Back You Are The Reason
Chapters (104)
  1. Author Note
  2. Playlist
  3. Acknowledgments
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Kinsley
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Kinsley
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Kinsley
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Kinsley
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Kinsley
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Tanner
  17. Chapter Seven
  18. Kinsley
  19. Chapter Eight
  20. Jesse
  21. Chapter Nine
  22. Kinsley
  23. Chapter Ten
  24. Kinsley
  25. Chapter Eleven
  26. Tanner
  27. Chapter Twelve
  28. Tanner
  29. Chapter Thirteen
  30. Kinsley
  31. Chapter Fourteen
  32. Tanner
  33. Chapter Fifteen
  34. Kinsley
  35. Chapter Sixteen
  36. Tanner
  37. Chapter Seventeen
  38. Kinsley
  39. Chapter Eighteen
  40. Jesse
  41. Chapter Nineteen
  42. Tanner
  43. Chapter Twenty
  44. Kinsley
  45. Chapter Twenty-One
  46. Kinsley
  47. Chapter Twenty-Two
  48. Kinsley
  49. Chapter Twenty-Three
  50. Kinsley
  51. Chapter Twenty-Four
  52. Jesse
  53. Chapter Twenty-Five
  54. Kinsley
  55. Chapter Twenty-Six
  56. Kinsley
  57. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  58. Tanner
  59. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  60. Kinsley
  61. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  62. Kinsley
  63. Chapter Thirty
  64. Jesse
  65. Chapter Thirty-One
  66. Tanner
  67. Chapter Thirty-Two
  68. Tanner
  69. Chapter Thirty-Three
  70. Jesse
  71. Chapter Thirty-Four
  72. Kinsley
  73. Chapter Thirty-Five
  74. Kinsley
  75. Chapter Thirty-Six
  76. Tanner
  77. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  78. Jesse
  79. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  80. Jesse
  81. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  82. Tanner
  83. Chapter Forty
  84. Kinsley
  85. Chapter Forty-One
  86. Jesse
  87. Chapter Forty-Two
  88. Kinsley
  89. Chapter Forty-Three
  90. Kinsley
  91. Chapter Forty-Four
  92. Tanner
  93. Chapter Forty-Five
  94. Kinsley
  95. Chapter Forty-Six
  96. Tanner
  97. Chapter Forty-Seven
  98. Kinsley
  99. Chapter Forty-Eight
  100. Kinsley
  101. Chapter Forty-Nine
  102. Tanner
  103. Harley’s Book
  104. Need to debrief?!

Tanner and I exchange a subtle nod and shake hands.

“Oh!” Kinsley exclaims, both our eyes snapping back to her. “I forgot to introduce Tanner to Lou-loo; I’m sorry, girl!” She coos and Tanner scratches Lou’s neck.

With that declaration I release a shaky breath. Why do I feel so on edge right now? Kinsley crouches down to scratch behind Lou’s ears and I shake my head in amusement.

“I need a coffee,” Tanner announces with tension lacing his statement, obviously feeling the same sense of unease as I do.

“Oooh yes!” Soph silently claps her hands in excitement and trails off behind Tanner. “I haven’t had my coffee fix today yet!”

Kins and I share a look, Sophie doesn’t need any caffeine. Tanner, on the other hand, could use some if it’ll allow him to lighten up. As if reading my thoughts, her lips pull into a thin line.

“Come on then, princess,” I say quietly, bumping her with my shoulder, as we follow the other two into the farmers market to find our coffee fix.

“For the picnic I was thinking of picking up some cheese and wine,” Kinsley says as we walk through the lines of market stalls.

“Yeah, and maybe some fresh sourdough or something,” Sophie adds. “You know like, the thick crusty kind?”

Kins glances at me with a smirk, knowing all too well that my stomach is rumbling in agreement.

“Hey, my stomach appreciates good food, it’s nothing to be ashamed about.”

“Your stomach would appreciate any kind of food Jess,” she laughs.

The girls shop up a storm and before we know it we are back at the ute loading fresh bread, deli meats, cheeses, and fresh fruit into the picnic basket in the back. Sophie holds a bottle of wine and paper cups close to her chest as if they are her most prized possession, swaying on her feet.

“Meet you two there!” she says and the girls exchange excited smiles. Tanner drapes his arm over Kinsley’s shoulders and nods towards me before leading her towards his bike. ‘Be safe.’ I internally call out to them. The thought of her on the back of that bike sends a shiver up my spine. When did she go from hanging out the window of my ute, on long dirt roads with the wind in her hair, to riding backpack with a tattooed grump?

Chapter Eleven

Tanner

I double tap Kinsley’s left leg to let her know to lean with me around the bend. I’ve never really had girls ride on the back of my bike. Which is the total opposite of the boys I grew up with. I swear they got off just on the thought of girls pressed up close behind them; they were always flaunting their bikes around.