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Chapters (102)
  1. Cover
  2. PRAISE FOR
  3. Dedication
  4. ONE
  5. TWO GROUPS
  6. FACTS
  7. WORK
  8. A SYLLABUS
  9. ANOTHER SYLLABUS
  10. SUBSTITUTIONS
  11. MORE SUBSTITUTIONS
  12. TRIANGULATION
  13. TAXONOMIES
  14. THE SEASONS CHANGE
  15. TWO
  16. THE NEWS REPORTS
  17. RESEARCH
  18. THE NEWS REPORTS
  19. TWO LETTERS
  20. A DIAGRAM
  21. A COPIED PARAGRAPH
  22. THE REARRANGING UNIVERSE
  23. WHO WE ARE
  24. THE UNNAMED ELEMENTS
  25. POSES
  26. THE NEWS REPORTS
  27. CASTING
  28. AN INSTABILITY
  29. A FANTASY
  30. PEAK / END
  31. WOUNDS
  32. THE NEWS REPORTS
  33. FLUCTUATIONS
  34. HEAT
  35. QUESTIONS FOR A CLERK
  36. THE NEWS REPORTS
  37. THE ACTUAL NEWS
  38. GASLIGHTS
  39. THREE
  40. THE NEWS REPORTS (STRANDED PEOPLE SPREADSHEET)
  41. NAMES
  42. POSTCARD FROM S #1
  43. THE NEWS REPORTS (LIVEBLOG)
  44. POSTCARD FROM S #2
  45. THE NEWS REPORTS (FEED)
  46. POSTCARD FROM S #3
  47. RESPONSE
  48. WHAT WE WEREN’T DOING
  49. THE NEWS REPORTS
  50. THE MIDDLE PERIOD
  51. FOUR
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  54. &
  55. &
  56. &
  57. THE NEWS REPORTS
  58. &
  59. A LONG NIGHT
  60. FIRST FIGURE
  61. SECOND FIGURE
  62. THIRD FIGURE
  63. FOURTH FIGURE
  64. FIFTH FIGURE
  65. SIXTH FIGURE
  66. SEVENTH FIGURE
  67. EIGHTH FIGURE
  68. NINTH FIGURE
  69. TENTH FIGURE
  70. ELEVENTH, TWELFTH, AND THIRTEENTH FIGURES
  71. FOURTEENTH FIGURE
  72. FIFTEENTH FIGURE
  73. SIXTEENTH FIGURE
  74. SEVENTEENTH FIGURE
  75. THE FIELD
  76. FIVE
  77. AN ORIENTATION
  78. ANOTHER ORIENTATION
  79. A DRIVE
  80. ASPECTS OF QUESTIONING
  81. SIGNS
  82. THE ENTIRE WORLD REVOLVES IN YOUR MIND
  83. SELF-REPAIR CAGE
  84. COFFEE
  85. FIGURE EIGHTEEN
  86. WAITING
  87. QUESTIONS TO LEARN MORE ABOUT UNDERLYING ISSUES
  88. FIGURE NINETEEN
  89. THE NEIGHBORING TOWN
  90. TWO GROUPS INTRODUCING THEMSELVES
  91. E BRIEFLY COMMANDEERS THE NARRATIVE
  92. THE INTRODUCTIONS CONTINUED
  93. WHAT IS AND ISN’T PREDICTABLE
  94. PABLO SENDS A POSTCARD
  95. MARINA TAKES A BREAK
  96. THE NEWS REPORTS
  97. LOSSES
  98. AUTOECIOUS END-STOPPED TANKA
  99. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  100. FUNDER ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  101. THE PUBLISHER’S CIRCLE OF COFFEE HOUSE PRESS
  102. About the Author

The mentor, on that furtive call, had reminded E of the Manual because she, the mentor, had worked hard on it and because E was, of all her students, the one who had most astutely and productively questioned its techniques. It was the self-confidence apparent in E’s judgment (the self-confidence of a person who self-identified as lacking confidence, as lacking, at times, self ) that impressed and reassured the mentor, both about E and about the Manual’s ultimate value. The Manual was not meant to be followed obediently; its title and authoritative appearance were a recruiting trick.

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There was no one in the dark tent; at least, it had the feeling of vacancy; the mentor stood by the door and let her eyes adjust. White plastic folding tables lined the edges of the provisional room. She noted the plywood platform the tent was constructed on: a semipermanent structure, and not a new one. Faded curved and colored lines were visible on the plywood, which, without knowing much about team sports, the mentor took to be related to one or more of them: basketball, dodgeball, who knows what else.

Only after her eyes had fully adjusted, had swept halfway around the tent in a clockwise direction, taking in not only the sequence of tables but their various offerings (not all of them, or hardly any of them, recognizable, but which included sewing machines, small hydraulic pumps, stacks of books, piles of wrenches and other hand tools, and, distributed among them, unidentifiable forms or figures apparently made from terra-cotta, some on tables and some on the floor), did she see, at the farthest table from where she stood, a seated person, sipping something from a paper cup.

“Hello!” said the mentor, walking briskly across the floor. “I’m Marina. I’m looking for the translator.”

“I’m the translator,” said Pablo. “Pablo.”

They shook hands.

“Cookie?”

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Marina and Pablo ate peanut-butter cookies and looked around. They each, in turn, considered speaking, opening their mouths, and then reconsidered, realizing they didn’t yet know what to say. The sun moved into a direct shot of the sheet-plastic windows cut through the tent’s long sidewall, and the increased brightness made the array of tools and strewn-about terra-cotta figures ever more chaotic and absurd. They chewed their cookies and swallowed, opened their mouths to speak, closed them again. Went back for more cookies. Finally, simultaneously, they burst out laughing.

“What the fuck,” said Pablo.

“is this place?” said Marina.

A DRIVE

E was silent for the first half of the drive; S sat pensively in the passenger seat, humming in a soft, low voice.

“Do you think,” S said, and then stopped. The car was alone on the two-lane county highway, threading through fields and past trailers, cabins, old farmhouses. S’s hand was on E’s knee.

“Do I think?” E answered, keeping her eyes on the road, slowing down for a deer.