Back You Are The Reason
Chapters (104)
  1. Author Note
  2. Playlist
  3. Acknowledgments
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Kinsley
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Kinsley
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Kinsley
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Kinsley
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Kinsley
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Tanner
  17. Chapter Seven
  18. Kinsley
  19. Chapter Eight
  20. Jesse
  21. Chapter Nine
  22. Kinsley
  23. Chapter Ten
  24. Kinsley
  25. Chapter Eleven
  26. Tanner
  27. Chapter Twelve
  28. Tanner
  29. Chapter Thirteen
  30. Kinsley
  31. Chapter Fourteen
  32. Tanner
  33. Chapter Fifteen
  34. Kinsley
  35. Chapter Sixteen
  36. Tanner
  37. Chapter Seventeen
  38. Kinsley
  39. Chapter Eighteen
  40. Jesse
  41. Chapter Nineteen
  42. Tanner
  43. Chapter Twenty
  44. Kinsley
  45. Chapter Twenty-One
  46. Kinsley
  47. Chapter Twenty-Two
  48. Kinsley
  49. Chapter Twenty-Three
  50. Kinsley
  51. Chapter Twenty-Four
  52. Jesse
  53. Chapter Twenty-Five
  54. Kinsley
  55. Chapter Twenty-Six
  56. Kinsley
  57. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  58. Tanner
  59. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  60. Kinsley
  61. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  62. Kinsley
  63. Chapter Thirty
  64. Jesse
  65. Chapter Thirty-One
  66. Tanner
  67. Chapter Thirty-Two
  68. Tanner
  69. Chapter Thirty-Three
  70. Jesse
  71. Chapter Thirty-Four
  72. Kinsley
  73. Chapter Thirty-Five
  74. Kinsley
  75. Chapter Thirty-Six
  76. Tanner
  77. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  78. Jesse
  79. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  80. Jesse
  81. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  82. Tanner
  83. Chapter Forty
  84. Kinsley
  85. Chapter Forty-One
  86. Jesse
  87. Chapter Forty-Two
  88. Kinsley
  89. Chapter Forty-Three
  90. Kinsley
  91. Chapter Forty-Four
  92. Tanner
  93. Chapter Forty-Five
  94. Kinsley
  95. Chapter Forty-Six
  96. Tanner
  97. Chapter Forty-Seven
  98. Kinsley
  99. Chapter Forty-Eight
  100. Kinsley
  101. Chapter Forty-Nine
  102. Tanner
  103. Harley’s Book
  104. Need to debrief?!

There are several dusty, half empty bottles; Vodka, Malibu and Blue Curacao just to name a few, my stomach churns at the memories. My days of Fruit Tingles are long gone. Someone clears their throat behind me and I close the cupboard. Louise is standing there, a bottle in hand and three tall glass mugs.

“Irish Coffee?” She winks, handing me a bottle of Baileys with a smirk on her face. Louise is trouble. No wonder Jesse liked her so much.

Carrying the pot of tea and three mugs, I place them on the table, whilst Louise makes sure Marie and I both get our spiked coffee. Sophie gives me a knowing wink, I would have made her one too, but I know she needs to drive home once we get back to the apartment and she already had one too many wines earlier.

Taking in my surroundings, I see Tanner’s eyes are focused on Louise, almost as though he finds her familiar. She doesn’t seem to reciprocate the exchange when their eyes meet, only briefly smiling and moving on. Strange. Make a mental note, Kinsley, that was definitely a little odd. I’ll bring it back up with him later.

Chapter Forty-Eight

Kinsley

Tanner silently follows me into the bathroom. It’s been a long day, the buzz of the alcohol is wearing off and I need to get out of these clothes and into something more comfortable. Reading my mind, he gently begins to unzip my skirt. Wriggling my hips it falls to the floor as he sweeps my hair over my shoulders and I start unbuttoning my blouse.

“I know her.” Tanner exhales heavily.

“Who?” I ask, as he slips my blouse off my shoulders and unclasps my bra.

“Louise; I’ve seen her before. I just can’t place it.”

“As long as you don’t wake me up at 2am when it pops into your head, we’ll be fine.” I try to laugh it off, I don’t think I have any brain capacity left for emotions tonight.

He turns the water on and begins unbuttoning his shirt. “I’m serious, Kinsley. I have a gut feeling that I know her. I haven’t just seen her in passing. It’s not like that.” Running a hand through his hair, he leans against the basin. I step forward, his open shirt revealing the new addition to his tattooed chest. Gently, I place a kiss in its place and he wraps his arms around me. “I know we need to talk, but I need you, Pip.”

The room is steaming up from the running water; I take his hand and walk us backwards towards the shower, quickly stepping out of my underwear. I never stopped needing him.

* * *

“We are still missing one important detail,” Tanner interjects, both Dad and I turning our attention to him. “Who the fuck is George Watson?”