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Chapters (81)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-One
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  31. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  32. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  33. Chapter Thirty
  34. Chapter Thirty-One
  35. Chapter Thirty-Two
  36. Chapter Thirty-Three
  37. Chapter Thirty-Four
  38. Chapter Thirty-Five
  39. Chapter Thirty-Six
  40. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  41. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  42. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  43. Chapter Forty
  44. Chapter Forty-One
  45. Chapter Forty-Two
  46. Chapter Forty-Three
  47. Chapter Forty-Four
  48. Chapter Forty-Five
  49. Chapter Forty-Six
  50. Chapter Forty-Seven
  51. Chapter Forty-Eight
  52. Chapter Forty-Nine
  53. Chapter Fifty
  54. Chapter Fifty-One
  55. Chapter Fifty-Two
  56. Chapter Fifty-Three
  57. Chapter Fifty-Four
  58. Chapter Fifty-Five
  59. Chapter Fifty-Six
  60. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  61. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  62. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  63. Chapter Sixty
  64. Chapter Sixty-One
  65. Chapter Sixty-Two
  66. Chapter Sixty-Three
  67. Chapter Sixty-Four
  68. Chapter Sixty-Five
  69. Chapter Sixty-Six
  70. Chapter Sixty-Seven
  71. Chapter Sixty-Eight
  72. Chapter Sixty-Nine
  73. Chapter Seventy
  74. Chapter Seventy-One
  75. Chapter Seventy-Two
  76. Chapter Seventy-Three
  77. Chapter Seventy-Four
  78. A Letter From Ruby
  79. Acknowledgements
  80. About the Author
  81. Also by Ruby Speechley

Emily sleeps through the night and is so much better the next morning and wants to go to school. Maddy drops her off and drives into town because she can’t bear another day stuck at home, waiting for news. She stops at the supermarket and collects milk, a loaf of bread, and a pack of chocolate digestives for Emily. She eyes up the Jammie Dodgers, Chloe’s favourite. She’s been buying them every week for so long it’s hard to stop herself picking them up. She takes the escalator up to the home department. As she rises to the top, she sees him. Max’s face fills a row of television screens on the back wall – the photo of him she gave to the police. A reporter from the local news is standing in front of a bridge. He turns and points. The TV camera pans in close to the grey, fast-moving water. His words appear as text at the bottom of each screen.

Could the tragic death of his young daughter have led Max Saunders to jump from this bridge?

Heat flashes through Maddy’s head. Max’s duplicated face stares back at her, his unmistakable smile. Putting down the basket, she stumbles out of the shop, back to the car, where she sits gripping the wheel, her hands shaking.

Chapter Five

Maddy sits at the kitchen table with her coat on, shivering. Does this mean he’s dead? They’ve not told her he is. Not in so many words. It’s strange that John’s not called her yet. Surely, he must be wondering where Max is by now? She should call him. He might know something. But she can hear him now: What are you going on about? Max is right here. Hang on, I’ll pass you over.

She rummages in a kitchen drawer for her address book and flicks through the pages. She’s scribbled it somewhere. There’s hardly ever been an occasion when she’s needed to call him, except that time Max had food poisoning. There it is. She picks up the phone and dials.

‘Can I speak to John Sutton, please?’

‘Speaking.’

‘It’s Mrs Saunders, Max’s wife. I don’t know if you’ve heard the terrible news?’

‘No, what’s happened?’ The shrill sound of an electric drill or some other power tool almost drowns out his voice.

‘Max is missing.’ She’s almost shouting so he can hear her over the racket.

‘What do you mean?’ he shouts back. The drilling stops.

‘The police think he’s fallen into a river.’

‘Fallen? You’re kidding, right?’

‘Or jumped. They don’t know. They’ve not found him yet. It was in Uxbridge.’

John is silent.

‘Did he mention where he was going after work last night?’

‘Nothing, I’m sorry. He was heading home as far as I knew.’

‘But he didn’t come home.’