Chapters (102)
- Cover
- PRAISE FOR
- Dedication
- ONE
- TWO GROUPS
- FACTS
- WORK
- A SYLLABUS
- ANOTHER SYLLABUS
- SUBSTITUTIONS
- MORE SUBSTITUTIONS
- TRIANGULATION
- TAXONOMIES
- THE SEASONS CHANGE
- TWO
- THE NEWS REPORTS
- RESEARCH
- THE NEWS REPORTS
- TWO LETTERS
- A DIAGRAM
- A COPIED PARAGRAPH
- THE REARRANGING UNIVERSE
- WHO WE ARE
- THE UNNAMED ELEMENTS
- POSES
- THE NEWS REPORTS
- CASTING
- AN INSTABILITY
- A FANTASY
- PEAK / END
- WOUNDS
- THE NEWS REPORTS
- FLUCTUATIONS
- HEAT
- QUESTIONS FOR A CLERK
- THE NEWS REPORTS
- THE ACTUAL NEWS
- GASLIGHTS
- THREE
- THE NEWS REPORTS (STRANDED PEOPLE SPREADSHEET)
- NAMES
- POSTCARD FROM S #1
- THE NEWS REPORTS (LIVEBLOG)
- POSTCARD FROM S #2
- THE NEWS REPORTS (FEED)
- POSTCARD FROM S #3
- RESPONSE
- WHAT WE WEREN’T DOING
- THE NEWS REPORTS
- THE MIDDLE PERIOD
- FOUR
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- THE NEWS REPORTS
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- A LONG NIGHT
- FIRST FIGURE
- SECOND FIGURE
- THIRD FIGURE
- FOURTH FIGURE
- FIFTH FIGURE
- SIXTH FIGURE
- SEVENTH FIGURE
- EIGHTH FIGURE
- NINTH FIGURE
- TENTH FIGURE
- ELEVENTH, TWELFTH, AND THIRTEENTH FIGURES
- FOURTEENTH FIGURE
- FIFTEENTH FIGURE
- SIXTEENTH FIGURE
- SEVENTEENTH FIGURE
- THE FIELD
- FIVE
- AN ORIENTATION
- ANOTHER ORIENTATION
- A DRIVE
- ASPECTS OF QUESTIONING
- SIGNS
- THE ENTIRE WORLD REVOLVES IN YOUR MIND
- SELF-REPAIR CAGE
- COFFEE
- FIGURE EIGHTEEN
- WAITING
- QUESTIONS TO LEARN MORE ABOUT UNDERLYING ISSUES
- FIGURE NINETEEN
- THE NEIGHBORING TOWN
- TWO GROUPS INTRODUCING THEMSELVES
- E BRIEFLY COMMANDEERS THE NARRATIVE
- THE INTRODUCTIONS CONTINUED
- WHAT IS AND ISN’T PREDICTABLE
- PABLO SENDS A POSTCARD
- MARINA TAKES A BREAK
- THE NEWS REPORTS
- LOSSES
- AUTOECIOUS END-STOPPED TANKA
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- FUNDER ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- THE PUBLISHER’S CIRCLE OF COFFEE HOUSE PRESS
- About the Author
“I don’t know.” Pablo hung his head, or assumed the aura of a person hanging their head. Marina forgave him immediately for his self-congratulatory tone before.
“Nor I,” she said. “But given that nobody seems to be able to see or hear us, I’m inclined to agree with you that something weird is going on.”
COFFEE
While S and E were driving to the meeting, the others gradually assembled at the café-bar at which E still worked part-time, ostensibly, most businesses in the village having provisionally shut down because of the water situation, or just because owners and staff had been occupied elsewhere, otherwise.
The café-bar’s owner had been away on vacation when Ezekiel hit and had not been in touch since, and the second worker at the café-bar was stranded at home, cut off with eight or nine other houses tucked behind the collapsed bridge on Old County Route 12. E had given Leslie and Kim the code to the emergency lockbox, correctly assuming that of the Anti-Love group (herself included), one of them would be the most likely to arrive early and the most capable of double boiling a kettle of water and making coffee in one of the café-bar’s large-capacity, insulated French presses.
As it happens, they had arrived at the same time, in a carpool, since they lived not far apart, and figured the coffee out together, so that now, while E and S became the last ones to show up, the rest—five members of Anti-Love and four newcomers from Love—mingled awkwardly as they waited for it to brew.
An outsider would have thought it was an AA meeting or the first session of a therapy group. An outsider would have sensed that before long these strangers would be revealing more than an ordinary portion of themselves to one another.
FIGURE EIGHTEEN
Pablo saw it first. He covered his eyes with both palms, resisting the impulse to rub them, cartoon-style, instead waiting a few breaths and then pulling his hands away.
“What is it?” asked Marina. She was flipping pages in the Manual, agitated. “I know, it’s weird. It’s like nobody sees us.”
Pablo pointed.
“Oh. Yeah, and those things are getting realer.”
That Pablo knew what she meant by this didn’t surprise Marina any more than it surprised Pablo that Marina seemed to be seeing what he saw.
“How many do you see?”
“I count ten.”
“Me too. Do you think …”
“One for each table?”
“They don’t seem to be indexed to particular tables.”
“How do we know if they aren’t?”
“And there are eleven tables, anyway. Twelve, counting us.”
“That one’s empty. Its person never showed up.”
They fell silent. One of the ten figures became realer than the others—to use Marina’s term, which is as good as any—while the others reverted.