Back You Are The Reason
Chapters (104)
  1. Author Note
  2. Playlist
  3. Acknowledgments
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Kinsley
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Kinsley
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Kinsley
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Kinsley
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Kinsley
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Tanner
  17. Chapter Seven
  18. Kinsley
  19. Chapter Eight
  20. Jesse
  21. Chapter Nine
  22. Kinsley
  23. Chapter Ten
  24. Kinsley
  25. Chapter Eleven
  26. Tanner
  27. Chapter Twelve
  28. Tanner
  29. Chapter Thirteen
  30. Kinsley
  31. Chapter Fourteen
  32. Tanner
  33. Chapter Fifteen
  34. Kinsley
  35. Chapter Sixteen
  36. Tanner
  37. Chapter Seventeen
  38. Kinsley
  39. Chapter Eighteen
  40. Jesse
  41. Chapter Nineteen
  42. Tanner
  43. Chapter Twenty
  44. Kinsley
  45. Chapter Twenty-One
  46. Kinsley
  47. Chapter Twenty-Two
  48. Kinsley
  49. Chapter Twenty-Three
  50. Kinsley
  51. Chapter Twenty-Four
  52. Jesse
  53. Chapter Twenty-Five
  54. Kinsley
  55. Chapter Twenty-Six
  56. Kinsley
  57. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  58. Tanner
  59. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  60. Kinsley
  61. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  62. Kinsley
  63. Chapter Thirty
  64. Jesse
  65. Chapter Thirty-One
  66. Tanner
  67. Chapter Thirty-Two
  68. Tanner
  69. Chapter Thirty-Three
  70. Jesse
  71. Chapter Thirty-Four
  72. Kinsley
  73. Chapter Thirty-Five
  74. Kinsley
  75. Chapter Thirty-Six
  76. Tanner
  77. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  78. Jesse
  79. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  80. Jesse
  81. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  82. Tanner
  83. Chapter Forty
  84. Kinsley
  85. Chapter Forty-One
  86. Jesse
  87. Chapter Forty-Two
  88. Kinsley
  89. Chapter Forty-Three
  90. Kinsley
  91. Chapter Forty-Four
  92. Tanner
  93. Chapter Forty-Five
  94. Kinsley
  95. Chapter Forty-Six
  96. Tanner
  97. Chapter Forty-Seven
  98. Kinsley
  99. Chapter Forty-Eight
  100. Kinsley
  101. Chapter Forty-Nine
  102. Tanner
  103. Harley’s Book
  104. Need to debrief?!

He sounds defeated; tightness radiates through my chest at the thought of him holding onto this, fighting this alone. My eyes flick to Tanner, but unlike Jesse, he looks angry and protective, the blues of his eyes are almost black and his fists are clenched. He sits with his elbows on his knees, and when he notices me looking at him, he lowers his head.

“It’s okay Jess, it’s okay.” All these secrets are threatening to tear apart the life I’ve built for myself over the past year. I won’t allow it. “I’m going to put you on loud speaker, okay? Tanner’s here.”

My phone sits on the coffee table next to the photos and I let Tanner pull me onto his lap. He holds onto me as if someone is trying to pry me out of his arms, as he speaks to Jesse.

“Whoever has been following Kinsley has been taking photos and has now left said photos in her house for her to find.”

“The cameras — Tanner, check them. Who was it?”

I shift uncomfortably with the news that Tanner has access to my security cameras, pulling my bottom lip between my teeth to keep myself from biting their heads off again. They’re trying to protect you, Kinsley, breathe girlfriend.

“Got it, I’ll trim the footage and email it to you. I can’t get a good look on my phone. Send it to Stanley, too.”

My head snaps around so fast I swear I give myself whiplash, how does Tanner know that Jesse and I are working with Stanley? How much does he know? Tanner senses my anxiety creeping up on me, but before my palms start to sweat, before my heart begins to race, he presses a kiss to the top of my head. Strangely, it helps.

“Kinsley will come back and stay with me tonight, I’m not comfortable with her here alone,” Tanner states, matter of factly.

Kinsley is right here. She has a voice and is more than capable of speaking for herself. A chuckle bubbles out of my chest and I slap my hand over my mouth. Tone down the third person crazy, Kins.

“No, I have work tonight and I think you and Emma need time together. I’m not intruding on that,” I say sternly, weirdly neither of them comment on my moment of hysteria.

Jesse comes to my rescue. “That’s sorted then, I’ll be there to pick you up from work tonight and you’ll stay at my place.”

Ding — Ding — Ding, in the background of Jesse’s line, the school bell rings. “That’s my cue to go, there are about to be twenty-four pre-teen kids running into this classroom.” With that, Jesse ends the call.

Tanner’s voice is so low it almost comes out with a growl, “I still think you should come and stay with me.”