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Chapters (80)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Debbie Howells
  3. Readers gave The Vow five stars …
  4. Dedication
  5. Niamh
  6. Chapter One
  7. Niamh
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Niamh
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Niamh
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Niamh
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Chapter Seven
  17. Chapter Eight
  18. Chapter Nine
  19. Niamh
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. Niamh
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Niamh
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Chapter Seventeen
  30. Chapter Eighteen
  31. Niamh
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Chapter Twenty
  34. Chapter Twenty-One
  35. Chapter Twenty-Two
  36. Niamh
  37. Chapter Twenty-Three
  38. Chapter Twenty-Four
  39. Chapter Twenty-Five
  40. Chapter Twenty-Six
  41. Niamh
  42. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  43. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  44. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  45. Niamh
  46. Chapter Thirty
  47. Chapter Thirty-One
  48. Chapter Thirty-Two
  49. Chapter Thirty-Three
  50. Chapter Thirty-Four
  51. Niamh
  52. Chapter Thirty-Five
  53. Chapter Thirty-Six
  54. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  55. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  56. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  57. Chapter Forty
  58. Chapter Forty-One
  59. Niamh
  60. Chapter Forty-Two
  61. Chapter Forty-Three
  62. Niamh
  63. Chapter Forty-Four
  64. Chapter Forty-Five
  65. Chapter Forty-Six
  66. Niamh
  67. Chapter Forty-Seven
  68. Chapter Forty-Eight
  69. Chapter Forty-Nine
  70. Niamh
  71. Chapter Fifty
  72. Niamh
  73. Chapter Fifty-One
  74. Chapter Fifty-Two
  75. Niamh
  76. Keep Reading …
  77. Acknowledgements
  78. About the Author
  79. Also by Debbie Howells
  80. About the Publisher

‘No, but you or James have to.’ I pause, frowning again. ‘Why on earth hasn’t he?’

‘Because he’ll be arrested,’ Stephanie whispers. ‘They produce images – of young girls. Some of the photos … they’re of children, Elise.’

‘God.’ Suddenly I feel sick. How could he get involved in child porn? ‘That’s even more reason to get the police involved. You can’t protect him, Stephanie. There’s no excuse for something like this.’

‘I know.’ As her eyes meet mine, she looks old, prematurely aged by worry and shame. ‘But he swears he didn’t know there were children involved when he invested. It will be the end of his writing career …’

It will be far more than that, but it doesn’t mean she should protect him. ‘That’s his problem. He should have thought of that before he got involved.’

She shakes her head sadly. ‘The irony is, he’s just finished a new book. He was about to send it to his agent, but then Hollie went missing.’

Suddenly, I shiver. I’m thinking of how Hollie was in the days before she disappeared. She’d seemed more erratic, more distracted than usual, even for her. ‘What if Hollie had found out?’ There’s a look of horror in Stephanie’s eyes as I go on. ‘She definitely seemed upset about something. What if her death is connected in some way? I don’t see how you can rule it out.’

‘You’re right.’ Her voice is low but she doesn’t meet my eyes. Then, as I watch her, I feel myself shiver again, realising she’s thought of this already and she still hasn’t told the police. Her voice shakes. ‘I need to ask you one favour.’

While I sympathise with Stephanie and James over Hollie’s loss, I can’t feel anything other than disgust about what she’s told me today. ‘What?’

She hesitates. ‘I know it’s a lot to ask …’ Her eyes fill with tears. ‘But can you wait a few days before telling the police? If we could just have Hollie’s funeral … I don’t want her memory tainted by whatever mess her stupid father is caught up in. For that one last day, I want everyone to be thinking about her. After that, the police can arrest James, for all I care. I won’t be around to see it.’

Her words surprise me. ‘Where are you going? What about the salon?’

‘I’ve given notice on the lease.’ Her voice is emotionless. ‘As for where I’ll go … I don’t know yet. There’s nothing for me here. I need a clean break. To somehow start again, somewhere – anywhere – far away from here.’