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Chapters (81)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-One
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  31. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  32. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  33. Chapter Thirty
  34. Chapter Thirty-One
  35. Chapter Thirty-Two
  36. Chapter Thirty-Three
  37. Chapter Thirty-Four
  38. Chapter Thirty-Five
  39. Chapter Thirty-Six
  40. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  41. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  42. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  43. Chapter Forty
  44. Chapter Forty-One
  45. Chapter Forty-Two
  46. Chapter Forty-Three
  47. Chapter Forty-Four
  48. Chapter Forty-Five
  49. Chapter Forty-Six
  50. Chapter Forty-Seven
  51. Chapter Forty-Eight
  52. Chapter Forty-Nine
  53. Chapter Fifty
  54. Chapter Fifty-One
  55. Chapter Fifty-Two
  56. Chapter Fifty-Three
  57. Chapter Fifty-Four
  58. Chapter Fifty-Five
  59. Chapter Fifty-Six
  60. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  61. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  62. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  63. Chapter Sixty
  64. Chapter Sixty-One
  65. Chapter Sixty-Two
  66. Chapter Sixty-Three
  67. Chapter Sixty-Four
  68. Chapter Sixty-Five
  69. Chapter Sixty-Six
  70. Chapter Sixty-Seven
  71. Chapter Sixty-Eight
  72. Chapter Sixty-Nine
  73. Chapter Seventy
  74. Chapter Seventy-One
  75. Chapter Seventy-Two
  76. Chapter Seventy-Three
  77. Chapter Seventy-Four
  78. A Letter From Ruby
  79. Acknowledgements
  80. About the Author
  81. Also by Ruby Speechley

‘This was Dad’s study. I love this desk,’ she said, stroking the highly polished black surface. ‘It’s ebonised wood – mahogany lacquered black to make it look Japanese. It was all the rage two hundred years ago. Isn’t it beautiful?’

Max nodded. He’d never heard of such a thing, but it looked quality. Worth a few grand. He could taste dust in the air. Heavy velvet curtains, which had long since faded at the edges, were half pulled across the tall window. One wall was full of pristine leather-bound books and opposite the desk towered a grandfather clock which had stopped at five minutes past six. Maddy opened the top drawer of the desk and took out a key. The sun flashed on its silver fob.

‘For you,’ she said, letting it fall into his palm. ‘You asked about renting a room.’

‘You sure?’

Their eyes fixed on each other for several moments.

‘I’m more than sure. I’ve been thinking about it a lot and I’d like you to move in.’

‘I’d love to.’ He slowly pulled the belt on her dressing gown and she allowed it to slip to the ground. As she stood naked in front of him, he smelt the warmth from her skin mixed with an intoxicating but delicate scent of roses. Her body was full and curvy. He’d always gone for skinny girls like Ali, preferring a clothes-hanger frame, but while they might look better in clothes, a voluptuous figure like Maddy’s was more pleasing to the eye when naked; no hip or rib bones in sight.

He took her hands in his and kissed her lips. He’d never had such a full body surge while kissing a woman before. What was it about her? He held her in his arms, smoothing his hands up and down her silky skin. He couldn’t get enough of her. He shut his eyes and nuzzled in her rose-scented hair. He’d never felt so happy and secure. No complications, no games, no threats. Would he be able to hang on to her without fucking it all up? God, he hoped so.

Chapter Sixteen

Maddy: Early October 2019

In the morning, Maddy takes Poppy and Daisy for a walk after dropping Emily at school. All the way round the park she goes over the woman’s responses to her questions. Can she have really never heard of Max? Seems so unlikely when she’s driving around in his old car. And why did she rush off like that? Shouldn’t she tell the police in case they are involved with Max’s disappearance? Her thoughts twist and turn each time they skip back to the wallpaper and carpet. Her mind refuses to contemplate what it could mean.