Chapters (102)
- Cover
- PRAISE FOR
- Dedication
- ONE
- TWO GROUPS
- FACTS
- WORK
- A SYLLABUS
- ANOTHER SYLLABUS
- SUBSTITUTIONS
- MORE SUBSTITUTIONS
- TRIANGULATION
- TAXONOMIES
- THE SEASONS CHANGE
- TWO
- THE NEWS REPORTS
- RESEARCH
- THE NEWS REPORTS
- TWO LETTERS
- A DIAGRAM
- A COPIED PARAGRAPH
- THE REARRANGING UNIVERSE
- WHO WE ARE
- THE UNNAMED ELEMENTS
- POSES
- THE NEWS REPORTS
- CASTING
- AN INSTABILITY
- A FANTASY
- PEAK / END
- WOUNDS
- THE NEWS REPORTS
- FLUCTUATIONS
- HEAT
- QUESTIONS FOR A CLERK
- THE NEWS REPORTS
- THE ACTUAL NEWS
- GASLIGHTS
- THREE
- THE NEWS REPORTS (STRANDED PEOPLE SPREADSHEET)
- NAMES
- POSTCARD FROM S #1
- THE NEWS REPORTS (LIVEBLOG)
- POSTCARD FROM S #2
- THE NEWS REPORTS (FEED)
- POSTCARD FROM S #3
- RESPONSE
- WHAT WE WEREN’T DOING
- THE NEWS REPORTS
- THE MIDDLE PERIOD
- FOUR
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- THE NEWS REPORTS
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- A LONG NIGHT
- FIRST FIGURE
- SECOND FIGURE
- THIRD FIGURE
- FOURTH FIGURE
- FIFTH FIGURE
- SIXTH FIGURE
- SEVENTH FIGURE
- EIGHTH FIGURE
- NINTH FIGURE
- TENTH FIGURE
- ELEVENTH, TWELFTH, AND THIRTEENTH FIGURES
- FOURTEENTH FIGURE
- FIFTEENTH FIGURE
- SIXTEENTH FIGURE
- SEVENTEENTH FIGURE
- THE FIELD
- FIVE
- AN ORIENTATION
- ANOTHER ORIENTATION
- A DRIVE
- ASPECTS OF QUESTIONING
- SIGNS
- THE ENTIRE WORLD REVOLVES IN YOUR MIND
- SELF-REPAIR CAGE
- COFFEE
- FIGURE EIGHTEEN
- WAITING
- QUESTIONS TO LEARN MORE ABOUT UNDERLYING ISSUES
- FIGURE NINETEEN
- THE NEIGHBORING TOWN
- TWO GROUPS INTRODUCING THEMSELVES
- E BRIEFLY COMMANDEERS THE NARRATIVE
- THE INTRODUCTIONS CONTINUED
- WHAT IS AND ISN’T PREDICTABLE
- PABLO SENDS A POSTCARD
- MARINA TAKES A BREAK
- THE NEWS REPORTS
- LOSSES
- AUTOECIOUS END-STOPPED TANKA
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- FUNDER ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- THE PUBLISHER’S CIRCLE OF COFFEE HOUSE PRESS
- About the Author
[Before addressing the fifth figure, S and E wordlessly negotiated a move to the adjacent room: rug, floor cushions, stacks of books, coffee table, bottle of Mexican dark rum, in one corner of the floor a tangle of miniature amber holiday lights set in a large bowl; S poured two glasses of rum, and E plugged in the lights. The field of figures, naturally, moved with them.]
S: This one makes me laugh. But maybe I’m just relieved that dying in the fourth figure didn’t mean actually dying in your kitchen. I wonder why this one makes me laugh? It’s just an L, or a chair, or a bend in the road.
E: It’s that tail, the little thing at the end, isn’t it? Like a drip, or like ejaculate. Excess. It’s funny because it’s too much.
S: A directional change that turned out to be a miscalculation. Overconfident navigation! The feeling of laughter is leaving me. Now I’m sensing a kind of terror. Now all I can think of is the word precipice. Help me think of another word.
E [reaching for S’s hand]: I’m so sorry. Nothing comes to mind.
SIXTH FIGURE
E [after a silence, bashfully]: This one reveals the fact that I’m not an artist—if I could draw, I would not be able to see what I see, which is a shard, specifically a glass shard from a shattered drinking glass—like this one.
[E held up her glass and turned it in her hand, trying to force the figure to conform to the shape of a fragment that might break off from its rim.]
S: Drawing is easy, you know, it’s just a mind trick. You have to use your eyes and not your brain. You have to connect your eyes to your hand directly.
[S lifted a hand, index finger extended, to trace E’s sternum slowly from top to bottom.]
E: I’ve followed that instruction before and produced passable results. Still lifes. Charcoal nudes. But they aren’t alive. They’re like singing in someone else’s voice.
S: Why do you think you’re seeing a shard, even though you’re seeing something that’s hard for you to picture as a shard?
E: Maybe any figure I addressed in this moment would find a way to remind me of this thing I’ve been wanting to say, about injury, about what they call “grit.” But the moment’s passed now. I’m no longer in the mood.
SEVENTH FIGURE
S: Let’s do this easy one then. Look at that shape, it’s obviously a house.
E: And yet, I never lived in a house that looked like that. Until, I guess [E looked around] maybe this one.