Back You Are The Reason
Chapters (104)
  1. Author Note
  2. Playlist
  3. Acknowledgments
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Kinsley
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Kinsley
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Kinsley
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Kinsley
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Kinsley
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Tanner
  17. Chapter Seven
  18. Kinsley
  19. Chapter Eight
  20. Jesse
  21. Chapter Nine
  22. Kinsley
  23. Chapter Ten
  24. Kinsley
  25. Chapter Eleven
  26. Tanner
  27. Chapter Twelve
  28. Tanner
  29. Chapter Thirteen
  30. Kinsley
  31. Chapter Fourteen
  32. Tanner
  33. Chapter Fifteen
  34. Kinsley
  35. Chapter Sixteen
  36. Tanner
  37. Chapter Seventeen
  38. Kinsley
  39. Chapter Eighteen
  40. Jesse
  41. Chapter Nineteen
  42. Tanner
  43. Chapter Twenty
  44. Kinsley
  45. Chapter Twenty-One
  46. Kinsley
  47. Chapter Twenty-Two
  48. Kinsley
  49. Chapter Twenty-Three
  50. Kinsley
  51. Chapter Twenty-Four
  52. Jesse
  53. Chapter Twenty-Five
  54. Kinsley
  55. Chapter Twenty-Six
  56. Kinsley
  57. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  58. Tanner
  59. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  60. Kinsley
  61. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  62. Kinsley
  63. Chapter Thirty
  64. Jesse
  65. Chapter Thirty-One
  66. Tanner
  67. Chapter Thirty-Two
  68. Tanner
  69. Chapter Thirty-Three
  70. Jesse
  71. Chapter Thirty-Four
  72. Kinsley
  73. Chapter Thirty-Five
  74. Kinsley
  75. Chapter Thirty-Six
  76. Tanner
  77. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  78. Jesse
  79. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  80. Jesse
  81. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  82. Tanner
  83. Chapter Forty
  84. Kinsley
  85. Chapter Forty-One
  86. Jesse
  87. Chapter Forty-Two
  88. Kinsley
  89. Chapter Forty-Three
  90. Kinsley
  91. Chapter Forty-Four
  92. Tanner
  93. Chapter Forty-Five
  94. Kinsley
  95. Chapter Forty-Six
  96. Tanner
  97. Chapter Forty-Seven
  98. Kinsley
  99. Chapter Forty-Eight
  100. Kinsley
  101. Chapter Forty-Nine
  102. Tanner
  103. Harley’s Book
  104. Need to debrief?!

I swing my legs over the edge of the bed and into my Uggs; these tiles are pretty but they get so cold. The balcony is empty and all the pillows and blankets have been brought inside. How long have I been asleep for? I close the double doors and check under my pillow and the bedside table for my phone. It’s nowhere to be seen, neither is Sophie. With a final scan of the room, I notice all evidence of last night is gone. Even the pillow on my reading chair has been straightened.

Making my way down stairs I hear whispering voices in the kitchen. “Sophie, are you in here? I’ll need coffee before you jump out and scare me or anything like that.”

“In the kitchen,” she sings happily. “Get your cute little ass down here.”

As I step into the kitchen I see her stacking the dishwasher, gently arranging all the glassware we used last night. She turns, smiling brightly. Her smile is infectious and it instantly fills a little bit of the emptiness. One day at a time, Kinsley. You survived yesterday, let’s do it again. At least the voices are on my side today, that’s a positive.

Movement to my right catches my eye. Jesse is sitting at the dining table, fiddling with an empty coffee cup.

“You brought coffee?”

“Well, kind of … I did bring coffee, but Miss ‘Kinsley needs her rest, don’t you dare wake her’ wouldn’t let me bring it to you, so I drank it.” He shrugs, with that big cheesy grin spreading across his face. “Sorry, Meadow.”

“He’s not really sorry. If he was, he would take us out for breakfast,” Sophie speaks up, propping her hands on her hips.

“You guys do realise I’m doing my grad year … Teaching. This coffee wasn’t even in my budget!”

I throw my hands in the air. “My shout then, let me throw some clothes on.”

“Psst!” Jesse whisper-shouts to Sophie. “She’s willingly leaving the house!”

“I heard that!” I say, without even turning back to look at them.

These two might drive me a little bonkers, but when it comes to times like this … Times where I count on them to show up for me, they do so without fail.

Jesse

Kinsley is only gone momentarily before appearing again, her hair is up on the top of her head in a messy bun and she switched her pyjamas for leggings and a hoodie. Wait, that’s my freaking jumper!

“Hey!” Walking right up into her space I tug on the drawstrings around the hood. “This is mine!”

The smile on her face tells me she knows. “Mine now,” she says with an evil grin, stepping around me. I’ll have to steal it back off of her later on; it’s my favourite.

“Come on, kids,” Soph hollas from the front door. “I’m starving!”

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