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Chapters (102)
  1. Cover
  2. PRAISE FOR
  3. Dedication
  4. ONE
  5. TWO GROUPS
  6. FACTS
  7. WORK
  8. A SYLLABUS
  9. ANOTHER SYLLABUS
  10. SUBSTITUTIONS
  11. MORE SUBSTITUTIONS
  12. TRIANGULATION
  13. TAXONOMIES
  14. THE SEASONS CHANGE
  15. TWO
  16. THE NEWS REPORTS
  17. RESEARCH
  18. THE NEWS REPORTS
  19. TWO LETTERS
  20. A DIAGRAM
  21. A COPIED PARAGRAPH
  22. THE REARRANGING UNIVERSE
  23. WHO WE ARE
  24. THE UNNAMED ELEMENTS
  25. POSES
  26. THE NEWS REPORTS
  27. CASTING
  28. AN INSTABILITY
  29. A FANTASY
  30. PEAK / END
  31. WOUNDS
  32. THE NEWS REPORTS
  33. FLUCTUATIONS
  34. HEAT
  35. QUESTIONS FOR A CLERK
  36. THE NEWS REPORTS
  37. THE ACTUAL NEWS
  38. GASLIGHTS
  39. THREE
  40. THE NEWS REPORTS (STRANDED PEOPLE SPREADSHEET)
  41. NAMES
  42. POSTCARD FROM S #1
  43. THE NEWS REPORTS (LIVEBLOG)
  44. POSTCARD FROM S #2
  45. THE NEWS REPORTS (FEED)
  46. POSTCARD FROM S #3
  47. RESPONSE
  48. WHAT WE WEREN’T DOING
  49. THE NEWS REPORTS
  50. THE MIDDLE PERIOD
  51. FOUR
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  53. &
  54. &
  55. &
  56. &
  57. THE NEWS REPORTS
  58. &
  59. A LONG NIGHT
  60. FIRST FIGURE
  61. SECOND FIGURE
  62. THIRD FIGURE
  63. FOURTH FIGURE
  64. FIFTH FIGURE
  65. SIXTH FIGURE
  66. SEVENTH FIGURE
  67. EIGHTH FIGURE
  68. NINTH FIGURE
  69. TENTH FIGURE
  70. ELEVENTH, TWELFTH, AND THIRTEENTH FIGURES
  71. FOURTEENTH FIGURE
  72. FIFTEENTH FIGURE
  73. SIXTEENTH FIGURE
  74. SEVENTEENTH FIGURE
  75. THE FIELD
  76. FIVE
  77. AN ORIENTATION
  78. ANOTHER ORIENTATION
  79. A DRIVE
  80. ASPECTS OF QUESTIONING
  81. SIGNS
  82. THE ENTIRE WORLD REVOLVES IN YOUR MIND
  83. SELF-REPAIR CAGE
  84. COFFEE
  85. FIGURE EIGHTEEN
  86. WAITING
  87. QUESTIONS TO LEARN MORE ABOUT UNDERLYING ISSUES
  88. FIGURE NINETEEN
  89. THE NEIGHBORING TOWN
  90. TWO GROUPS INTRODUCING THEMSELVES
  91. E BRIEFLY COMMANDEERS THE NARRATIVE
  92. THE INTRODUCTIONS CONTINUED
  93. WHAT IS AND ISN’T PREDICTABLE
  94. PABLO SENDS A POSTCARD
  95. MARINA TAKES A BREAK
  96. THE NEWS REPORTS
  97. LOSSES
  98. AUTOECIOUS END-STOPPED TANKA
  99. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  100. FUNDER ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  101. THE PUBLISHER’S CIRCLE OF COFFEE HOUSE PRESS
  102. About the Author

E is about to lay her eyes on S: a first that might be a last, or that might be one of a series of firsts. She has no way to prepare, so she makes a stove-top espresso and listens—knock, strike, rinse, fill, hum, clatter—for the sentence that will tell her what she doesn’t know she knows.

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No sentence came, nor was there time for one to form; before she brought the coffee mug to her lips, a shadow fell on the kitchen floor, interrupting the stream of morning sun, and a knock turned her around to face the slatted-glass door as she heard the sounds of a car reversing out of her gravel drive.

The sun was streaming directly through the glass so she couldn’t see the face of the standing figure; the next thing she knew the door was pushed in, and an enormous wirehaired dog barreled into E’s thighs, whinnying.

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It was easier not to look up at S. It was easier to face the dog: a bucktoothed, wild-eyed, brindle mix of who knows what breeds. An unimaginable dog, just as S had been—and remained, for seconds longer, or as long as E could delay—unimaginable.

“That’s Splice,” a voice said, and E gave in to the polite obligation to look up.

As she did, the mass of coarse brindle hair launched toward her face, preceded by a giant pinkish tongue.

“Splice, so happy to meet you,” E laughed, subconsciously assessing the dog’s potential for craziness before performing the bonding gesture she had made, since she was a child, with every dog whose craziness potential was low: she boxed Splice’s ears with her hands and brought its forehead to meet hers, then, through a series of deliberate inhalations and exhalations, synchronized their breathing. This, of course, though it was a genuine and longstanding habit, at the moment served mostly to put off facing S for as long as the situation would allow.

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E’s house, the house she rented from the last surviving offspring of a family that had been in the area for many generations, twin sisters who had both moved to a retirement home in Orlando and relied on the modest rent from E to supplement their social security payments and other fixed income (in one case an inheritance from a dead husband, and in the other a school librarian’s pension—E had gleaned all of this from the one conversation the three women had when the lease was signed), was once a trailer.