Back Every Little Secret
Chapters (81)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-One
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  31. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  32. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  33. Chapter Thirty
  34. Chapter Thirty-One
  35. Chapter Thirty-Two
  36. Chapter Thirty-Three
  37. Chapter Thirty-Four
  38. Chapter Thirty-Five
  39. Chapter Thirty-Six
  40. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  41. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  42. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  43. Chapter Forty
  44. Chapter Forty-One
  45. Chapter Forty-Two
  46. Chapter Forty-Three
  47. Chapter Forty-Four
  48. Chapter Forty-Five
  49. Chapter Forty-Six
  50. Chapter Forty-Seven
  51. Chapter Forty-Eight
  52. Chapter Forty-Nine
  53. Chapter Fifty
  54. Chapter Fifty-One
  55. Chapter Fifty-Two
  56. Chapter Fifty-Three
  57. Chapter Fifty-Four
  58. Chapter Fifty-Five
  59. Chapter Fifty-Six
  60. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  61. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  62. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  63. Chapter Sixty
  64. Chapter Sixty-One
  65. Chapter Sixty-Two
  66. Chapter Sixty-Three
  67. Chapter Sixty-Four
  68. Chapter Sixty-Five
  69. Chapter Sixty-Six
  70. Chapter Sixty-Seven
  71. Chapter Sixty-Eight
  72. Chapter Sixty-Nine
  73. Chapter Seventy
  74. Chapter Seventy-One
  75. Chapter Seventy-Two
  76. Chapter Seventy-Three
  77. Chapter Seventy-Four
  78. A Letter From Ruby
  79. Acknowledgements
  80. About the Author
  81. Also by Ruby Speechley

Maddy’s head clouds over. She steps back and leans against the front door, her eyes half closed. Max is standing near, watching her. Why doesn’t he speak? She longs to hold her baby, smell the warmth of his clean skin, hear his snuffling breathing sounds.

Alison looks up as though it’s the first time she’s noticed anyone else there. She stands, jigging Sam up and down on her hip, her face red and puffy. ‘What’s she doing here?’

‘Come on, Maddy, let’s go.’ Max touches her shoulder.

‘You know her?’ Alison is incredulous.

‘Look, this is all a horrible mistake,’ Max says.

‘What do you mean?’

‘She’s not well.’

‘Did she take Charlie?’

Their voices warp in Maddy’s head. She sways like a repelling magnet.

‘He’s my baby!’ Maddy screams and lurches forward, but Max grabs her arms.

The rain stops as suddenly as it started. A door slams at the back of the house.

‘What the fuck is going on?’ A man stomps into the hall, wearing combat trousers, Doc Martens, and a tiger tattoo on his forearm.

‘What’s he doing here?’ Max yells.

‘She took my baby!’ Alison points at her.

‘Did she now.’ The man flares his nostrils.

‘What have I ever done to deserve this?’ Alison yells at Max.

Maddy can’t look at the scarlet blotches on Alison’s face, the blood pumping through the veins in her neck.

The man muscles towards her.

‘Max!’ Maddy cries out. Max steps between them so he’s face to face with the man.

‘What did she call you?’ Alison asks.

‘Get out of my way,’ the man snarls at Max.

‘Give my baby back,’ Maddy cries out.

Max turns to Maddy and tips up her chin so she has to look in his eyes. If only she could hate him.

‘This isn’t your baby,’ he says gently. ‘Alison’s baby has a birthmark on his back.’

‘He’s mine,’ Maddy whimpers and reaches out for Sam.

‘Get her away from me!’ Alison moves backwards clutching the baby to her chest. ‘I remember you.’ She jigs him up and down, pointing at Maddy. ‘It was you in the hospital, wasn’t it?’

‘Will you shut up for one minute?’ Max yells.

‘Watch it,’ the man says.

‘Was it you coming into the house too?’ Alison asks.

‘I’m sorry.’ Maddy’s voice is barely audible.

‘Don’t you think I deserve an explanation?’ Alison cries. ‘I’ve been out of my mind and she stands there saying nothing.’

‘What is wrong with her?’ The man pulls a face.

‘Maddy, are you okay?’ Max touches her forehead.

‘Why doesn’t she speak?’

Every sound is muffled, as though her ears are blocked with water. A wave of exhaustion crashes over her, dragging her under. Her eyes want to close but she forces them open.

‘So, are you going to tell me how you know her?’ Alison asks.