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Chapters (87)
  1. TITLE PAGE
  2. COPYRIGHT
  3. DEDICATION
  4. CONTENTS
  5. START READING
  6. CHAPTER ONE
  7. CHAPTER TWO
  8. CHAPTER THREE
  9. CHAPTER FOUR
  10. CHAPTER FIVE
  11. CHAPTER SIX
  12. CHAPTER SEVEN
  13. CHAPTER EIGHT
  14. CHAPTER NINE
  15. CHAPTER TEN
  16. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  17. CHAPTER TWELVE
  18. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  19. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  20. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  21. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  22. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  23. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  24. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  35. CHAPTER THIRTY
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  45. CHAPTER FORTY
  46. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  54. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  55. CHAPTER FIFTY
  56. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  63. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  64. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  65. CHAPTER SIXTY
  66. CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE
  67. CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO
  68. CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
  69. CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR
  70. CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
  71. CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX
  72. CHAPTER SIXTY-SEVEN
  73. CHAPTER SIXTY-EIGHT
  74. CHAPTER SIXTY-NINE
  75. CHAPTER SEVENTY
  76. CHAPTER SEVENTY-ONE
  77. CHAPTER SEVENTY-TWO
  78. CHAPTER SEVENTY-THREE
  79. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FOUR
  80. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FIVE
  81. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SIX
  82. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SEVEN
  83. CHAPTER SEVENTY-EIGHT
  84. CHAPTER SEVENTY-NINE
  85. CHAPTER EIGHTY
  86. EPILOGUE
  87. ABOUT THE AUTHOR

I take a seat on one of our Stickleys—genuine, not reproductions, as Sophie insisted. I don’t want to get into it with my father-in-law. If there could be a best thing about Sophie’s death, it would be that I’ll almost never have to see this dickhead again. If he wants to see Aubrey, he’s going to have to change the way he acts. I’m sick of it.

I’m sick of him.

“Pour yourself a shot and sit down,” I tell him. “You’re going to need it.”

He looks at me with a quizzical stare. He’s sizing me up. He thinks I’m going to engage with him in a way that he can win. But he can’t.

“Go on, Frank,” I say as he looks at the bottle.

He senses something. I can feel it. I like it. He turns the red wax cap on the Maker’s and pours a healthy shot. He slugs it back.

“You love Aubrey,” I say.

“She’s my blood,” he says.

“Right. She’s the last thing you have of your daughter.”

He stares at me. His eyes bulging again. “What are you getting at?”

“You want to see her, right?”

“It’s my right,” Frank says, setting down his glass. “Grandparents have rights.”

I like where this is going. Fun, I think.

“Only if they’re fit,” I say.

“What are you getting at, Adam? Can you just come out with it? I’m not one of your flunkies at the plant.”

“I don’t work in the plant, Frank,” I say.

Frank doesn’t even blink. “Just spit it out, man,” he says.

I look at my dead wife’s father with what I hope are laser beam eyes burning into his own cold, cruel ones. The ones that never looked at me with anything but disappointment, distrust. Even hate.

“If you want to see Aubrey,” I say, letting each word soak in like rancid syrup on a short stack, “you’ll need to be less of an asshole. To me. To Helen. Understand?”

Frank’s lips tighten, and his nostrils flare.

Heart attack, maybe? This is the best moment in a day of utter misery.

“Are you threatening me?” he finally asks. “Seriously? Is that what you’re doing, Adam? You don’t want to do that.”

I sip my drink, the cube crashing into my teeth.