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Chapters (81)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-One
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  31. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  32. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  33. Chapter Thirty
  34. Chapter Thirty-One
  35. Chapter Thirty-Two
  36. Chapter Thirty-Three
  37. Chapter Thirty-Four
  38. Chapter Thirty-Five
  39. Chapter Thirty-Six
  40. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  41. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  42. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  43. Chapter Forty
  44. Chapter Forty-One
  45. Chapter Forty-Two
  46. Chapter Forty-Three
  47. Chapter Forty-Four
  48. Chapter Forty-Five
  49. Chapter Forty-Six
  50. Chapter Forty-Seven
  51. Chapter Forty-Eight
  52. Chapter Forty-Nine
  53. Chapter Fifty
  54. Chapter Fifty-One
  55. Chapter Fifty-Two
  56. Chapter Fifty-Three
  57. Chapter Fifty-Four
  58. Chapter Fifty-Five
  59. Chapter Fifty-Six
  60. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  61. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  62. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  63. Chapter Sixty
  64. Chapter Sixty-One
  65. Chapter Sixty-Two
  66. Chapter Sixty-Three
  67. Chapter Sixty-Four
  68. Chapter Sixty-Five
  69. Chapter Sixty-Six
  70. Chapter Sixty-Seven
  71. Chapter Sixty-Eight
  72. Chapter Sixty-Nine
  73. Chapter Seventy
  74. Chapter Seventy-One
  75. Chapter Seventy-Two
  76. Chapter Seventy-Three
  77. Chapter Seventy-Four
  78. A Letter From Ruby
  79. Acknowledgements
  80. About the Author
  81. Also by Ruby Speechley

Maddy opens the oven door and slides the tray in. ‘For luck eh?’ she says, as she straightens up.

‘We’re allowed one wish each, but don’t ask me what it is because it’s a secret,’ Emily says.

‘Because, if you tell…’

‘It won’t come true.’ Emily grins.

Maddy doesn’t even have to guess because her own wish is for Max to come home too.

Chapter Sixty-Five

Alison: December 2019

It is midday when PC Blunt arrives. ‘Can I come in for a few moments?’ she asks. ‘I have some news.’ She’s a tall woman with cropped hair and a spotless suit. Her pale plain face gives nothing away.

Alison isn’t dressed and hugs the robe around her tighter. If it was bad news wouldn’t there be two of them? She stands aside to let her in, then leads her through to the kitchen.

‘We’ve had a huge response to the TV appeal. Lots of sightings and leads. It’s too early to say for sure, but we’ve taken someone in and we’re fairly confident it’s Adam.’

‘Oh, thank God, and Charlie’s with him?’ Alison presses her forehead.

‘Unfortunately, Charlie wasn’t with him, but we can’t confirm yet that he didn’t take him.’

‘What are you saying? He might have taken him and now he’s left him somewhere?’

‘I’m sorry, Alison, we don’t know enough at this stage.’ She leans towards her. ‘We’re checking out his story and all the places he’s been living.’

‘Living where?’ Alison’s eyes feel heavy with lack of sleep. They seem no closer to finding Charlie. She leans against the counter and wipes her hand across her eyes.

‘We found him in Sheffield, at the YMCA. But he says he’s also been living on the streets and in a bedsit.’

‘Why?’ Alison searches her face. ‘It can’t be him. His home is here.’

‘I don’t know any more details. He’s being questioned right now. I can assure you we’ll verify his identity as soon as we can.’

‘Why Sheffield? What the hell took him there?’

‘We don’t know any more at the moment. He’s in a bad way, he had an accident and hurt his leg. He says he’s Adam Hawkins. We’re sending him to be assessed by a doctor this afternoon.’

‘When will I be able to see him, if it is Adam?’

‘We’re bringing him back to Cambridgeshire tomorrow.’

‘But our baby is still missing.’ Alison’s voice falters. ‘If he doesn’t have Charlie, then who does?’

Chapter Sixty-Six

Maddy: December 2019

Maddy drives straight into the mother and baby space at the front of the shop. Sam is asleep in the seat next to her. She’s fascinated watching the blanket fibres lifting every time he exhales. She checks the rear-view mirror. A smile spreads across her mum’s face.