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Chapters (80)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Debbie Howells
  3. Readers gave The Vow five stars …
  4. Dedication
  5. Niamh
  6. Chapter One
  7. Niamh
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Niamh
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Niamh
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Niamh
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Chapter Seven
  17. Chapter Eight
  18. Chapter Nine
  19. Niamh
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. Niamh
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Niamh
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Chapter Seventeen
  30. Chapter Eighteen
  31. Niamh
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Chapter Twenty
  34. Chapter Twenty-One
  35. Chapter Twenty-Two
  36. Niamh
  37. Chapter Twenty-Three
  38. Chapter Twenty-Four
  39. Chapter Twenty-Five
  40. Chapter Twenty-Six
  41. Niamh
  42. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  43. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  44. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  45. Niamh
  46. Chapter Thirty
  47. Chapter Thirty-One
  48. Chapter Thirty-Two
  49. Chapter Thirty-Three
  50. Chapter Thirty-Four
  51. Niamh
  52. Chapter Thirty-Five
  53. Chapter Thirty-Six
  54. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  55. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  56. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  57. Chapter Forty
  58. Chapter Forty-One
  59. Niamh
  60. Chapter Forty-Two
  61. Chapter Forty-Three
  62. Niamh
  63. Chapter Forty-Four
  64. Chapter Forty-Five
  65. Chapter Forty-Six
  66. Niamh
  67. Chapter Forty-Seven
  68. Chapter Forty-Eight
  69. Chapter Forty-Nine
  70. Niamh
  71. Chapter Fifty
  72. Niamh
  73. Chapter Fifty-One
  74. Chapter Fifty-Two
  75. Niamh
  76. Keep Reading …
  77. Acknowledgements
  78. About the Author
  79. Also by Debbie Howells
  80. About the Publisher

Sarah Collins is waiting by the intercom in front of locked metal gates. ‘The owners are away. There’s a caretaker who has a key, apparently, so we’re trying to get in touch with him.’

Shivering in the cold, I pull my coat tightly around me. ‘Where is she?’

Sarah’s voice is grim. ‘In the gardens. When we couldn’t get any reply from the house, Milsom and Edwards found a way in through the woods – there’s a fence that’s easy to climb over. I assume that’s how Hollie got in.’

‘Can you show us?’

We walk in silence further down the lane, and then Sarah turns in to a stretch of woodland. After a couple of minutes, we reach a fence. We climb over into the large gardens, and I try to establish where we are in relation to the rest of the village.

Glimpsing a roof through the trees, I frown. ‘Is that the Buckleys’ house?’

‘I think so. She’s just through here,’ Sarah says quietly.

All the time we were searching, there’d been hope. But as I cross the gardens in front of the old farmhouse, then follow Sarah through a hedge into a smaller enclosed part of the garden, all hope is gone. I notice her hair first – long and spread out around her as she lies face down in the pool in front of us.

‘She was under the leaves, ma’am.’ As Milsom speaks, I notice the piles of leaves scraped back around the edges of the pool. ‘She must have fallen in. She was invisible until we cleared them as the water had frozen over her and the leaves had settled on top.’

As I stand there, I shiver. She’s wearing the jeans and jacket Stephanie described, but only as Milsom speaks do I notice the ice encasing her body, her hair, so that only the back of her head protrudes above it.

‘We should inform her parents.’ Sarah’s voice is flat.

‘Not yet. We need to be sure of how this happened.’ Hearing voices, I turn towards the house where I see two more officers making their way across the garden towards us. ‘They must have found a key.’ Two more men come into view carrying a stretcher.

There’s silence as we stand there while Hollie’s body is photographed before the ice is broken and it’s removed from the water.

‘I’ll go and see her parents.’ Sarah nods as I speak, her eyes grave.

Emerson comes with me as I make my way back to my car, steeling myself. Many things about this job aren’t easy, but the worst of all is breaking bad news. When you tell a parent that their child isn’t coming back, you know that you’re destroying their life as they knew it – their hopes, their dreams for the future.