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Chapters (81)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-One
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  31. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  32. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  33. Chapter Thirty
  34. Chapter Thirty-One
  35. Chapter Thirty-Two
  36. Chapter Thirty-Three
  37. Chapter Thirty-Four
  38. Chapter Thirty-Five
  39. Chapter Thirty-Six
  40. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  41. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  42. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  43. Chapter Forty
  44. Chapter Forty-One
  45. Chapter Forty-Two
  46. Chapter Forty-Three
  47. Chapter Forty-Four
  48. Chapter Forty-Five
  49. Chapter Forty-Six
  50. Chapter Forty-Seven
  51. Chapter Forty-Eight
  52. Chapter Forty-Nine
  53. Chapter Fifty
  54. Chapter Fifty-One
  55. Chapter Fifty-Two
  56. Chapter Fifty-Three
  57. Chapter Fifty-Four
  58. Chapter Fifty-Five
  59. Chapter Fifty-Six
  60. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  61. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  62. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  63. Chapter Sixty
  64. Chapter Sixty-One
  65. Chapter Sixty-Two
  66. Chapter Sixty-Three
  67. Chapter Sixty-Four
  68. Chapter Sixty-Five
  69. Chapter Sixty-Six
  70. Chapter Sixty-Seven
  71. Chapter Sixty-Eight
  72. Chapter Sixty-Nine
  73. Chapter Seventy
  74. Chapter Seventy-One
  75. Chapter Seventy-Two
  76. Chapter Seventy-Three
  77. Chapter Seventy-Four
  78. A Letter From Ruby
  79. Acknowledgements
  80. About the Author
  81. Also by Ruby Speechley

‘What’s his name?’ The woman is squinting, looking her up and down. The petrol blue smear of a badly drawn tattoo peeps out of her cleavage.

‘Max Saunders.’ Her eyes wander back to the wallpaper. She blinks at the large burgundy flowers which merge into the beige background.

‘Never heard of him, sorry love.’ The woman starts to close the door.

‘When will Mr Hawkins be back, please?’

‘God knows.’ She continues to close the door.

‘Thank you, anyway.’ But Maddy doesn’t think she heard her. She stands there in a trance for several moments.

As she wanders back to her car, the woman comes out, bundles a bulging black bin liner into the Nissan and drives off.

Maddy curls up on the back seat, staring at the folder of bank statements in the footwell. Nausea settles in her throat. The car, the wallpaper, the carpet, the money, all swirl around in her head like litter on a blustery day. What does it all mean? What if that woman does know Max and is something to do with his disappearance?

Chapter Fifteen

Max: March 2011

On Saturday morning, Max hired a van to dispose of all the old furniture. The bed frame was falling apart and the mattress had compacted with years of human debris.

‘I’m off to the dump,’ he called. Maddy was at the bottom of the garden, where she seemed to spend most of her time when she wasn’t working at the cafe. He couldn’t see her face under the floppy hat and sunglasses, but he waved at her all the same.

On the way back, he drove along Uxbridge High Street, pulling up at a pelican crossing to let a group of students cross. He spotted a petite blonde woman strolling past The Crown and Sceptre. Her outline, the sway of her hips looked just like Ali’s. He honked his horn and the woman turned, but her features were all wrong: the lips thinner, the hairline higher. He banged his fist on the horn at a group of kids pushing and shoving each other in the road. No point dwelling on what could have been. Maddy was good for him and everything felt different and exciting with her. She was crazy about him, too, he was certain of that.

When he got back, Maddy answered the door wearing a satin dressing gown. A warm, sweet aroma filled the hallway.

‘I thought I’d have a nice bath while you were out,’ she said, beaming at him.

Her features seemed to have softened in the steam. Her hair was arranged high on her head, clipped back so it looked sexy, with a couple of tresses framing her face.

‘I’ve got something for you,’ she said.

He followed her into a room at the back of the house. It was the only room he’d not been in.