Back You Are The Reason
Chapters (104)
  1. Author Note
  2. Playlist
  3. Acknowledgments
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Kinsley
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Kinsley
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Kinsley
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Kinsley
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Kinsley
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Tanner
  17. Chapter Seven
  18. Kinsley
  19. Chapter Eight
  20. Jesse
  21. Chapter Nine
  22. Kinsley
  23. Chapter Ten
  24. Kinsley
  25. Chapter Eleven
  26. Tanner
  27. Chapter Twelve
  28. Tanner
  29. Chapter Thirteen
  30. Kinsley
  31. Chapter Fourteen
  32. Tanner
  33. Chapter Fifteen
  34. Kinsley
  35. Chapter Sixteen
  36. Tanner
  37. Chapter Seventeen
  38. Kinsley
  39. Chapter Eighteen
  40. Jesse
  41. Chapter Nineteen
  42. Tanner
  43. Chapter Twenty
  44. Kinsley
  45. Chapter Twenty-One
  46. Kinsley
  47. Chapter Twenty-Two
  48. Kinsley
  49. Chapter Twenty-Three
  50. Kinsley
  51. Chapter Twenty-Four
  52. Jesse
  53. Chapter Twenty-Five
  54. Kinsley
  55. Chapter Twenty-Six
  56. Kinsley
  57. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  58. Tanner
  59. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  60. Kinsley
  61. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  62. Kinsley
  63. Chapter Thirty
  64. Jesse
  65. Chapter Thirty-One
  66. Tanner
  67. Chapter Thirty-Two
  68. Tanner
  69. Chapter Thirty-Three
  70. Jesse
  71. Chapter Thirty-Four
  72. Kinsley
  73. Chapter Thirty-Five
  74. Kinsley
  75. Chapter Thirty-Six
  76. Tanner
  77. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  78. Jesse
  79. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  80. Jesse
  81. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  82. Tanner
  83. Chapter Forty
  84. Kinsley
  85. Chapter Forty-One
  86. Jesse
  87. Chapter Forty-Two
  88. Kinsley
  89. Chapter Forty-Three
  90. Kinsley
  91. Chapter Forty-Four
  92. Tanner
  93. Chapter Forty-Five
  94. Kinsley
  95. Chapter Forty-Six
  96. Tanner
  97. Chapter Forty-Seven
  98. Kinsley
  99. Chapter Forty-Eight
  100. Kinsley
  101. Chapter Forty-Nine
  102. Tanner
  103. Harley’s Book
  104. Need to debrief?!

We walked a few blocks down to one of Kinsley’s favourite little spots. The spring breeze would have been a nice addition to the morning if my hay fever wasn’t at its peak. I sneezed multiple times on the way, after the fourth time, Sophie finally offered me an antihistamine. Is there anything that girl doesn’t have in her purse?

Now, we are sitting around a table, whilst Mrs Campbell — who insists we call her Betty — fusses over Kinsley and brings us our coffees. The girls are telling me about the day they first met each other here and I can’t help but feel a sense of admiration for how far Kinsley has pushed herself out of her comfort zone with this new friendship. It was only a little over three months ago that the girls met in this very cafe, and now Sophie can hug her without Kinsley dying on the inside.

The rest of the day goes by quickly. After breakfast, which has turned into lunch by the time we leave, Sophie says her goodbyes, and yes, Kinsley willingly hugged her. She really is letting Soph in. Good. Kinsley needs other people in her life. Especially with Tanner temporarily MIA.

If I’m honest with myself, I’m shit scared that during our attempts to take Lance out, one of us won’t make it back to her.

Tanner wants to go all underbelly on Lance; I didn’t even ask how he knew people that had access to weapons, I just quickly shut the conversation down. That was a big Hell No from me; who does he think he is, The God damn Mafia?

Whether Kinsley likes it or not, Tanner needs to be there for her. He might think he’s the big tough guy and I’m … just Jesse. But, I can do this – I need to do this. I have always said when the time came, I would put myself on the line for her. Our top priority is attempting to find Warren. I don’t even know if he is alive but I have to follow through with what Kyle started. I need to see for myself.

The second thing we need to do is close in on Lance, catch him in the thick of whatever the fuck he is doing. To have the police on speed dial and bring them in; I can only hope that there will be enough evidence.

I don’t know Tanner’s life story but he doesn’t seem to have much faith in the law enforcement system. From my own experience, watching the way the police treated Kins and her family throughout the disappearance of her dad and the death of her brother, the process is corrupt. Kinsley would have opted for Tanner’s plan every day of the week, not that I told him that.