Back You Are The Reason
Chapters (104)
  1. Author Note
  2. Playlist
  3. Acknowledgments
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Kinsley
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Kinsley
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Kinsley
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Kinsley
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Kinsley
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Tanner
  17. Chapter Seven
  18. Kinsley
  19. Chapter Eight
  20. Jesse
  21. Chapter Nine
  22. Kinsley
  23. Chapter Ten
  24. Kinsley
  25. Chapter Eleven
  26. Tanner
  27. Chapter Twelve
  28. Tanner
  29. Chapter Thirteen
  30. Kinsley
  31. Chapter Fourteen
  32. Tanner
  33. Chapter Fifteen
  34. Kinsley
  35. Chapter Sixteen
  36. Tanner
  37. Chapter Seventeen
  38. Kinsley
  39. Chapter Eighteen
  40. Jesse
  41. Chapter Nineteen
  42. Tanner
  43. Chapter Twenty
  44. Kinsley
  45. Chapter Twenty-One
  46. Kinsley
  47. Chapter Twenty-Two
  48. Kinsley
  49. Chapter Twenty-Three
  50. Kinsley
  51. Chapter Twenty-Four
  52. Jesse
  53. Chapter Twenty-Five
  54. Kinsley
  55. Chapter Twenty-Six
  56. Kinsley
  57. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  58. Tanner
  59. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  60. Kinsley
  61. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  62. Kinsley
  63. Chapter Thirty
  64. Jesse
  65. Chapter Thirty-One
  66. Tanner
  67. Chapter Thirty-Two
  68. Tanner
  69. Chapter Thirty-Three
  70. Jesse
  71. Chapter Thirty-Four
  72. Kinsley
  73. Chapter Thirty-Five
  74. Kinsley
  75. Chapter Thirty-Six
  76. Tanner
  77. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  78. Jesse
  79. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  80. Jesse
  81. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  82. Tanner
  83. Chapter Forty
  84. Kinsley
  85. Chapter Forty-One
  86. Jesse
  87. Chapter Forty-Two
  88. Kinsley
  89. Chapter Forty-Three
  90. Kinsley
  91. Chapter Forty-Four
  92. Tanner
  93. Chapter Forty-Five
  94. Kinsley
  95. Chapter Forty-Six
  96. Tanner
  97. Chapter Forty-Seven
  98. Kinsley
  99. Chapter Forty-Eight
  100. Kinsley
  101. Chapter Forty-Nine
  102. Tanner
  103. Harley’s Book
  104. Need to debrief?!

The girls walk off to set up whilst Jesse follows behind them. I take a quick glance back over my shoulder, the car that followed us from the market is now gone. Something about this feels off. I’ll try to catch Jesse alone later on, surely he noticed something as well.

Stretching out comfortably behind Kinsley, I wrap my arm around her waist encouraging her to lean back against me as I sit with my back against the treetrunk. Out of the corner of my eye I catch Jesse’s glare from across the spread of food in front of us. I’m trying to work out if this guy is in protective big brother mode, or if the poor bugger has been friendzoned. To hide the smirk I know would be impossible to hold back, I nuzzle into the crook of her neck. Bursts of something sweet tingle my nose as I breathe in the smell of her hair. She swats at my thigh; I wonder if her cheeks are turning rosy.

I’ve never been the relationship type of guy, there is too much evil in this world to allow myself to be weakened by loving someone; especially the world my parents have placed at my feet, the dirty world they expect me to run.

Money can buy you whatever you want, unfortunately for me the only thing I want is to have no part of it. Right at this moment, for the first time in my life there is an overwhelming sense of satisfaction simply having this girl in my arms, making sure everyone who sees us knows she is mine. A protectiveness which I have only ever felt for a select five people in my life – the guys who I call my brothers and my sister, Emma – has now extended to her. This shy little brunette with honey coloured eyes.

I want the world to know she is mine.

I want her to know she is mine.

Chapter Twelve

Tanner

I didn’t want to freak the girls out, but all day I saw that same blacked-out SUV wherever we went. I’m not the paranoid type, I know what I saw and I’m determined to get to the bottom of it. Knowing that the girls had created a group text message thread for the four of us, I pulled my phone out of my back pocket, saving Jesse’s phone number before typing out a message to him directly.

Me - Hey Jesse, it’s Tanner. I need to talk to you about something, give me a call when you’re free.