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Chapters (81)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-One
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  31. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  32. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  33. Chapter Thirty
  34. Chapter Thirty-One
  35. Chapter Thirty-Two
  36. Chapter Thirty-Three
  37. Chapter Thirty-Four
  38. Chapter Thirty-Five
  39. Chapter Thirty-Six
  40. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  41. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  42. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  43. Chapter Forty
  44. Chapter Forty-One
  45. Chapter Forty-Two
  46. Chapter Forty-Three
  47. Chapter Forty-Four
  48. Chapter Forty-Five
  49. Chapter Forty-Six
  50. Chapter Forty-Seven
  51. Chapter Forty-Eight
  52. Chapter Forty-Nine
  53. Chapter Fifty
  54. Chapter Fifty-One
  55. Chapter Fifty-Two
  56. Chapter Fifty-Three
  57. Chapter Fifty-Four
  58. Chapter Fifty-Five
  59. Chapter Fifty-Six
  60. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  61. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  62. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  63. Chapter Sixty
  64. Chapter Sixty-One
  65. Chapter Sixty-Two
  66. Chapter Sixty-Three
  67. Chapter Sixty-Four
  68. Chapter Sixty-Five
  69. Chapter Sixty-Six
  70. Chapter Sixty-Seven
  71. Chapter Sixty-Eight
  72. Chapter Sixty-Nine
  73. Chapter Seventy
  74. Chapter Seventy-One
  75. Chapter Seventy-Two
  76. Chapter Seventy-Three
  77. Chapter Seventy-Four
  78. A Letter From Ruby
  79. Acknowledgements
  80. About the Author
  81. Also by Ruby Speechley

‘Bastard! I didn’t know they’d slept together. Could Jaz have something to do with Charlie being taken?’

‘I doubt it. Don’t think they’re exactly on speaking terms.’

‘How could he do any of this to me?’ She takes one of Ray’s cigarettes and lights it.

‘Darlin’, like I said, we warned you about him years ago. Dad did try his best after Mum went, whatever you think.’

‘Adam says Dad threatened to kill him.’ She slides the patio door open again.

Ray laughs. ‘Do you remember Lorna, who ran the cake shop?’

Alison nods and blows smoke out of the door.

‘Adam was living with her when he first started seeing you.’

‘No, he can’t have been, he said there wasn’t anyone else. We loved each other.’

‘But you were barely out of school.’

‘Don’t make him out to be one of those sort.’ She flicks the ash on the damp flagstones.

‘I’m just saying he can’t stick to one woman, no matter what he says. He was shacked up with her, a widow, sponging off her an’ all, no doubt, and at the same time declaring his undying love to you, sweetheart.’

‘Why should I believe you? That’s not the Adam I know.’ She chucks her stub out of the back door and fetches two more cans from the fridge.

‘There’s always someone else. Every single time. You need to get shot of him.’ He opens a can and takes down a long mouthful of beer. ‘How’s Jamie taking it all, sis?’

‘He’s quiet; doesn’t like me to be out of his sight. I kept him off school yesterday but he’s back today. It’s difficult for him, you know, with all the other kids digging at him.’ She presses her hands to her face. ‘I just want my baby back.’

‘I know it’s hard, but you’ve got to try and keep things as normal as possible for Jamie.’

‘That story he came up with, about him having a sister that he met at the local park. Now I’m wondering if he wasn’t making it up after all.’

‘The truth will come out, Ali. You’ve just got to try and reassure him that everything will be fine, that whatever happens, he’ll always have you.’

Alison wipes her face on her sleeve. She can’t believe this is happening to her. It’s supposed to be the happiest moment of her life, being with Adam, completing their little family with another boy, it’s what they’d hoped for all those years ago. How could it have all fallen apart?

‘But Ray, what am I going to do if they don’t find Charlie?’

Chapter Seventy

Maddy: December 2019

When Maddy brings the coffee into the living room, Max is standing on the lawn in the moonlight. She leaves the drinks on the table and joins him.