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Chapters (81)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-One
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  31. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  32. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  33. Chapter Thirty
  34. Chapter Thirty-One
  35. Chapter Thirty-Two
  36. Chapter Thirty-Three
  37. Chapter Thirty-Four
  38. Chapter Thirty-Five
  39. Chapter Thirty-Six
  40. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  41. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  42. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  43. Chapter Forty
  44. Chapter Forty-One
  45. Chapter Forty-Two
  46. Chapter Forty-Three
  47. Chapter Forty-Four
  48. Chapter Forty-Five
  49. Chapter Forty-Six
  50. Chapter Forty-Seven
  51. Chapter Forty-Eight
  52. Chapter Forty-Nine
  53. Chapter Fifty
  54. Chapter Fifty-One
  55. Chapter Fifty-Two
  56. Chapter Fifty-Three
  57. Chapter Fifty-Four
  58. Chapter Fifty-Five
  59. Chapter Fifty-Six
  60. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  61. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  62. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  63. Chapter Sixty
  64. Chapter Sixty-One
  65. Chapter Sixty-Two
  66. Chapter Sixty-Three
  67. Chapter Sixty-Four
  68. Chapter Sixty-Five
  69. Chapter Sixty-Six
  70. Chapter Sixty-Seven
  71. Chapter Sixty-Eight
  72. Chapter Sixty-Nine
  73. Chapter Seventy
  74. Chapter Seventy-One
  75. Chapter Seventy-Two
  76. Chapter Seventy-Three
  77. Chapter Seventy-Four
  78. A Letter From Ruby
  79. Acknowledgements
  80. About the Author
  81. Also by Ruby Speechley

They walk down to the parade of shops in the precinct and are stopped at least three times by neighbours and people they know.

‘Five pounds nine ounces when he was born,’ Maddy tells Mrs Jordan outside her flower shop. ‘Tiny like my girls.’

‘Still, as long as he’s healthy.’ Mrs Jordan has known Maddy since she was a baby.

‘That’s what I said to the midwife. They do flap about these days,’ Maddy says.

Emily rocks the pram, humming ‘Rock-a-bye Baby’.

Mrs Jordan leans closer to Maddy. ‘She’s taken to him then,’ she whispers.

‘She adores him,’ Maddy says. How happy Emily looks. Her hair has thinned so much around the crown, but hopefully it’ll grow back.

‘Good for her, isn’t it?’

Maddy nods. ‘She loves having a little brother to look after.’

‘He’s got his dad’s chin and hair, bless him.’ Mrs Jordan plucks a sprig of gypsophila from a vase in the shop window.

‘Yes, he’s Max’s son all right,’ Maddy strokes the downy quiff with her fingertips, ‘and Mum thinks he’s the most beautiful baby she’s ever seen.’

‘Does she now? Well I never.’ Mrs Jordan’s eyes widen and Maddy smiles at her.

‘Don’t forget to look after yourself, dear. You look wacked out.’ She places the posy of tiny white flowers at the bottom of the pram. ‘Baby’s breath, for pure of heart. You be good for your mummy, little one.’

Maddy thanks Mrs Jordan for her kindness and heads up George Street. A tunnel of cold wind rattles crisp leaves along the pavement. Just look at your baby, Madeleine, isn’t he perfect?

‘I’m your mummy, and I love you very much,’ Maddy leans down and whispers to baby Sam. Every part of her is fit to burst with love.

Chapter Sixty-Three

Alison: December 2019

Alison can’t sleep. Charlie has been missing for over twenty-four hours. The empty crib and the soft scent of baby powder lingers in the air, making her weep. Her breasts are engorged with milk so she sits on the bed and expresses as much as she can, filling a small bottle. After, she folds all Charlie’s clothes into neat piles. She can’t believe she doesn’t have a photo of him. At least if they find him with Adam she’ll get them both back, although she’s not sure she can forgive him. She spent half the night trying to come up with a sensible reason why he would have done this to her. Any alternative leaves her cold.

They’re hoping this cleaner might make an appearance so they can rule her out, but there’s been no sign of her for the past two days. Natty and Sandra have told them all they can about what she looks like, and the police have released an artist’s impression. But it’s no one she recognises.