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Chapters (75)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise
  3. About the Author
  4. Title Page
  5. Intoroduction
  6. ONE
  7. TWO
  8. THREE
  9. FOUR
  10. FIVE
  11. SIX
  12. SEVEN
  13. EITHT
  14. NINE
  15. TEN
  16. ELEVEN
  17. TWELVE
  18. THIRTEEN
  19. FOURTEEN
  20. FIFTEEN
  21. SIXTEEN
  22. SEVENTEEN
  23. EIGHTEEN
  24. NINETEEN
  25. TWENTY
  26. TWENTY-ONE
  27. TWENTY-TWO
  28. TWENTY-THREE
  29. TWENTY-FOUR
  30. TWENTY-FIVE
  31. TWENTY-SIX
  32. TWENTY-SEVEN
  33. TWENTY-EIGHT
  34. TWENTY-NINE
  35. THIRTY
  36. THIRTY-ONE
  37. THIRTY-TWO
  38. THIRTY-THREE
  39. THIRTY-FOUR
  40. THIRTY-FIVE
  41. THIRTY-SIX
  42. THIRTY-SEVEN
  43. THIRTY-EIGHT
  44. THIRTY-NINE
  45. FORTY
  46. FORTY-ONE
  47. FORTY-TWO
  48. FORTY-THREE
  49. FORTY-FOUR
  50. FORTY-FIVE
  51. FORTY-SIX
  52. FORTY-SEVEN
  53. FORTY-EIGHT
  54. FORTY-NINE
  55. FIFTY
  56. FIFTY-ONE
  57. FIFTY-TWO
  58. FIFTY-THREE
  59. FIFTY-FOUR
  60. FIFTY-FIVE
  61. FIFTY-SIX
  62. FIFTY-SEVEN
  63. FIFTY-EIGHT
  64. FIFTY-NINE
  65. SIXTY
  66. SIXTY-ONE
  67. SIXTY-TWO
  68. SIXTY-THREE
  69. SIXTY-FOUR
  70. SIXTY-FIVE
  71. SIXTY-SIX
  72. SIXTY-SEVEN
  73. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  74. CLIMATE EMERGENCY
  75. Copyright

The woman behind the glass screen is surprised to see us again, but buzzes us straight through. We find Sargant Prangle at her desk. She unfixes her eyes from her computer screen and blinks a few times before realising we’re standing in front of her.

‘We need to tell you something else,’ I say.

Mum did tell him about the websites, she admits when we’re back in the room with Sargant Prangle and the tape recorder again. Or she didn’t tell him so much as ask advice ‘for a friend’ and he’d worked it out. But of course he’d already known. And before that, he knew about how I’d got the bruise on my face.

I feel a little uncomfortable listening as Mum recounts the details of their meetings. The first few times they’d bumped into each other at the supermarket, the flirtatious coffees and text messages. Like earlier, I try to turn my mind off, to focus on other things.

He’d waited for a catalyst, struck me while I was most vulnerable. Maybe he and Carl had even planned the punch at the party. It seems like years ago now. Hard to believe it’s not even been six months. Then he, ‘Martin’, had set himself up as some kind of confidante, had invaded my home, pretended to offer some kind of support when all along he’d been calling the shots. It was probably him who’d told Alan where I lived, had given him the textbook to drop off. Him who wanted to know about where Dana was yesterday. And it was him who had ordered me to smash that shop window.

Perhaps Mum is picking up on my thoughts. She grows more and more incandescent with rage as she talks more and more about the interest Martin had shown in me, how he’d always ask after me and who I was seeing. He seemed, she says, far more interested in me than in her.

‘This can, of course, only be taken as speculation,’ the Sargant says when Mum’s finished. ‘We’ll follow it up, of course. But all we have is a first name to go on here. That’s the only common factor.’

But it was him. It is him behind this plan, this savage and inhuman plan. And the way that Carl spoke at that meeting, the way he controlled the room. He could only have learnt that from Mr Walters; it had his stamp all over it.

Back on the road home again, Mum is still furious. At herself, mostly. ‘I can’t believe I could have been so stupid. What was I thinking?’

Dana does a good job of calming her. She knows about men, about what they’re capable of saying, of doing. Mum talks to her as if there isn’t a gap of thirty years between them.