Back You Are The Reason
Chapters (104)
  1. Author Note
  2. Playlist
  3. Acknowledgments
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Kinsley
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Kinsley
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Kinsley
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Kinsley
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Kinsley
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Tanner
  17. Chapter Seven
  18. Kinsley
  19. Chapter Eight
  20. Jesse
  21. Chapter Nine
  22. Kinsley
  23. Chapter Ten
  24. Kinsley
  25. Chapter Eleven
  26. Tanner
  27. Chapter Twelve
  28. Tanner
  29. Chapter Thirteen
  30. Kinsley
  31. Chapter Fourteen
  32. Tanner
  33. Chapter Fifteen
  34. Kinsley
  35. Chapter Sixteen
  36. Tanner
  37. Chapter Seventeen
  38. Kinsley
  39. Chapter Eighteen
  40. Jesse
  41. Chapter Nineteen
  42. Tanner
  43. Chapter Twenty
  44. Kinsley
  45. Chapter Twenty-One
  46. Kinsley
  47. Chapter Twenty-Two
  48. Kinsley
  49. Chapter Twenty-Three
  50. Kinsley
  51. Chapter Twenty-Four
  52. Jesse
  53. Chapter Twenty-Five
  54. Kinsley
  55. Chapter Twenty-Six
  56. Kinsley
  57. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  58. Tanner
  59. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  60. Kinsley
  61. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  62. Kinsley
  63. Chapter Thirty
  64. Jesse
  65. Chapter Thirty-One
  66. Tanner
  67. Chapter Thirty-Two
  68. Tanner
  69. Chapter Thirty-Three
  70. Jesse
  71. Chapter Thirty-Four
  72. Kinsley
  73. Chapter Thirty-Five
  74. Kinsley
  75. Chapter Thirty-Six
  76. Tanner
  77. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  78. Jesse
  79. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  80. Jesse
  81. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  82. Tanner
  83. Chapter Forty
  84. Kinsley
  85. Chapter Forty-One
  86. Jesse
  87. Chapter Forty-Two
  88. Kinsley
  89. Chapter Forty-Three
  90. Kinsley
  91. Chapter Forty-Four
  92. Tanner
  93. Chapter Forty-Five
  94. Kinsley
  95. Chapter Forty-Six
  96. Tanner
  97. Chapter Forty-Seven
  98. Kinsley
  99. Chapter Forty-Eight
  100. Kinsley
  101. Chapter Forty-Nine
  102. Tanner
  103. Harley’s Book
  104. Need to debrief?!

“Kins, I need to tell you something.” My eyes snap to Tanner’s and I feel every hair on my body stand up. He knows something. “You’re probably not going to like what I’ve got to say, but I think you need to know.”

I freeze. My whole body tenses up as my eyes plead with him expectantly. He pats the cushion on the couch next to him, encouraging me to sit. It’s the last thing I feel like doing right now, I want to pace up and down this damn room; but for him, I sit.

“You know the day we went to the market and on the picnic? The first time we all hung out as a group?”

“Yeah, our ‘double date’?” I furrow my brows, urging him to get to the point.

“Well, that day I noticed a blacked-out SUV following us.” Tanner rests his hand on my thigh to stop my foot that is subconsciously tapping. “I called Jesse to see if he had also noticed, and after some deep thought, he realised he had.”

“Wait, so you’re telling me that both you and Jesse have been aware that someone was following us? And neither of you said anything?”

“I’m saying something now,” Tanner says softly.

“No. You’re only telling me because whoever was following us — scrap that following me, has left me this.” I gesture towards the table of photos. “I wish you had told me. And since when are you all buddy with Jesse? That was, what, the first time you guys had met? Why would you go to him and not me?”

“I just wanted to protect you.”

I don’t even know when I stood up, but I’m pacing the length of the room. I understand that Tanner wanted to protect me, but Jesse knows better. Jesse knows. Shit — Jesse. I bring up his contact and dial his number in a matter of seconds.

“Hey Mea—”

“Don’t ‘hey Meadow’ me, since when did we keep secrets from each other, Jess? A car’s following me? Why am I the last person to know?” I snap, blurting everything out without even taking a breath.

Jesse mumbles something unintelligible under his breath, and as disappointed as I am that he has kept this from me, my frustration fades away when he finally speaks.

“I fucked up Kins, I should have told you weeks ago. There is so much you need to know — the owner of the car, it’s Lance. I’m trying here — but I don’t know. I don’t know how I’m going to protect you.”

“Lance? Lance … Lance Harding — the girl, the case Dad worked on …” my voice trails off.