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Chapters (48)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Introduction
  4. Endland
  5. About Lisa
  6. Shame Of Shane
  7. Who would dream that truth was lies?
  8. Eve & Mary
  9. Chaikin/Twins
  10. James
  11. The Shell Garages History Of Mud
  12. Kelly
  13. Morton & Kermit
  14. Crash Family Robinson
  15. Wendy’s Daughter
  16. Void House
  17. Jonesey
  18. Killing Of Frank
  19. Arse on Earth
  20. The life, movies & short times of Natalie Gorgeous
  21. German Fokker
  22. Carmen by Bizet
  23. They get you most all gone when you always alone
  24. It is murky and opaque
  25. intentions seem good
  26. Cellar Story
  27. I thought I smelled something dirty
  28. Last of the First 11
  29. The Ant and The Grasshopper
  30. The Chapter
  31. Mission of Jobbin
  32. wanted to get a good look
  33. Taxi Driver
  34. Loose Promise
  35. The children of the rich
  36. The Waters Rising
  37. #Dibber
  38. Long Fainting/Try Saving Again
  39. BureauGrotesque
  40. Anger is Just Sadness Turned Inside Out
  41. Maxine
  42. For the Avoidance of Doubt
  43. now not moving
  44. A Note about Endland
  45. Acknowledgements
  46. Dear readers
  47. This book was made possible thanks to the support of:
  48. About the Author

Only her daughter Helena (a love child born to Natalie and the Las Vegas singer Peter Tarkovsky) stayed in the public eye, appearing at the New Cannes Festival to attend the premier of Crude Laverne’s successful come-back movie OLDER WOMAN (Medina Films) – as if, in the fullness of time, and like the great feuds of world geo-politics and ideology, even the old movie-star feuds had to be settled.

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After 1978, as is well known, Natalie Gorgeous made only one appearance on film, shunning even an invitation from Bakunin to join him in the Far East where the Oscar committee were holding a small dinner in Gorgeous’ honour. Natalie had deserted the celluloid stage, it seemed at least, forever.

It was left to Julian Schroeder, a young German film-maker fresh out of film school, to capture Natalie Gorgeous’ swan-song. Conceived as a final examination-project and made on a minimal budget his LAST TRAIN TO GORGEOUS (Zoetrope 1996) was an epic journey across re-constructing Europe by train. Lasting 7 hours and fifteen minutes in its complete version the film (shot on a mixture of super-8 and low-band video) is both a homily to Natalie and the films she has made and a vision of the new world emerging from the old, an essay on the possibilities of life and love in the 1990’s. Visiting the locations for many of her most famous performances LAST TRAIN TO GORGEOUS also takes in some of the most extraordinary scenes of life in post-nuclear Europe, including documentary footage from the work-camps in Belgrade, the shelters in Coventry and Versailles and the vast unspeakable wreckage of Euro-Disney. With its text by the young Tim Etchells and soundtrack by Laibach in collaboration with the ageing US Composer William Shatner LAST TRAIN TO GORGEOUS is a memorable enough experience for anyone and yet to mention these things at all is to lessen our focus on the film’s final and absolutely focal moments.

Arriving in Sarajevo the film-maker Julian Schroeder seeks out the house of Natalie Gorgeous. It is the moment for which we have been waiting (implicitly and explicitly) the whole seven hours of the film, and it will not disappoint us, however brief this final encounter may be.

Schroeder walks up a frost-bitten and overgrown path, through a series of rusted iron gates, past statues dark with loss and lichen – weeping angels, twisted gargoyles of the late twentieth century. He comes to a door, a heavy wooden door to a house which seems part fairy tale cottage and part fairy tale castle (all this merely glimpsed on the walk to the porch) and the camera is just behind him, carried on the shoulders of his assistant Steve Rogers who has been with Schroeder on the whole trip.