Back You Are The Reason
Chapters (104)
  1. Author Note
  2. Playlist
  3. Acknowledgments
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Kinsley
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Kinsley
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Kinsley
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Kinsley
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Kinsley
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Tanner
  17. Chapter Seven
  18. Kinsley
  19. Chapter Eight
  20. Jesse
  21. Chapter Nine
  22. Kinsley
  23. Chapter Ten
  24. Kinsley
  25. Chapter Eleven
  26. Tanner
  27. Chapter Twelve
  28. Tanner
  29. Chapter Thirteen
  30. Kinsley
  31. Chapter Fourteen
  32. Tanner
  33. Chapter Fifteen
  34. Kinsley
  35. Chapter Sixteen
  36. Tanner
  37. Chapter Seventeen
  38. Kinsley
  39. Chapter Eighteen
  40. Jesse
  41. Chapter Nineteen
  42. Tanner
  43. Chapter Twenty
  44. Kinsley
  45. Chapter Twenty-One
  46. Kinsley
  47. Chapter Twenty-Two
  48. Kinsley
  49. Chapter Twenty-Three
  50. Kinsley
  51. Chapter Twenty-Four
  52. Jesse
  53. Chapter Twenty-Five
  54. Kinsley
  55. Chapter Twenty-Six
  56. Kinsley
  57. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  58. Tanner
  59. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  60. Kinsley
  61. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  62. Kinsley
  63. Chapter Thirty
  64. Jesse
  65. Chapter Thirty-One
  66. Tanner
  67. Chapter Thirty-Two
  68. Tanner
  69. Chapter Thirty-Three
  70. Jesse
  71. Chapter Thirty-Four
  72. Kinsley
  73. Chapter Thirty-Five
  74. Kinsley
  75. Chapter Thirty-Six
  76. Tanner
  77. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  78. Jesse
  79. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  80. Jesse
  81. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  82. Tanner
  83. Chapter Forty
  84. Kinsley
  85. Chapter Forty-One
  86. Jesse
  87. Chapter Forty-Two
  88. Kinsley
  89. Chapter Forty-Three
  90. Kinsley
  91. Chapter Forty-Four
  92. Tanner
  93. Chapter Forty-Five
  94. Kinsley
  95. Chapter Forty-Six
  96. Tanner
  97. Chapter Forty-Seven
  98. Kinsley
  99. Chapter Forty-Eight
  100. Kinsley
  101. Chapter Forty-Nine
  102. Tanner
  103. Harley’s Book
  104. Need to debrief?!

There is a knock at the door and Lou-loo barks. I swear by the sound and speed of his footsteps Jesse is running excitedly to the door. Wrapping myself in my dressing gown, I attempt to seek comfort in its warmth, grounding myself with the familiar fluffy material.

In the lounge, Jesse has pillows scattered on the floor either side of the coffee table, Monopoly set up in the middle and more beer and pizza than we will be able to consume. I wonder if he realises it’s a Sunday night? Why he decided to become a teacher when he could never turn up to school on time is beyond me.

“Better than ice cream and two spoons, right?”

A slither of guilt bites at me. “We should have invited the other two over, don’t you think?”

Jesse pins me with a look of disgust. “To our games night? I think not. Jeez Louise.” At the sound of her name, Lou-loo barks and I laugh. “No, Lou-loo, not you. It’s a figure of speech.” She cocks her head to the side. “Never mind,” he mutters, waving her off and she huffs, lying her head back down on the floor.

“Okay, well, if we are really doing one of our old school game nights, we are playing by the old rules.” I challenge him with my brows high.

“Oh, you are on, Fallon.” He sits down on one side of the coffee table and cracks a beer. “Each time you land on a chance card, instead of picking it up, you get to ask the other person a question. Deal?”

I nibble my bottom lip. “I’ve got nothing to hide from you Jess. You’ll get bored … I on the other hand have loads I could ask.”

Jesse smirks playfully. “Roll the dice, Meadow.”

Jesse

I roll a five, moving the little silver dog forward until I find that I’ve landed on a chance square.

“Buckle up, Meadow.” Kinsley rolls her honey-coloured eyes whilst stuffing her face full of pizza. “Let’s start with something easy,” I say, even though all I want to do is hit her with some hard truths about opening up to Tanner.

“Okay, I’ve got it. Your first kiss?” I smile coyly, knowing full well this will embarrass the shit out of her. Somehow she manages to swallow her mouthful without spitting beer everywhere before her face turns bright red.

“Jesse!” she gasps. “You already know the answer to that!”

Kinsley hides her face behind her hands, shaking her head. “Leroy Morgan, seventh grade … It was a dare, okay?”

When she peeks out from behind her hands my head is tipped back and I can no longer contain my laughter. “The poor guy, he had the biggest crush on you. Don’t know how you could ever be so mean,” I tease.

“Yeah, yeah. Just you wait.”