Chapters (87)
- TITLE PAGE
- COPYRIGHT
- DEDICATION
- CONTENTS
- START READING
- CHAPTER ONE
- CHAPTER TWO
- CHAPTER THREE
- CHAPTER FOUR
- CHAPTER FIVE
- CHAPTER SIX
- CHAPTER SEVEN
- CHAPTER EIGHT
- CHAPTER NINE
- CHAPTER TEN
- CHAPTER ELEVEN
- CHAPTER TWELVE
- CHAPTER THIRTEEN
- CHAPTER FOURTEEN
- CHAPTER FIFTEEN
- CHAPTER SIXTEEN
- CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
- CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
- CHAPTER NINETEEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY
- CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
- CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
- CHAPTER THIRTY
- CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
- CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
- CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
- CHAPTER FORTY
- CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
- CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
- CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
- CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
- CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
- CHAPTER FIFTY
- CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
- CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
- CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
- CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
- CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
- CHAPTER SIXTY
- CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE
- CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO
- CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
- CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX
- CHAPTER SIXTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER SIXTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER SIXTY-NINE
- CHAPTER SEVENTY
- CHAPTER SEVENTY-ONE
- CHAPTER SEVENTY-TWO
- CHAPTER SEVENTY-THREE
- CHAPTER SEVENTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER SEVENTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER SEVENTY-SIX
- CHAPTER SEVENTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER SEVENTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER SEVENTY-NINE
- CHAPTER EIGHTY
- EPILOGUE
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
Before she could speak, I put a lid on the conversation.
“Let’s go check in on your folks.”
I could count the times I returned to Shelton after Kip’s funeral on a single hand. I didn’t go to any class reunions or anything like that. I wanted to shake the sawdust off my clothes for good. I wanted a better, bigger life than my father had. And yet, it was still a part of who I was. Who I used to be anyway. Every now and then I’d check the Shelton-Mason County Journal’s web page to see what was happening in the place I’d called home until college gave me the excuse and means to escape. I read about DUIs, funerals, levies that failed.
It both surprised me and made me very happy to see that Lee Husemann had been hired on as a Mason County sheriff’s deputy, then later that she made detective. Her picture was online, and I looked at it on my SkyAero laptop, taking it in for the longest time. I could still see traces of the girl I knew, but Lee was all grown up now. She looked pretty, which I guess she always was, but she’d been a kid when I last really paid attention to her. She stood there with a couple of other new hires, looking confident. She wore her red hair a little like her mother did, which brought a smile to my face. I thought of reaching out to her through Facebook. I even found her profile. But I didn’t message her. Just as she was a reminder of the place I left, I was sure I was a very real reminder of the worst thing that had ever happened to her.
CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
ADAM
Carrie looks at me with smoky, sad eyes—rainy campfire eyes. Without saying a word, she ushers me into her office and shuts the door. For a second it feels like old times, but it isn’t. Carrie is seven years older than I am, a sturdy brunette with nice teeth and a habit of touching my knee whenever she’s speaking. For a time, Carrie was fun. Serviceable for what I was looking for at the time. I assume she felt the same. What we had was never more than “an office fling without strings.”
Her words. Not mine.
“Are you okay, Adam?” she asks.