantly regretting it, wishing I’d called her first to check that she isn’t busy. But then I hear the latch lift; the door opens and Ida appears.

‘Elise! What a lovely surprise.’ A smile crosses her face, but then she falters, studying me. ‘Would you like to come in?’

‘Thank you. I hope I haven’t interrupted you? I should have called you but I wasn’t working, so thought I’d just pop by – if you’re not busy?’

‘Oh no, dear. Not at all. I was going through some old photos.’ When I follow her through to her sitting room, I see her small dining table is covered in them. ‘Young folk these days don’t appreciate them, do they? Everything’s on their phones. All very well till they lose them.’ She sounds wistful. ‘Now, come into the kitchen and I’ll put the kettle on. Would you like a cup of tea?’

‘Thank you.’ I’m ridiculously grateful for the warmth, not just of her cottage, but how her presence feels, making me suddenly aware of the absence of warmth in my own life.

Looking around I see that her kitchen is dated and the pine units are in need of a coat of paint, but her curtains are fresh and there are pots of herbs on her windowsill. It’s homely in a way I’m suddenly nostalgic for. Hugging my arms around myself, I watch her warm the teapot. I can’t remember the last time I saw anyone do that. Then she gets two mugs.

She turns briefly. ‘How’s young Niamh?’

‘She’s quiet. Losing Hollie has rocked her. It’s impossible for her to understand why anyone would have wanted to kill her.’

‘It’s difficult for any of us to understand.’ Offering me a mug, Ida picks up the other and starts towards the sitting room. ‘Let’s go through there.’

I sink into the sofa, feeling the tension leave my body, then exhaustion taking over, suddenly aware of the strain I’m under but conscious of Ida watching me.

‘These are sad times,’ Ida says quietly. ‘Those two poor people, and so close together. From the same family, too … I don’t know how that man is coping.’ She goes on. ‘Have you seen him at all?’

I nod. ‘At the funeral earlier.’

‘I didn’t make it.’ Ida looks sorry. ‘I had a hospital appointment this morning. I do hope enough people were there.’

‘Not really.’ There’s a lump in my throat.