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Chapters (104)
  1. Author Note
  2. Playlist
  3. Acknowledgments
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Kinsley
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Kinsley
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Kinsley
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Kinsley
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Kinsley
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Tanner
  17. Chapter Seven
  18. Kinsley
  19. Chapter Eight
  20. Jesse
  21. Chapter Nine
  22. Kinsley
  23. Chapter Ten
  24. Kinsley
  25. Chapter Eleven
  26. Tanner
  27. Chapter Twelve
  28. Tanner
  29. Chapter Thirteen
  30. Kinsley
  31. Chapter Fourteen
  32. Tanner
  33. Chapter Fifteen
  34. Kinsley
  35. Chapter Sixteen
  36. Tanner
  37. Chapter Seventeen
  38. Kinsley
  39. Chapter Eighteen
  40. Jesse
  41. Chapter Nineteen
  42. Tanner
  43. Chapter Twenty
  44. Kinsley
  45. Chapter Twenty-One
  46. Kinsley
  47. Chapter Twenty-Two
  48. Kinsley
  49. Chapter Twenty-Three
  50. Kinsley
  51. Chapter Twenty-Four
  52. Jesse
  53. Chapter Twenty-Five
  54. Kinsley
  55. Chapter Twenty-Six
  56. Kinsley
  57. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  58. Tanner
  59. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  60. Kinsley
  61. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  62. Kinsley
  63. Chapter Thirty
  64. Jesse
  65. Chapter Thirty-One
  66. Tanner
  67. Chapter Thirty-Two
  68. Tanner
  69. Chapter Thirty-Three
  70. Jesse
  71. Chapter Thirty-Four
  72. Kinsley
  73. Chapter Thirty-Five
  74. Kinsley
  75. Chapter Thirty-Six
  76. Tanner
  77. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  78. Jesse
  79. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  80. Jesse
  81. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  82. Tanner
  83. Chapter Forty
  84. Kinsley
  85. Chapter Forty-One
  86. Jesse
  87. Chapter Forty-Two
  88. Kinsley
  89. Chapter Forty-Three
  90. Kinsley
  91. Chapter Forty-Four
  92. Tanner
  93. Chapter Forty-Five
  94. Kinsley
  95. Chapter Forty-Six
  96. Tanner
  97. Chapter Forty-Seven
  98. Kinsley
  99. Chapter Forty-Eight
  100. Kinsley
  101. Chapter Forty-Nine
  102. Tanner
  103. Harley’s Book
  104. Need to debrief?!

Flashbacks from the morning he found me unconscious in my entryway remind me of the way he cared for me. He really cared. I’m backing myself into a corner here, surely this could never work. Not with all the secrets I have. Someone is going to get hurt, and something tells me it’s not going to be my moody landlord. A guy like him could easily move on and find another plaything, right? But deep down, in the pit of my stomach I have a feeling this is more than just sex. The way he held me and stayed by my side — he could have asked me if there was someone he could call, but he chose to stay. I’m so fucked. There is a reason I have always kept him at arm’s length. I need another opinion, next week’s catch up with Jesse can’t come quick enough. I need to debrief this.

Chapter Seven

Kinsley

Checking the time, I see that I have another fifteen minutes before Becky will be here to pick me up for work. Flicking through my contacts, I decide to make the call I’ve been dreading. I hold the phone between my shoulder and ear, whilst shuffling into my heels.

“Hello, Kinsley.” Investigator Stanley greets me. “How are you?”

Dropping onto the couch, I gather my thoughts. I didn’t expect him to answer my call at 7pm on a Tuesday evening. “Hi Stanley, I’m well, thank you.” Lie, I’m still freaking out after the phone calls from George Watson.

“What can I do for you?” he asks, getting straight to the point.

“I had a phone call from a man who called himself ‘George Watson’. He told me to cut contact with you and to stop looking for answers. Does that name happen to mean anything to you?”

Stanley remains silent for a minute, the sound of his fingers tapping away at his keyboard echoes through the phone. “It doesn’t ring a bell, I’m just doing a search now.” I wait patiently, dragging my fingers up and down my thigh; minutes pass by and I begin to grow anxious. What could be taking so long?

“Kinsley, in the files I’m searching there are no records of anyone called George Watson. He doesn’t seem to exist … Anywhere. I’ll run a few more checks, but right now I’ve got nothing. I’m sorry.”

Fuck. “Okay. Thanks Stanley. I appreciate it.” I go to end the call as Stanley cuts in.

“Wait. Before you go — Kinsley, you need to be careful.”

“I know, I — uhm, Thanks. I’ll be in touch.”