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Chapters (80)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Debbie Howells
  3. Readers gave The Vow five stars …
  4. Dedication
  5. Niamh
  6. Chapter One
  7. Niamh
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Niamh
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Niamh
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Niamh
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Chapter Seven
  17. Chapter Eight
  18. Chapter Nine
  19. Niamh
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. Niamh
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Niamh
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Chapter Seventeen
  30. Chapter Eighteen
  31. Niamh
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Chapter Twenty
  34. Chapter Twenty-One
  35. Chapter Twenty-Two
  36. Niamh
  37. Chapter Twenty-Three
  38. Chapter Twenty-Four
  39. Chapter Twenty-Five
  40. Chapter Twenty-Six
  41. Niamh
  42. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  43. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  44. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  45. Niamh
  46. Chapter Thirty
  47. Chapter Thirty-One
  48. Chapter Thirty-Two
  49. Chapter Thirty-Three
  50. Chapter Thirty-Four
  51. Niamh
  52. Chapter Thirty-Five
  53. Chapter Thirty-Six
  54. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  55. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  56. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  57. Chapter Forty
  58. Chapter Forty-One
  59. Niamh
  60. Chapter Forty-Two
  61. Chapter Forty-Three
  62. Niamh
  63. Chapter Forty-Four
  64. Chapter Forty-Five
  65. Chapter Forty-Six
  66. Niamh
  67. Chapter Forty-Seven
  68. Chapter Forty-Eight
  69. Chapter Forty-Nine
  70. Niamh
  71. Chapter Fifty
  72. Niamh
  73. Chapter Fifty-One
  74. Chapter Fifty-Two
  75. Niamh
  76. Keep Reading …
  77. Acknowledgements
  78. About the Author
  79. Also by Debbie Howells
  80. About the Publisher

As DS May’s eyes meet Sergeant Collins’s, I realise they know about Andrew and Stephanie. Folding my arms, I sit back, watching them. ‘Go on.’

‘This is a little awkward.’ DS May looks uncomfortable. ‘But we have evidence that suggests that your husband and Mrs Hampton were intimate.’

As another layer of dignity is stripped away, I shrug. ‘So it would seem. I may as well ask, who told you?’

‘No-one. There were text messages on her phone – they made it quite clear what their relationship was. But you knew?’

I feel slightly sick. ‘I’ve only just found out. I worked it out after Stephanie died.’ When they look surprised, I add, ‘Oh, I knew he was having an affair – just not who with. Andrew’s had several affairs. I tolerate them.’

DS May’s face is blank. ‘Plenty of women turn a blind eye to their husband’s infidelity. But considering Mrs Hampton had confided in you, you must have been shocked.’

‘She told me I didn’t know how lucky I was.’ I shake my head. ‘I think she loved James, but he’d screwed things up between them. Maybe she needed someone more solid – like her good old, reliable doctor.’ Even I can’t believe I’m defending the woman who was sleeping with my husband.

DS May looks at me oddly. ‘You were OK with that?’

‘Absolutely not. Don’t try to understand my marriage, Detective Sergeant. It really doesn’t bear scrutiny. I stay for one reason only. My daughter.’

‘Why can’t you leave him?’ She makes no attempt to hide the genuine curiosity in her eyes. ‘You’re an independent woman. If you separated, half the proceeds from selling this house would buy you a lovely cottage, even around here. Children are often better off with divorced parents, rather than stuck in the middle of a war zone.’

‘You have no idea what goes on here.’ My response is too sharp. ‘Anyway, Andrew would destroy me.’ Watching their faces, I try to explain. ‘He likes the image. This house.’ I gesture around the large proportions of the kitchen. ‘His daughter, the private school she goes to … The fact that we’re together, when so many marriages flounder. Status is important to Andrew. He’s a doctor and it’s important that his patients believe in him.’ It’s about control, too, but I don’t tell them that.

From their expressions, I know I’ve painted enough of a picture for them to understand how he is. Then I add carefully, ‘None of us know how it is to be someone else, so I don’t believe any of us should judge.’ I’m thinking of Stephanie, obviously, but myself, too. Still watching them, I lean back in my chair again.

‘Do you think Hollie knew what was going on between your husband and her stepmother?’