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Chapters (102)
  1. Cover
  2. PRAISE FOR
  3. Dedication
  4. ONE
  5. TWO GROUPS
  6. FACTS
  7. WORK
  8. A SYLLABUS
  9. ANOTHER SYLLABUS
  10. SUBSTITUTIONS
  11. MORE SUBSTITUTIONS
  12. TRIANGULATION
  13. TAXONOMIES
  14. THE SEASONS CHANGE
  15. TWO
  16. THE NEWS REPORTS
  17. RESEARCH
  18. THE NEWS REPORTS
  19. TWO LETTERS
  20. A DIAGRAM
  21. A COPIED PARAGRAPH
  22. THE REARRANGING UNIVERSE
  23. WHO WE ARE
  24. THE UNNAMED ELEMENTS
  25. POSES
  26. THE NEWS REPORTS
  27. CASTING
  28. AN INSTABILITY
  29. A FANTASY
  30. PEAK / END
  31. WOUNDS
  32. THE NEWS REPORTS
  33. FLUCTUATIONS
  34. HEAT
  35. QUESTIONS FOR A CLERK
  36. THE NEWS REPORTS
  37. THE ACTUAL NEWS
  38. GASLIGHTS
  39. THREE
  40. THE NEWS REPORTS (STRANDED PEOPLE SPREADSHEET)
  41. NAMES
  42. POSTCARD FROM S #1
  43. THE NEWS REPORTS (LIVEBLOG)
  44. POSTCARD FROM S #2
  45. THE NEWS REPORTS (FEED)
  46. POSTCARD FROM S #3
  47. RESPONSE
  48. WHAT WE WEREN’T DOING
  49. THE NEWS REPORTS
  50. THE MIDDLE PERIOD
  51. FOUR
  52. &
  53. &
  54. &
  55. &
  56. &
  57. THE NEWS REPORTS
  58. &
  59. A LONG NIGHT
  60. FIRST FIGURE
  61. SECOND FIGURE
  62. THIRD FIGURE
  63. FOURTH FIGURE
  64. FIFTH FIGURE
  65. SIXTH FIGURE
  66. SEVENTH FIGURE
  67. EIGHTH FIGURE
  68. NINTH FIGURE
  69. TENTH FIGURE
  70. ELEVENTH, TWELFTH, AND THIRTEENTH FIGURES
  71. FOURTEENTH FIGURE
  72. FIFTEENTH FIGURE
  73. SIXTEENTH FIGURE
  74. SEVENTEENTH FIGURE
  75. THE FIELD
  76. FIVE
  77. AN ORIENTATION
  78. ANOTHER ORIENTATION
  79. A DRIVE
  80. ASPECTS OF QUESTIONING
  81. SIGNS
  82. THE ENTIRE WORLD REVOLVES IN YOUR MIND
  83. SELF-REPAIR CAGE
  84. COFFEE
  85. FIGURE EIGHTEEN
  86. WAITING
  87. QUESTIONS TO LEARN MORE ABOUT UNDERLYING ISSUES
  88. FIGURE NINETEEN
  89. THE NEIGHBORING TOWN
  90. TWO GROUPS INTRODUCING THEMSELVES
  91. E BRIEFLY COMMANDEERS THE NARRATIVE
  92. THE INTRODUCTIONS CONTINUED
  93. WHAT IS AND ISN’T PREDICTABLE
  94. PABLO SENDS A POSTCARD
  95. MARINA TAKES A BREAK
  96. THE NEWS REPORTS
  97. LOSSES
  98. AUTOECIOUS END-STOPPED TANKA
  99. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  100. FUNDER ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  101. THE PUBLISHER’S CIRCLE OF COFFEE HOUSE PRESS
  102. About the Author

“I don’t know.” Pablo hung his head, or assumed the aura of a person hanging their head. Marina forgave him immediately for his self-congratulatory tone before.

“Nor I,” she said. “But given that nobody seems to be able to see or hear us, I’m inclined to agree with you that something weird is going on.”

COFFEE

While S and E were driving to the meeting, the others gradually assembled at the café-bar at which E still worked part-time, ostensibly, most businesses in the village having provisionally shut down because of the water situation, or just because owners and staff had been occupied elsewhere, otherwise.

The café-bar’s owner had been away on vacation when Ezekiel hit and had not been in touch since, and the second worker at the café-bar was stranded at home, cut off with eight or nine other houses tucked behind the collapsed bridge on Old County Route 12. E had given Leslie and Kim the code to the emergency lockbox, correctly assuming that of the Anti-Love group (herself included), one of them would be the most likely to arrive early and the most capable of double boiling a kettle of water and making coffee in one of the café-bar’s large-capacity, insulated French presses.

As it happens, they had arrived at the same time, in a carpool, since they lived not far apart, and figured the coffee out together, so that now, while E and S became the last ones to show up, the rest—five members of Anti-Love and four newcomers from Love—mingled awkwardly as they waited for it to brew.

An outsider would have thought it was an AA meeting or the first session of a therapy group. An outsider would have sensed that before long these strangers would be revealing more than an ordinary portion of themselves to one another.

FIGURE EIGHTEEN

Pablo saw it first. He covered his eyes with both palms, resisting the impulse to rub them, cartoon-style, instead waiting a few breaths and then pulling his hands away.

“What is it?” asked Marina. She was flipping pages in the Manual, agitated. “I know, it’s weird. It’s like nobody sees us.”

Pablo pointed.

“Oh. Yeah, and those things are getting realer.”

That Pablo knew what she meant by this didn’t surprise Marina any more than it surprised Pablo that Marina seemed to be seeing what he saw.

“How many do you see?”

“I count ten.”

“Me too. Do you think …”

“One for each table?”

“They don’t seem to be indexed to particular tables.”

“How do we know if they aren’t?”

“And there are eleven tables, anyway. Twelve, counting us.”

“That one’s empty. Its person never showed up.”

They fell silent. One of the ten figures became realer than the others—to use Marina’s term, which is as good as any—while the others reverted.