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  1. Cover
  2. Praise
  3. About the Author
  4. Title Page
  5. Intoroduction
  6. ONE
  7. TWO
  8. THREE
  9. FOUR
  10. FIVE
  11. SIX
  12. SEVEN
  13. EITHT
  14. NINE
  15. TEN
  16. ELEVEN
  17. TWELVE
  18. THIRTEEN
  19. FOURTEEN
  20. FIFTEEN
  21. SIXTEEN
  22. SEVENTEEN
  23. EIGHTEEN
  24. NINETEEN
  25. TWENTY
  26. TWENTY-ONE
  27. TWENTY-TWO
  28. TWENTY-THREE
  29. TWENTY-FOUR
  30. TWENTY-FIVE
  31. TWENTY-SIX
  32. TWENTY-SEVEN
  33. TWENTY-EIGHT
  34. TWENTY-NINE
  35. THIRTY
  36. THIRTY-ONE
  37. THIRTY-TWO
  38. THIRTY-THREE
  39. THIRTY-FOUR
  40. THIRTY-FIVE
  41. THIRTY-SIX
  42. THIRTY-SEVEN
  43. THIRTY-EIGHT
  44. THIRTY-NINE
  45. FORTY
  46. FORTY-ONE
  47. FORTY-TWO
  48. FORTY-THREE
  49. FORTY-FOUR
  50. FORTY-FIVE
  51. FORTY-SIX
  52. FORTY-SEVEN
  53. FORTY-EIGHT
  54. FORTY-NINE
  55. FIFTY
  56. FIFTY-ONE
  57. FIFTY-TWO
  58. FIFTY-THREE
  59. FIFTY-FOUR
  60. FIFTY-FIVE
  61. FIFTY-SIX
  62. FIFTY-SEVEN
  63. FIFTY-EIGHT
  64. FIFTY-NINE
  65. SIXTY
  66. SIXTY-ONE
  67. SIXTY-TWO
  68. SIXTY-THREE
  69. SIXTY-FOUR
  70. SIXTY-FIVE
  71. SIXTY-SIX
  72. SIXTY-SEVEN
  73. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  74. CLIMATE EMERGENCY
  75. Copyright

That night, while I’m lying on the sofa, covered in blankets, while Dana is asleep upstairs, I dream of Dad’s tree again. The ants have gone, and so has the little plastic sheath, and the whole tree is green. Not just the leaves, but the bark as well. Grandad told me years ago how to check if something is still alive in the middle of winter; you scratch a little bark off with your thumb, and if there’s green underneath, it’s good and healthy. I don’t remember much else when I wake up except this luminous, totally green tree.

I hear footsteps on the stairs and assume it’s Mum. Then I hear the catch on the front door.

I run into the hall to find Dana putting on her shoes in the open doorway.

‘What are you doing? The police said to—’

‘I know. But I plugged my phone in. It went flat last night. And Carl’s been calling, and messaging me. He says the police were at his house last night but he got away. He was bragging at first. Then he started getting angry that he couldn’t find me. Then he worked it out. He knows it was me that told them. And then he sent this really late last night.’

She thrusts her phone at me. There’s a picture of a woman sitting on a sofa. Vince is on one side of her, Carl is on the other. Each holds a knife their hand.

‘I have to go, Josh. I can’t leave my mum like that. Whatever she might be, she’s still my mum.’

‘I’m calling the police.’

‘No. Don’t. He said if the police come he’ll do it. He’ll do to her what he was going to do to Ahmed.’

‘Then I’m coming with you.’

‘Fine, but hurry up.’

I hurtle upstairs and scramble into some clothes. Mum appears at her bedroom door as I’m pulling my coat on.

‘What are you doing?’

‘Dana’s mum. He’s got her. She’s—’

‘Wait, Josh. You’re supposed to stay here. That’s what you were told. If you know where this Carl person is, you should tell the—’

‘We can’t. He’ll kill her.’

‘Stop! You don’t just throw yourself into the mouth of these things. That man is…’

But we’ve already closed the door.

We run until we have to stop running, our legs heavy and lungs burning. Mum’s right, this thing is a mouth. I thought – last night – that I was out of it, but it’s still got us in its jaws, chewing on us. Above the houses, the first smear of dirty pink light is hitting the undersides of the clouds.