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Chapters (81)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-One
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  31. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  32. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  33. Chapter Thirty
  34. Chapter Thirty-One
  35. Chapter Thirty-Two
  36. Chapter Thirty-Three
  37. Chapter Thirty-Four
  38. Chapter Thirty-Five
  39. Chapter Thirty-Six
  40. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  41. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  42. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  43. Chapter Forty
  44. Chapter Forty-One
  45. Chapter Forty-Two
  46. Chapter Forty-Three
  47. Chapter Forty-Four
  48. Chapter Forty-Five
  49. Chapter Forty-Six
  50. Chapter Forty-Seven
  51. Chapter Forty-Eight
  52. Chapter Forty-Nine
  53. Chapter Fifty
  54. Chapter Fifty-One
  55. Chapter Fifty-Two
  56. Chapter Fifty-Three
  57. Chapter Fifty-Four
  58. Chapter Fifty-Five
  59. Chapter Fifty-Six
  60. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  61. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  62. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  63. Chapter Sixty
  64. Chapter Sixty-One
  65. Chapter Sixty-Two
  66. Chapter Sixty-Three
  67. Chapter Sixty-Four
  68. Chapter Sixty-Five
  69. Chapter Sixty-Six
  70. Chapter Sixty-Seven
  71. Chapter Sixty-Eight
  72. Chapter Sixty-Nine
  73. Chapter Seventy
  74. Chapter Seventy-One
  75. Chapter Seventy-Two
  76. Chapter Seventy-Three
  77. Chapter Seventy-Four
  78. A Letter From Ruby
  79. Acknowledgements
  80. About the Author
  81. Also by Ruby Speechley

They glance at each other before he opens the black bin liner at his feet, unzipping the rucksack inside it. Everything is still wet although it’s all been placed in clear bags. He lays a plastic sheet on the glass coffee table and takes out a Mars bar wrapper; a packet of Rothmans cigarettes; a GAP sweatshirt and a pair of jeans, both splattered with paint; and a Lloyds Bank cheque book. He places each item in front of them. Maddy picks up the bag containing the sodden cheque book, which has been peeled open. Max’s printed name is blurred around the edges, the stub clumped together. Her trembling fingers trail across the bags of clothes. A cry escapes her lips. She presses her fist to her mouth.

PC Dolan hesitates, holding something else in his hand, poised like he’s about to throw a dice. ‘We found this.’ He unfurls his palm to reveal a Yale key on a fob. ‘It was hidden in the lining of the rucksack.’

She examines the dull brass next to the constable’s thick gold band, worn into the fabric of his skin. She exchanges a look with him, then with PC Wright and takes the front door key. ‘Plot 146’ is scribbled in biro on a piece of card framed in an oblong of plastic.

She holds it up, dangling it between them. ‘It isn’t ours,’ she says.

Chapter Two

Maddy stares at the key and her mind clouds over, blocking her thoughts with too many questions.

Sarah arrives with Sophie and Emily moments later, clattering through the back gate full of chatter and laughter. Emily is the first to spot her through the French windows, sitting with the constable who is tidying Max’s things back into the bin liner. All three of them stop dead and stare through the glass. The constable slides the patio door open.

‘Everything okay?’ Sarah’s voice rings a high note of alarm.

‘Mummy!’ Emily cries and runs into her open arms. Maddy tries to stand up but her legs wobble and she crumples back down.

‘Mummy?’ Emily wails like an injured bird, clinging on to her.

‘What’s happened?’ Sarah asks in a quiet voice, arm around her daughter Sophie. Emily stands between Maddy’s legs, searching her face. PC Dolan sits near them.

Maddy’s mouth makes strange shapes, barely able to say the words. ‘Daddy’s had an accident.’ She sucks in a breath and the tears come fast, uncontrollable. She pulls Emily to her, sobbing into her daughter’s hair as she rocks her back and forth, never wanting to let her go.

‘He was seen falling into Yeading Brook last night, but I’m afraid, as yet, he’s not been found,’ PC Dolan says.

Maddy squeezes the key in her fist and stuffs it in her pocket.

‘Oh, dear God.’ Sarah wraps her arm around Maddy.