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Chapters (104)
  1. Author Note
  2. Playlist
  3. Acknowledgments
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Kinsley
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Kinsley
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Kinsley
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Kinsley
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Kinsley
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Tanner
  17. Chapter Seven
  18. Kinsley
  19. Chapter Eight
  20. Jesse
  21. Chapter Nine
  22. Kinsley
  23. Chapter Ten
  24. Kinsley
  25. Chapter Eleven
  26. Tanner
  27. Chapter Twelve
  28. Tanner
  29. Chapter Thirteen
  30. Kinsley
  31. Chapter Fourteen
  32. Tanner
  33. Chapter Fifteen
  34. Kinsley
  35. Chapter Sixteen
  36. Tanner
  37. Chapter Seventeen
  38. Kinsley
  39. Chapter Eighteen
  40. Jesse
  41. Chapter Nineteen
  42. Tanner
  43. Chapter Twenty
  44. Kinsley
  45. Chapter Twenty-One
  46. Kinsley
  47. Chapter Twenty-Two
  48. Kinsley
  49. Chapter Twenty-Three
  50. Kinsley
  51. Chapter Twenty-Four
  52. Jesse
  53. Chapter Twenty-Five
  54. Kinsley
  55. Chapter Twenty-Six
  56. Kinsley
  57. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  58. Tanner
  59. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  60. Kinsley
  61. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  62. Kinsley
  63. Chapter Thirty
  64. Jesse
  65. Chapter Thirty-One
  66. Tanner
  67. Chapter Thirty-Two
  68. Tanner
  69. Chapter Thirty-Three
  70. Jesse
  71. Chapter Thirty-Four
  72. Kinsley
  73. Chapter Thirty-Five
  74. Kinsley
  75. Chapter Thirty-Six
  76. Tanner
  77. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  78. Jesse
  79. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  80. Jesse
  81. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  82. Tanner
  83. Chapter Forty
  84. Kinsley
  85. Chapter Forty-One
  86. Jesse
  87. Chapter Forty-Two
  88. Kinsley
  89. Chapter Forty-Three
  90. Kinsley
  91. Chapter Forty-Four
  92. Tanner
  93. Chapter Forty-Five
  94. Kinsley
  95. Chapter Forty-Six
  96. Tanner
  97. Chapter Forty-Seven
  98. Kinsley
  99. Chapter Forty-Eight
  100. Kinsley
  101. Chapter Forty-Nine
  102. Tanner
  103. Harley’s Book
  104. Need to debrief?!

We go around the board twice more, and I consume another four beers by the time Kinsley finally lands on a chance.

“Finally! I was almost going to give up,” she giggles, the alcohol making her giddy — as per usual. “I want to know everything!”

“That’s not how this works, Meadow. Ask me a question.”

“Did you and Sophie go on another date? After the double date. I mean — actually, I need to rephrase. Have you guys seen each other outside of our group catch-ups?”

“No.”

“No?”

“That’s what I said …” I pick up the dice, but Kinsley grabs my hand.

“Hey, I’m not finished my turn yet!”

“One question Kinsley, that’s all you get.” She pouts and I consider what I could tell her so she will drop it. If I don’t tell her anything, she will quiz Sophie tomorrow. “Soph is awesome and we get along great, but we both kinda just friend-zoned each other straight off the bat. It’s no biggie, Kins.”

Her brow furrows, I study her face not knowing what direction she will go next. She almost looks defensive. Oh no. Kinsley is a little more than giddy from the alcohol and she thinks Sophie has given me the cold shoulder, this isn’t going to go down well.

“What is wrong with her? Has she not seen — Let me call her, don’t worry, Jess. I will fix this,” Kinsley continues to ramble to herself whilst looking for her phone. The phone I have just now tucked under a pillow. I won’t let her embarrass herself on my watch, especially when her assumption is so far from the reality of the situation.

“Just take your turn, otherwise I’ll call it a night. One of us has to get up for work in the morning.”

“Isn’t it your turn?” She raises one brow in question. “Someone has had one too many.”

“Fine, one more turn but if I don’t land a chance, I’m out.”

Without the liquid courage I wouldn’t be able to ask her the question that comes out of my mouth next. Let’s hope we end the night without tears. I cross my fingers behind my back for luck. “Are you ever going to let Tanner see all of you?”

She bites her bottom lip, her mind going straight to the gutter. “Fuck, Meadow,” I growl. “That’s not what I meant.”

Seeing her like this, so free and happy, I decide to drop it. I run my fingers through my hair. “Let’s just call it a night.”

Chapter Twenty-Six

Kinsley