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Chapters (104)
  1. Author Note
  2. Playlist
  3. Acknowledgments
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Kinsley
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Kinsley
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Kinsley
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Kinsley
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Kinsley
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Tanner
  17. Chapter Seven
  18. Kinsley
  19. Chapter Eight
  20. Jesse
  21. Chapter Nine
  22. Kinsley
  23. Chapter Ten
  24. Kinsley
  25. Chapter Eleven
  26. Tanner
  27. Chapter Twelve
  28. Tanner
  29. Chapter Thirteen
  30. Kinsley
  31. Chapter Fourteen
  32. Tanner
  33. Chapter Fifteen
  34. Kinsley
  35. Chapter Sixteen
  36. Tanner
  37. Chapter Seventeen
  38. Kinsley
  39. Chapter Eighteen
  40. Jesse
  41. Chapter Nineteen
  42. Tanner
  43. Chapter Twenty
  44. Kinsley
  45. Chapter Twenty-One
  46. Kinsley
  47. Chapter Twenty-Two
  48. Kinsley
  49. Chapter Twenty-Three
  50. Kinsley
  51. Chapter Twenty-Four
  52. Jesse
  53. Chapter Twenty-Five
  54. Kinsley
  55. Chapter Twenty-Six
  56. Kinsley
  57. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  58. Tanner
  59. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  60. Kinsley
  61. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  62. Kinsley
  63. Chapter Thirty
  64. Jesse
  65. Chapter Thirty-One
  66. Tanner
  67. Chapter Thirty-Two
  68. Tanner
  69. Chapter Thirty-Three
  70. Jesse
  71. Chapter Thirty-Four
  72. Kinsley
  73. Chapter Thirty-Five
  74. Kinsley
  75. Chapter Thirty-Six
  76. Tanner
  77. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  78. Jesse
  79. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  80. Jesse
  81. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  82. Tanner
  83. Chapter Forty
  84. Kinsley
  85. Chapter Forty-One
  86. Jesse
  87. Chapter Forty-Two
  88. Kinsley
  89. Chapter Forty-Three
  90. Kinsley
  91. Chapter Forty-Four
  92. Tanner
  93. Chapter Forty-Five
  94. Kinsley
  95. Chapter Forty-Six
  96. Tanner
  97. Chapter Forty-Seven
  98. Kinsley
  99. Chapter Forty-Eight
  100. Kinsley
  101. Chapter Forty-Nine
  102. Tanner
  103. Harley’s Book
  104. Need to debrief?!

Without knowing any of this, all her mind will be focused on at this moment is us. The tension is prevalent, I can feel it. I can’t say anything though, I would be a real bastard to try to make today about me. Does it even matter that I knew everything before I walked away? Fuck, I can’t go soft now. I don’t need her to know all that; I’ll make her mine again regardless.

Closing the back door after Lou jumps in, I watch as Kinsley buckles herself into the passenger seat. The ignition roars to life. I sweep my fingers through my hair and I can feel Kinsley’s eyes on me, for a brief moment I close my eyes and rest my head back against the seat. Don’t even think about it. Too late, my cock twitches in my pants at the knowledge of Kins watching. The fool doesn’t realise the situation we are currently involved in. Unfortunately for us both, he will need to wait.

Chapter Forty

Kinsley

Waking up to Lou-loo slobbering all over my face and Tanner standing in my bedroom is not at all how I thought my morning would go. I rub my eyes, half thinking this is all a dream. Why would Tanner be here with Lou-loo anyway?

Opening my eyes I look down into big brown ones, Lou has made herself comfortable in my lap. I count to five before lifting my eyes to the man standing at the end of my bed, could I have imagined it to be Tanner rather than Jesse?

“Pip?”

“Tanner?” The look in his eyes causes my heart rate to increase, something’s wrong. I move Lou out of my lap and I crawl towards the end of my bed. “Where is Jesse? Why –”

Tanner’s face turns hard and he runs his hand through his hair. “Jesse is in trouble, we need to go.”

‘Jesse is in trouble’ the words repeat over and over in my head as I stare ahead of me. Tanner clears his throat. “I need you to trust me. Can you do that?”

I watch as he pulls a pair of blue skinny jeans and a hoodie out of my drawers and tosses them onto the bed. “Throw these on and meet me downstairs. Come, Lou.”

I shimmy into my jeans, giving a little jump before doing up the zip and fastening the button. I have no idea where Jesse is, or what kind of trouble he is in, but you can bet your bottom dollar I am freaking out. I pull the hoodie over my head and throw my hair up into a messy bun.