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Chapters (104)
  1. Author Note
  2. Playlist
  3. Acknowledgments
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Kinsley
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Kinsley
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Kinsley
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Kinsley
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Kinsley
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Tanner
  17. Chapter Seven
  18. Kinsley
  19. Chapter Eight
  20. Jesse
  21. Chapter Nine
  22. Kinsley
  23. Chapter Ten
  24. Kinsley
  25. Chapter Eleven
  26. Tanner
  27. Chapter Twelve
  28. Tanner
  29. Chapter Thirteen
  30. Kinsley
  31. Chapter Fourteen
  32. Tanner
  33. Chapter Fifteen
  34. Kinsley
  35. Chapter Sixteen
  36. Tanner
  37. Chapter Seventeen
  38. Kinsley
  39. Chapter Eighteen
  40. Jesse
  41. Chapter Nineteen
  42. Tanner
  43. Chapter Twenty
  44. Kinsley
  45. Chapter Twenty-One
  46. Kinsley
  47. Chapter Twenty-Two
  48. Kinsley
  49. Chapter Twenty-Three
  50. Kinsley
  51. Chapter Twenty-Four
  52. Jesse
  53. Chapter Twenty-Five
  54. Kinsley
  55. Chapter Twenty-Six
  56. Kinsley
  57. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  58. Tanner
  59. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  60. Kinsley
  61. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  62. Kinsley
  63. Chapter Thirty
  64. Jesse
  65. Chapter Thirty-One
  66. Tanner
  67. Chapter Thirty-Two
  68. Tanner
  69. Chapter Thirty-Three
  70. Jesse
  71. Chapter Thirty-Four
  72. Kinsley
  73. Chapter Thirty-Five
  74. Kinsley
  75. Chapter Thirty-Six
  76. Tanner
  77. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  78. Jesse
  79. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  80. Jesse
  81. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  82. Tanner
  83. Chapter Forty
  84. Kinsley
  85. Chapter Forty-One
  86. Jesse
  87. Chapter Forty-Two
  88. Kinsley
  89. Chapter Forty-Three
  90. Kinsley
  91. Chapter Forty-Four
  92. Tanner
  93. Chapter Forty-Five
  94. Kinsley
  95. Chapter Forty-Six
  96. Tanner
  97. Chapter Forty-Seven
  98. Kinsley
  99. Chapter Forty-Eight
  100. Kinsley
  101. Chapter Forty-Nine
  102. Tanner
  103. Harley’s Book
  104. Need to debrief?!

At the sight of Jesse’s ute, I un-click my belt and scramble out of the car before Tanner can even put it into park. The passenger side door is open and the first aid kit is thrown all over the place. My heart threatens to launch out of my rib cage but the intense tightening of my chest holds it all in place. Blood is smeared on numerous wrappers of bandages and gauzes and a trail of blood has been left in the dirt. I spot Jesse’s hoodie which has been left hanging on the side view mirror of the driver’s door and I pull it against my chest. The warm damp crimson colour leeches into my clothes, I breathe in his familiar scent and panic overwhelms me. I drop to my knees. Where is he? I dart my eyes around, searching for any sign of him as my fingers intertwine in the hair at the base of my neck; fisting my hands I pull, the sting of hairs ripping from my head keeps me here in the present. I can’t afford to lose myself right now. Jesse needs you, Kinsley.

Looking at Tanner, my eyes plead for him to find Jesse, he holds my eye contact briefly before he continues to pace up and down. He’s talking into an earpiece, from what I understand it allows him to contact Jesse. My stomach sinks with each frustrated grunt he makes. The only assumption is that he isn’t having any luck.

Chapter Forty-One

Jesse

I wince as Warren’s left hand reaches across, pressing down firmly on my chest.

“I’m sorry, Jesse. I need to keep pressure on this.”

“Enlighten me.” I cough, a metallic taste filling my mouth. “H-how the fuck did you –”

“A story for another day Jess.” He glances my way before refocusing on the road. “Please know that my only comfort was found in knowing you’ve been looking out for our girl. I don’t have the words to even begin to explain – Knowing she has had you has been my lifeline.”

“The girls … How many more are there?”

He shakes his head on a frown before answering me. “This whole operation is bigger than anyone could fathom. I wasn’t kept in the loop, they didn’t trust me with any intel. All I know is that the drugs are a cover up.” Warren glances in the rear view mirror, dropping his shoulders slightly with the knowledge that we aren’t being followed. “I overheard a conversation one day, Lance was speaking with someone he called ‘Luxton’ – I didn’t catch a first name. I asked around later on and apparently they are a family within the Los Angeles Mafia.”

“Wait – as in the United States?”

Warren gives me a curt nod, ending the conversation as he drives back towards where my ute is parked.