Back Endland
Chapters (48)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Introduction
  4. Endland
  5. About Lisa
  6. Shame Of Shane
  7. Who would dream that truth was lies?
  8. Eve & Mary
  9. Chaikin/Twins
  10. James
  11. The Shell Garages History Of Mud
  12. Kelly
  13. Morton & Kermit
  14. Crash Family Robinson
  15. Wendy’s Daughter
  16. Void House
  17. Jonesey
  18. Killing Of Frank
  19. Arse on Earth
  20. The life, movies & short times of Natalie Gorgeous
  21. German Fokker
  22. Carmen by Bizet
  23. They get you most all gone when you always alone
  24. It is murky and opaque
  25. intentions seem good
  26. Cellar Story
  27. I thought I smelled something dirty
  28. Last of the First 11
  29. The Ant and The Grasshopper
  30. The Chapter
  31. Mission of Jobbin
  32. wanted to get a good look
  33. Taxi Driver
  34. Loose Promise
  35. The children of the rich
  36. The Waters Rising
  37. #Dibber
  38. Long Fainting/Try Saving Again
  39. BureauGrotesque
  40. Anger is Just Sadness Turned Inside Out
  41. Maxine
  42. For the Avoidance of Doubt
  43. now not moving
  44. A Note about Endland
  45. Acknowledgements
  46. Dear readers
  47. This book was made possible thanks to the support of:
  48. About the Author

The first called DEAD SOLDIER. Back from the grave.

Adept in real survival training he arrived one dawn, crawling in thru the cat flap, belly down, like under barbed wire, having dug himself out of the grave, his ‘real gripping’ fingers bloody with homing instinct, eyes swollen with travel and tiredness, his moaning turned to language once again.

There is a strange sight in the old house: James curled naked in his parents old bed, himself the image of a foetus, the smaller foetus of DEAD SOLDIER cradled in his arms. A mix of shite white skin, moulded plastic, cold white sheets, sweat smell and earth. Gently the sun awoke them with its touch.

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What dead soldier talked to James all about.

1) The incredible journey.

2) Morality.

3) The futility of art.

4) His ‘soul’.

5) New developments in warfare and technology.

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Second visitor. Dad – arriving late one night.

O and J didn’t hear him enter, didn’t hear him call.

But when they woke at lunchtime he was downstairs, waiting for them.

And things weren’t very good.

Dad had a gun and he had pointed it at them.

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Dad explained some things. How much of it was real and how much of it was not real was hard for either Olivia or James to understand. He was talking too quickly.

He explained about love, and where babies come from. He tried to explain the war which had left Endland in darkness. He explained that woman (in the sense of the feminine) is like a shadow – you chase her and she walks away, you run away and she follows. Dint really make sense. He explained about how a car engine works and how the operations of a human brain cannot correctly be compared to those of a computer. All this and other stuff he said he had learned in his long stay in a hospital for people whose heads or hearts have been broken into pieces (as he called it).

DEAD SOLDIER interrupted dad’s talking by moaning from upstairs. The shrill wretched sound continued, as hopeless as it ever had been and Dad went upstairs in a temper, took DEAD SOLDIER outside to the rockery and shot him twice in the face, a loud ricochet sending echoes in the street and a putrid stench of burned shattered ‘plastic’ hanging in the air for the rest of the afternoon.

Last of all dad came back inside, shaking a little and poured himself a gin and stirred it with the gun and explained that Herod had issued a decree and that a census was to take place in Endland. He said that everyone must return in haste forthwith to the town of their conception and there to be registered by full and legal statute of the law.

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James cried.

Dad waved the gun he held in his hand a little, for emphasis. Olivia packed bags.

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