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Chapters (87)
  1. TITLE PAGE
  2. COPYRIGHT
  3. DEDICATION
  4. CONTENTS
  5. START READING
  6. CHAPTER ONE
  7. CHAPTER TWO
  8. CHAPTER THREE
  9. CHAPTER FOUR
  10. CHAPTER FIVE
  11. CHAPTER SIX
  12. CHAPTER SEVEN
  13. CHAPTER EIGHT
  14. CHAPTER NINE
  15. CHAPTER TEN
  16. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  17. CHAPTER TWELVE
  18. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  19. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  20. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  21. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  22. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  23. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  24. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  35. CHAPTER THIRTY
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  45. CHAPTER FORTY
  46. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  54. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  55. CHAPTER FIFTY
  56. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  63. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  64. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  65. CHAPTER SIXTY
  66. CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE
  67. CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO
  68. CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
  69. CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR
  70. CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
  71. CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX
  72. CHAPTER SIXTY-SEVEN
  73. CHAPTER SIXTY-EIGHT
  74. CHAPTER SIXTY-NINE
  75. CHAPTER SEVENTY
  76. CHAPTER SEVENTY-ONE
  77. CHAPTER SEVENTY-TWO
  78. CHAPTER SEVENTY-THREE
  79. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FOUR
  80. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FIVE
  81. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SIX
  82. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SEVEN
  83. CHAPTER SEVENTY-EIGHT
  84. CHAPTER SEVENTY-NINE
  85. CHAPTER EIGHTY
  86. EPILOGUE
  87. ABOUT THE AUTHOR

I’m pretty sure Frank is using Helen as a human shield, and she’s too weak—or too exhausted by him—to do anything about it. “Katrina’s not a stranger,” I say. “She’s been with us since we brought Aubrey home from the hospital. You didn’t say anything about her being a stranger when Sophie was alive. Why now?”

I know the answer, but I’m glad I asked it anyway.

“Don’t talk to my wife like that!” Frank says, finally unleashing his inner prick.

“I’m sorry,” Helen says, her features melting. She’s embarrassed. A feeling she knows so well.

“You don’t need to be sorry,” Frank insists as Helen blinks hard. I expect she’s about to cry again. I wonder if her tears could fill a bathtub or maybe even a swimming pool. Next he faces me. “Look, Adam, we have never really gotten along.”

No shit, I think.

“And you know the reason for that, right?” he asks.

Except that he’s a prick, I honestly don’t. No man would be good enough for his only child.

He doesn’t wait for an answer, and I take a gulp of my drink. The ice in my glass crashes against my front teeth, and I wince a little.

“Frank, please,” Helen says in her more-than-ever mousey voice.

He flicks her away like lint. “Aubrey should be with an intact family,” he says. “She’s been through so much.”

I want to laugh. So I do.

“‘Intact family’? You’ve got to be kidding. Captive, yes. Sophie used to tell me that she thought her mom was a victim of Stockholm syndrome—that she had lost any sense of who she was because you dominated her like she was a science project.”

My eyes scrape over Helen. I feel somewhat sorry for her. At the same time, watching her wriggle under Frank’s thumb all these years has been revolting. Sophie wanted to liberate her mother. She loved her. Right now, I just want to jolt her like an online electroshock therapy kit.

“She called you,” I say, “‘my Stepford mom.’ Just so you know.”

Helen puts her fingers to her lips for a second, trembles a little, and then walks toward Aubrey’s room down the hallway, which gleams like polished brass with that goddamn over-finished oak flooring.

“You little piece of crap,” Frank says to me, keeping his voice low as if he wants to spare the others. “I won’t have you insult my wife.” His head is getting red. It’s a barometer of anger. “You didn’t need to say that. We’re all on edge. We’ve all been dealt the hardest blow we could have ever imagined. Helen’s teetering on the edge.”

From what I’ve seen, she’s lived her whole life that way.