Back You Are The Reason
Chapters (104)
  1. Author Note
  2. Playlist
  3. Acknowledgments
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Kinsley
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Kinsley
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Kinsley
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Kinsley
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Kinsley
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Tanner
  17. Chapter Seven
  18. Kinsley
  19. Chapter Eight
  20. Jesse
  21. Chapter Nine
  22. Kinsley
  23. Chapter Ten
  24. Kinsley
  25. Chapter Eleven
  26. Tanner
  27. Chapter Twelve
  28. Tanner
  29. Chapter Thirteen
  30. Kinsley
  31. Chapter Fourteen
  32. Tanner
  33. Chapter Fifteen
  34. Kinsley
  35. Chapter Sixteen
  36. Tanner
  37. Chapter Seventeen
  38. Kinsley
  39. Chapter Eighteen
  40. Jesse
  41. Chapter Nineteen
  42. Tanner
  43. Chapter Twenty
  44. Kinsley
  45. Chapter Twenty-One
  46. Kinsley
  47. Chapter Twenty-Two
  48. Kinsley
  49. Chapter Twenty-Three
  50. Kinsley
  51. Chapter Twenty-Four
  52. Jesse
  53. Chapter Twenty-Five
  54. Kinsley
  55. Chapter Twenty-Six
  56. Kinsley
  57. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  58. Tanner
  59. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  60. Kinsley
  61. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  62. Kinsley
  63. Chapter Thirty
  64. Jesse
  65. Chapter Thirty-One
  66. Tanner
  67. Chapter Thirty-Two
  68. Tanner
  69. Chapter Thirty-Three
  70. Jesse
  71. Chapter Thirty-Four
  72. Kinsley
  73. Chapter Thirty-Five
  74. Kinsley
  75. Chapter Thirty-Six
  76. Tanner
  77. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  78. Jesse
  79. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  80. Jesse
  81. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  82. Tanner
  83. Chapter Forty
  84. Kinsley
  85. Chapter Forty-One
  86. Jesse
  87. Chapter Forty-Two
  88. Kinsley
  89. Chapter Forty-Three
  90. Kinsley
  91. Chapter Forty-Four
  92. Tanner
  93. Chapter Forty-Five
  94. Kinsley
  95. Chapter Forty-Six
  96. Tanner
  97. Chapter Forty-Seven
  98. Kinsley
  99. Chapter Forty-Eight
  100. Kinsley
  101. Chapter Forty-Nine
  102. Tanner
  103. Harley’s Book
  104. Need to debrief?!

My mind is going a million miles a minute trying to figure out his statement from earlier ‘I’m going to spend the rest of the day showing you who you belong to’. By the way he pressed his erection into me on the couch it’s obviously sexual;Tanner is definitely not shy in the bedroom. He’s the most adventurous guy I’ve been with and I love it, which is probably why my mind is spinning. I have zero experience when it comes to the things he does to me.

Tanner sets me down in the middle of the room, then walks into the bathroom. He returns with a hairbrush and a hair tie. Well I wasn’t expecting this. He sits down on my reading chair in the corner and puts a pillow on the ground between his feet.

“Come and sit down,” he murmurs softly.

“What?” Is all I can manage, my feet stuck. He has completely thrown me off guard here.

His laughter fills the room. “I just want to get your hair out of your face, c’mon, sit.”

Walking over to him I sit down on the pillow. My hair is still damp from my earlier shower and I’ve already run the brush through so it shouldn’t be hard for him to do whatever it is he wants to do. I assumed he would chuck it up in a ponytail or a bun on top of my head, but in true Tanner Hayes style he blows my mind. My gorgeous, moody landlord is French Braiding my hair.

The act alone has my heart cracking open for him. I can’t even remember the last time someone did my hair for me. After Dad disappeared, Mum wasn’t very present. Kyle tried to help me, but what does an eleven year old boy know about doing girl’s hair? Over those two years, he did get pretty good at doing piggy tails though.

I didn’t even realise Tanner had finished until he spoke. “Beautiful,” he says. “Why don’t you stand up, and get undressed.”

Doing as he instructs, and turning to face him, he bends slightly to kiss my forehead. “I’ll be back in a second.” And with that he disappears back down stairs.

I’m standing in front of the floor-length mirror, admiring the French Braid in my hair when I feel him behind me, his touch sending tingles to my core.

“How — I mean where did you learn to do this?” I ask. There is something deeper behind his eyes, as if the question has caught him off guard, there is something there he doesn’t want to share. But if he wants me to be his, that also means he’s mine.