Back You Are The Reason
Chapters (104)
  1. Author Note
  2. Playlist
  3. Acknowledgments
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Kinsley
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Kinsley
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Kinsley
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Kinsley
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Kinsley
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Tanner
  17. Chapter Seven
  18. Kinsley
  19. Chapter Eight
  20. Jesse
  21. Chapter Nine
  22. Kinsley
  23. Chapter Ten
  24. Kinsley
  25. Chapter Eleven
  26. Tanner
  27. Chapter Twelve
  28. Tanner
  29. Chapter Thirteen
  30. Kinsley
  31. Chapter Fourteen
  32. Tanner
  33. Chapter Fifteen
  34. Kinsley
  35. Chapter Sixteen
  36. Tanner
  37. Chapter Seventeen
  38. Kinsley
  39. Chapter Eighteen
  40. Jesse
  41. Chapter Nineteen
  42. Tanner
  43. Chapter Twenty
  44. Kinsley
  45. Chapter Twenty-One
  46. Kinsley
  47. Chapter Twenty-Two
  48. Kinsley
  49. Chapter Twenty-Three
  50. Kinsley
  51. Chapter Twenty-Four
  52. Jesse
  53. Chapter Twenty-Five
  54. Kinsley
  55. Chapter Twenty-Six
  56. Kinsley
  57. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  58. Tanner
  59. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  60. Kinsley
  61. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  62. Kinsley
  63. Chapter Thirty
  64. Jesse
  65. Chapter Thirty-One
  66. Tanner
  67. Chapter Thirty-Two
  68. Tanner
  69. Chapter Thirty-Three
  70. Jesse
  71. Chapter Thirty-Four
  72. Kinsley
  73. Chapter Thirty-Five
  74. Kinsley
  75. Chapter Thirty-Six
  76. Tanner
  77. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  78. Jesse
  79. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  80. Jesse
  81. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  82. Tanner
  83. Chapter Forty
  84. Kinsley
  85. Chapter Forty-One
  86. Jesse
  87. Chapter Forty-Two
  88. Kinsley
  89. Chapter Forty-Three
  90. Kinsley
  91. Chapter Forty-Four
  92. Tanner
  93. Chapter Forty-Five
  94. Kinsley
  95. Chapter Forty-Six
  96. Tanner
  97. Chapter Forty-Seven
  98. Kinsley
  99. Chapter Forty-Eight
  100. Kinsley
  101. Chapter Forty-Nine
  102. Tanner
  103. Harley’s Book
  104. Need to debrief?!

I can’t pinpoint the reason why, but I surprise myself by being comfortable with the idea of Kinsley riding backpack. There is just something about the smile on her face when I mention my bike; the way she giggles as we fly down the freeway. The little noises from her while we ride have me suddenly upgrading my helmet and buying her a gear of her own.

Taking a quick left turn, I keep an eye on the traffic behind us; one black SUV in particular. Sure enough, the car also takes the unplanned turn, interesting. I follow the road down to the next intersection and indicate right, taking us back onto the main stretch and towards the gardens we are meeting the others at. The car seems to fall back behind a few others whilst continuing to follow the direction we are going.

Despite our little detour, we arrive here before Jess and Soph, giving me time to evaluate our surroundings. The SUV has also pulled into the gardens, choosing the furthest parking spot from where we are. If only I could see into their car, the windows are all blacked out making it impossible to do so even if I were up close.

My gaze darts back to Kinsley as she climbs off the bike and stretches, raising her arms high above her head. With her leather jacket unzipped, her t-shirt rides up showing off the curves framing her stomach. She must sense the weight of my stare because her eyes meet mine and she quickly wraps her arms around herself, turning her face down towards the ground. Stepping forward, I take her chin between my thumb and forefinger, forcing her eyes back up to me.

“Don’t ever look away from me, Kinsley … and don’t ever try to hide. You are fucking gorgeous, every damn inch of you.”

Her breath gets caught as I move my fingers down her throat and towards the nape of her neck. Leaning in close I whisper against her lips, “Take a breath, Pip.” She follows my instruction, sucking in a wavering breath. “That’s it, good girl.”

I kiss the sensitive spot on her neck before tucking a few flyaway strands of hair behind her ear.

Moments later the rumble of Jesse’s Holden HJ ute approaches and I retreat backwards a step, giving Kinsley a minute to compose herself. She’s far too easy to rile up. Jesse, Soph and Lou make their way over to us with the picnic basket; Sophie still cradling the bottle of wine and paper cups in her arms.

“Let’s go lay the blanket down over there.” Kinsley points to a shady area under a large oak tree. “Under that tree.”

“Perfect!” Soph agrees with the excited energy I’m beginning to realise is standard for her.