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Chapters (81)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-One
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  31. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  32. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  33. Chapter Thirty
  34. Chapter Thirty-One
  35. Chapter Thirty-Two
  36. Chapter Thirty-Three
  37. Chapter Thirty-Four
  38. Chapter Thirty-Five
  39. Chapter Thirty-Six
  40. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  41. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  42. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  43. Chapter Forty
  44. Chapter Forty-One
  45. Chapter Forty-Two
  46. Chapter Forty-Three
  47. Chapter Forty-Four
  48. Chapter Forty-Five
  49. Chapter Forty-Six
  50. Chapter Forty-Seven
  51. Chapter Forty-Eight
  52. Chapter Forty-Nine
  53. Chapter Fifty
  54. Chapter Fifty-One
  55. Chapter Fifty-Two
  56. Chapter Fifty-Three
  57. Chapter Fifty-Four
  58. Chapter Fifty-Five
  59. Chapter Fifty-Six
  60. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  61. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  62. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  63. Chapter Sixty
  64. Chapter Sixty-One
  65. Chapter Sixty-Two
  66. Chapter Sixty-Three
  67. Chapter Sixty-Four
  68. Chapter Sixty-Five
  69. Chapter Sixty-Six
  70. Chapter Sixty-Seven
  71. Chapter Sixty-Eight
  72. Chapter Sixty-Nine
  73. Chapter Seventy
  74. Chapter Seventy-One
  75. Chapter Seventy-Two
  76. Chapter Seventy-Three
  77. Chapter Seventy-Four
  78. A Letter From Ruby
  79. Acknowledgements
  80. About the Author
  81. Also by Ruby Speechley

‘Sorry, I didn’t see where you went.’ They buy muffins and drinks at the cafe and sit at a table near the area reserved for parties, where Jamie is eating his lunch. A woman comes out with a huge cake and the children sing ‘Happy Birthday’. Some of the parents arrive but there’s no sign of Alison. The birthday boy hands out party bags to the children leaving. Jamie is still sitting down drinking and eating his slice of cake. Perhaps Alison has been held up in traffic?

Before long there are only three children left waiting for their parents. The birthday boy is already opening his presents from the enormous stack on the table, while his last guests look on. One of the teenagers who works there is going around the tables with a black bag, clearing away all the paper plates of uneaten food and drink. The mum is holding a list while speaking on her mobile. Maddy hears her say to a ginger-haired boy that his dad is on his way.

‘It’s your mum picking you up, isn’t it?’ she says to Jamie. He nods but doesn’t seem worried, as though he’s used to being abandoned.

‘Come with me,’ Maddy says to Emily when she’s finished her juice. She takes her hand and practically drags her over to the sectioned-off area. Jamie is sitting on his own now. ‘He can come with me.’ She touches his shoulder with her fingertips.

The mum looks up at her, then at Emily.

‘I know where he lives. Alison is probably stuck in traffic and can’t answer her phone.’

‘She didn’t mention anyone else picking him up, I can’t just…’

‘She knows my dad.’ Jamie shrugs.

‘And you are?’ The woman is staring at Maddy as though she’s a serial killer.

‘Family friend. Don’t worry, though, if it’s a problem.’ Maddy casually flicks her hand. She gives Jamie a sorry look and turns to leave. What on earth is she doing? Where would she have taken him? She squeezes Emily’s hand and tries to blink away dark blotches in front of her eyes.

Alison is marching towards her. She turns away just in time.

‘So sorry I’m late,’ Alison says loudly, waving as she pushes past Maddy, thankfully not noticing her, and Maddy doesn’t stop to look back.

Chapter Twenty-Eight

Max: March 2017

Max could hear Maddy upstairs reading to the girls when he came in.

‘Daddy!’ Chloe ran along the landing to greet him.

He picked her up and gave her a hug.

‘Mummy’s reading Alice,’ Chloe told him.

‘Alice in Wonderland?’

‘Wonderful land.’ She giggled.

He put her down and she took his hand, pulling him into Emily’s bedroom, where Maddy was sitting at the end of the bed holding the illustrated hardback from her own childhood.

‘You’re early,’ she said. He bent down and kissed her cheek.