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Chapters (104)
  1. Author Note
  2. Playlist
  3. Acknowledgments
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Kinsley
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Kinsley
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Kinsley
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Kinsley
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Kinsley
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Tanner
  17. Chapter Seven
  18. Kinsley
  19. Chapter Eight
  20. Jesse
  21. Chapter Nine
  22. Kinsley
  23. Chapter Ten
  24. Kinsley
  25. Chapter Eleven
  26. Tanner
  27. Chapter Twelve
  28. Tanner
  29. Chapter Thirteen
  30. Kinsley
  31. Chapter Fourteen
  32. Tanner
  33. Chapter Fifteen
  34. Kinsley
  35. Chapter Sixteen
  36. Tanner
  37. Chapter Seventeen
  38. Kinsley
  39. Chapter Eighteen
  40. Jesse
  41. Chapter Nineteen
  42. Tanner
  43. Chapter Twenty
  44. Kinsley
  45. Chapter Twenty-One
  46. Kinsley
  47. Chapter Twenty-Two
  48. Kinsley
  49. Chapter Twenty-Three
  50. Kinsley
  51. Chapter Twenty-Four
  52. Jesse
  53. Chapter Twenty-Five
  54. Kinsley
  55. Chapter Twenty-Six
  56. Kinsley
  57. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  58. Tanner
  59. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  60. Kinsley
  61. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  62. Kinsley
  63. Chapter Thirty
  64. Jesse
  65. Chapter Thirty-One
  66. Tanner
  67. Chapter Thirty-Two
  68. Tanner
  69. Chapter Thirty-Three
  70. Jesse
  71. Chapter Thirty-Four
  72. Kinsley
  73. Chapter Thirty-Five
  74. Kinsley
  75. Chapter Thirty-Six
  76. Tanner
  77. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  78. Jesse
  79. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  80. Jesse
  81. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  82. Tanner
  83. Chapter Forty
  84. Kinsley
  85. Chapter Forty-One
  86. Jesse
  87. Chapter Forty-Two
  88. Kinsley
  89. Chapter Forty-Three
  90. Kinsley
  91. Chapter Forty-Four
  92. Tanner
  93. Chapter Forty-Five
  94. Kinsley
  95. Chapter Forty-Six
  96. Tanner
  97. Chapter Forty-Seven
  98. Kinsley
  99. Chapter Forty-Eight
  100. Kinsley
  101. Chapter Forty-Nine
  102. Tanner
  103. Harley’s Book
  104. Need to debrief?!

I lean in close to allow my lips to graze over the right side of his neck and whisper, “What about this one?” Beginning just below his ear, the illusion of smoke and haze swirl around the words which read, ‘Don’t take life so serious, it’s not like you’re making it out alive.’

“I’m surprised you don’t recognise that one, ever watched The Dark Knight?”

“Oh, the one with The Joker? Heath Ledger wasn’t it?” I sit back on my heels. “I always got creeped out by the masks.”

“Well, guess what we are doing after this?”

I bite my lower lip. Tanner brushes his thumb along, releasing it. “Unless you had other ideas?”

Chapter Twenty

Kinsley

When I woke up this morning, my legs were tangled in between Tanner’s and I was wrapped in his strong arms. Though the intimate moment quickly fizzled out when I realised I, in fact, had drooled all over his bicep in my sleep. So sexy, Kinsley.

Somehow, I managed to wriggle out of his hold and dry off his arm without waking him. Now, I’m standing in his big ass kitchen, wearing my fluffy pink bed socks and one of his tee’s that sits mid-thigh, with a smile I cannot wipe off my face. Whatever he did to me last night, I’m still riding the high.

I know there is a sound system in this open kitchen and living space, Tanner always has music playing and I can see all the scattered speakers, but do you think I can work out where or how to connect to the thing? So instead I’m playing music from my phone, Shania Twain - Man! I Feel Like a Woman plays as I pull out eggs, bacon and an avocado from the fridge. Using the whisk as a microphone, I belt out the chorus; singing and dancing around Tanner’s kitchen.

When I spin around and see him, he’s shirtless wearing grey sweatpants and leaning against the far wall, a huge smile on his face. I hide the whisk behind my back on instinct, as if that will erase the image of me singing and dancing. It won’t, of course, that will be forever etched into his memory now.

“Crap, the bacon,” I mumble, spinning around to find charcoal in the pan. “Dammit.”

Tanner’s arms are either side of me, one hand removing the pan from the heat and the other confiscating the whisk.

“You can’t flip bacon with a whisk, little lady,” he whispers against my neck. “How about you finish whisking the eggs and I’ll take over here?”

I wriggle around to face him. “I was planning on surprising you with breakfast.”