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Chapters (70)
  1. COVER PAGE
  2. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  3. DEDICATION
  4. PROLOGUE
  5. PART I BIRTH
  6. ONE
  7. TWO
  8. THREE
  9. FOUR
  10. FIVE
  11. SIX
  12. SEVEN
  13. EIGHT
  14. NINE
  15. TEN
  16. ELEVEN
  17. TWELVE
  18. THIRTEEN
  19. FOURTEEN
  20. FIFTEEN
  21. PART II LIFE
  22. SIXTEEN
  23. SEVENTEEN
  24. EIGHTEEN
  25. NINETEEN
  26. TWENTY
  27. TWENTY-ONE
  28. TWENTY-TWO
  29. TWENTY-THREE
  30. TWENTY-FOUR
  31. TWENTY-FIVE
  32. TWENTY-SIX
  33. TWENTY-SEVEN
  34. TWENTY-EIGHT
  35. TWENTY-NINE
  36. THIRTY
  37. THIRTY-ONE
  38. THIRTY-TWO
  39. THIRTY-THREE
  40. THIRTY-FOUR
  41. PART III DEATH
  42. THIRTY-FIVE
  43. THIRTY-SIX
  44. THIRTY-SEVEN
  45. THIRTY-EIGHT
  46. THIRTY-NINE
  47. FORTY
  48. FORTY-ONE
  49. FORTY-TWO
  50. FORTY-THREE
  51. FORTY-FOUR
  52. FORTY-FIVE
  53. FORTY-SIX
  54. FORTY-SEVEN
  55. FORTY-EIGHT
  56. FORTY-NINE
  57. FIFTY
  58. FIFTY-ONE
  59. FIFTY-TWO
  60. FIFTY-THREE
  61. FIFTY-FOUR
  62. FIFTY-FIVE
  63. FIFTY-SIX
  64. FIFTY-SEVEN
  65. FIFTY-EIGHT
  66. FIFTY-NINE
  67. SIXTY
  68. EPILOGUE
  69. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  70. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

‘I heard you, you idiot,’ I hiss. ‘I heard everything. I know why she took all that valium. It’s because of you. She was too scared to tell you to fuck off, and because you were abusing her all that time she’s now lying in the fucking psych ward. You evil man. You fucking horrible man.’

He moves his mouth slightly, sort of like a smile. ‘Prove it,’ he says calmly.

‘I’ll get her to back me up,’ I say. ‘She’s got nothing to lose now. You’ll pay for this. I’ll be a credible witness and you’re going to get deregistered—or at the very least sacked!’

He moves his mouth again, and I see he really is smiling. I feel a bit uneasy. He’s clearly totally unhinged.

‘You’re very self-righteous for someone who isn’t exactly a saint,’ he says.

I look at him.

‘There’s a certain favourite consultant of yours who just got out of hospital and who wouldn’t be too pleased to know that his little intern has been telling everyone that they’re having an affair.’

I feel bile rise up in my throat. I turn back to the sink and take a breath.

‘I don’t know what you’re talking about,’ I whisper, feeling my face getting hot.

He laughs. ‘I’m sure the hospital executive would be very interested to hear that one of its most senior members of staff has been carrying on with his intern. Who knows how long you’ve been at it for? Did you think he’d help you get onto the training program?’

‘Who told you this?’

‘You’re not the only one who has friends in the admin office,’ he says. ‘Maybe they’re better friends with me than they are with you. You’re an intern. I’m a surgeon. Who do you think they’re going to believe?’

Nicole. My stomach twists. I was right about her all along. She caught me in a weak moment and I, as per usual, wasn’t able to keep my big mouth shut. She was probably so jealous to hear that I’d been hanging out with Wolfgang that she decided to screw me over.