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Chapters (104)
  1. Author Note
  2. Playlist
  3. Acknowledgments
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Kinsley
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Kinsley
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Kinsley
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Kinsley
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Kinsley
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Tanner
  17. Chapter Seven
  18. Kinsley
  19. Chapter Eight
  20. Jesse
  21. Chapter Nine
  22. Kinsley
  23. Chapter Ten
  24. Kinsley
  25. Chapter Eleven
  26. Tanner
  27. Chapter Twelve
  28. Tanner
  29. Chapter Thirteen
  30. Kinsley
  31. Chapter Fourteen
  32. Tanner
  33. Chapter Fifteen
  34. Kinsley
  35. Chapter Sixteen
  36. Tanner
  37. Chapter Seventeen
  38. Kinsley
  39. Chapter Eighteen
  40. Jesse
  41. Chapter Nineteen
  42. Tanner
  43. Chapter Twenty
  44. Kinsley
  45. Chapter Twenty-One
  46. Kinsley
  47. Chapter Twenty-Two
  48. Kinsley
  49. Chapter Twenty-Three
  50. Kinsley
  51. Chapter Twenty-Four
  52. Jesse
  53. Chapter Twenty-Five
  54. Kinsley
  55. Chapter Twenty-Six
  56. Kinsley
  57. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  58. Tanner
  59. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  60. Kinsley
  61. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  62. Kinsley
  63. Chapter Thirty
  64. Jesse
  65. Chapter Thirty-One
  66. Tanner
  67. Chapter Thirty-Two
  68. Tanner
  69. Chapter Thirty-Three
  70. Jesse
  71. Chapter Thirty-Four
  72. Kinsley
  73. Chapter Thirty-Five
  74. Kinsley
  75. Chapter Thirty-Six
  76. Tanner
  77. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  78. Jesse
  79. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  80. Jesse
  81. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  82. Tanner
  83. Chapter Forty
  84. Kinsley
  85. Chapter Forty-One
  86. Jesse
  87. Chapter Forty-Two
  88. Kinsley
  89. Chapter Forty-Three
  90. Kinsley
  91. Chapter Forty-Four
  92. Tanner
  93. Chapter Forty-Five
  94. Kinsley
  95. Chapter Forty-Six
  96. Tanner
  97. Chapter Forty-Seven
  98. Kinsley
  99. Chapter Forty-Eight
  100. Kinsley
  101. Chapter Forty-Nine
  102. Tanner
  103. Harley’s Book
  104. Need to debrief?!

“I’ll be home for Christmas, but I’m only coming if you keep her.” Emma tilts her head towards the stairs leading to my bedroom on the second floor. If only Em knew the lengths I would go to, to keep Kinsley here.

“Between you and me, I don’t plan on ever letting her go.”

She watches me for a moment, then nods. I reach out, pulling her into a bear hug. “You better go get some sleep, Princess.”

Watching her walk off to her bedroom, I decide that just for tonight, tracking down the people who are messing with Kinsley can wait. My girl is here, she is safe and I should be upstairs with her in my arms.

Chapter Twenty-Nine

Kinsley

I don’t often do the opening shift at the bar, but it’s a nice change getting home at 7pm, rather than closer to midnight. I convinced Tanner that it would be safe for me to make my way home by myself; I promised to call him if anything seemed out of the ordinary. Both Stanley and Tanner have been keeping a close eye on the apartment’s security cameras. I even had a message from Tanner giving me the all clear at the end of my shift so I’m sure if anyone had been snooping around, they would have noticed.

On that thought, I walk into the apartment and see that the door into the spare room is open and the light is on. “Jess, are you in there?” I call out. These guys can not help themselves, if Tanner isn’t there picking me up, I always know I’ll find Jesse waiting for me at home.

“I’ll grab us a beer.” My heels are clicking on the tiles as I walk, the sound is almost therapeutic as it echoes through the quiet space. Reaching the doorway of the spare room, I’m met with deep ocean blues. I freeze and the beers drop onto the tiles, the glass bottles smashing at my feet. I’ve become so complacent that it never occurred to me that Tanner would make his way into my room of secrets. How could I be so stupid?

“T-tanner, what are you —” My body begins to shake uncontrollably. No, this can’t be happening. Not now. Not when I’ve finally let him in, let myself believe this could work. The broken shards of glass glint in the light, mocking me as if they’re pieces of the life I have tried so hard to hold together, the life which is now shattered at my feet.