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Chapters (102)
  1. Cover
  2. PRAISE FOR
  3. Dedication
  4. ONE
  5. TWO GROUPS
  6. FACTS
  7. WORK
  8. A SYLLABUS
  9. ANOTHER SYLLABUS
  10. SUBSTITUTIONS
  11. MORE SUBSTITUTIONS
  12. TRIANGULATION
  13. TAXONOMIES
  14. THE SEASONS CHANGE
  15. TWO
  16. THE NEWS REPORTS
  17. RESEARCH
  18. THE NEWS REPORTS
  19. TWO LETTERS
  20. A DIAGRAM
  21. A COPIED PARAGRAPH
  22. THE REARRANGING UNIVERSE
  23. WHO WE ARE
  24. THE UNNAMED ELEMENTS
  25. POSES
  26. THE NEWS REPORTS
  27. CASTING
  28. AN INSTABILITY
  29. A FANTASY
  30. PEAK / END
  31. WOUNDS
  32. THE NEWS REPORTS
  33. FLUCTUATIONS
  34. HEAT
  35. QUESTIONS FOR A CLERK
  36. THE NEWS REPORTS
  37. THE ACTUAL NEWS
  38. GASLIGHTS
  39. THREE
  40. THE NEWS REPORTS (STRANDED PEOPLE SPREADSHEET)
  41. NAMES
  42. POSTCARD FROM S #1
  43. THE NEWS REPORTS (LIVEBLOG)
  44. POSTCARD FROM S #2
  45. THE NEWS REPORTS (FEED)
  46. POSTCARD FROM S #3
  47. RESPONSE
  48. WHAT WE WEREN’T DOING
  49. THE NEWS REPORTS
  50. THE MIDDLE PERIOD
  51. FOUR
  52. &
  53. &
  54. &
  55. &
  56. &
  57. THE NEWS REPORTS
  58. &
  59. A LONG NIGHT
  60. FIRST FIGURE
  61. SECOND FIGURE
  62. THIRD FIGURE
  63. FOURTH FIGURE
  64. FIFTH FIGURE
  65. SIXTH FIGURE
  66. SEVENTH FIGURE
  67. EIGHTH FIGURE
  68. NINTH FIGURE
  69. TENTH FIGURE
  70. ELEVENTH, TWELFTH, AND THIRTEENTH FIGURES
  71. FOURTEENTH FIGURE
  72. FIFTEENTH FIGURE
  73. SIXTEENTH FIGURE
  74. SEVENTEENTH FIGURE
  75. THE FIELD
  76. FIVE
  77. AN ORIENTATION
  78. ANOTHER ORIENTATION
  79. A DRIVE
  80. ASPECTS OF QUESTIONING
  81. SIGNS
  82. THE ENTIRE WORLD REVOLVES IN YOUR MIND
  83. SELF-REPAIR CAGE
  84. COFFEE
  85. FIGURE EIGHTEEN
  86. WAITING
  87. QUESTIONS TO LEARN MORE ABOUT UNDERLYING ISSUES
  88. FIGURE NINETEEN
  89. THE NEIGHBORING TOWN
  90. TWO GROUPS INTRODUCING THEMSELVES
  91. E BRIEFLY COMMANDEERS THE NARRATIVE
  92. THE INTRODUCTIONS CONTINUED
  93. WHAT IS AND ISN’T PREDICTABLE
  94. PABLO SENDS A POSTCARD
  95. MARINA TAKES A BREAK
  96. THE NEWS REPORTS
  97. LOSSES
  98. AUTOECIOUS END-STOPPED TANKA
  99. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  100. FUNDER ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  101. THE PUBLISHER’S CIRCLE OF COFFEE HOUSE PRESS
  102. About the Author

[Before addressing the fifth figure, S and E wordlessly negotiated a move to the adjacent room: rug, floor cushions, stacks of books, coffee table, bottle of Mexican dark rum, in one corner of the floor a tangle of miniature amber holiday lights set in a large bowl; S poured two glasses of rum, and E plugged in the lights. The field of figures, naturally, moved with them.]

S: This one makes me laugh. But maybe I’m just relieved that dying in the fourth figure didn’t mean actually dying in your kitchen. I wonder why this one makes me laugh? It’s just an L, or a chair, or a bend in the road.

E: It’s that tail, the little thing at the end, isn’t it? Like a drip, or like ejaculate. Excess. It’s funny because it’s too much.

S: A directional change that turned out to be a miscalculation. Overconfident navigation! The feeling of laughter is leaving me. Now I’m sensing a kind of terror. Now all I can think of is the word precipice. Help me think of another word.

E [reaching for S’s hand]: I’m so sorry. Nothing comes to mind.

SIXTH FIGURE

E [after a silence, bashfully]: This one reveals the fact that I’m not an artist—if I could draw, I would not be able to see what I see, which is a shard, specifically a glass shard from a shattered drinking glass—like this one.

[E held up her glass and turned it in her hand, trying to force the figure to conform to the shape of a fragment that might break off from its rim.]

S: Drawing is easy, you know, it’s just a mind trick. You have to use your eyes and not your brain. You have to connect your eyes to your hand directly.

[S lifted a hand, index finger extended, to trace E’s sternum slowly from top to bottom.]

E: I’ve followed that instruction before and produced passable results. Still lifes. Charcoal nudes. But they aren’t alive. They’re like singing in someone else’s voice.

S: Why do you think you’re seeing a shard, even though you’re seeing something that’s hard for you to picture as a shard?

E: Maybe any figure I addressed in this moment would find a way to remind me of this thing I’ve been wanting to say, about injury, about what they call “grit.” But the moment’s passed now. I’m no longer in the mood.

SEVENTH FIGURE

S: Let’s do this easy one then. Look at that shape, it’s obviously a house.

E: And yet, I never lived in a house that looked like that. Until, I guess [E looked around] maybe this one.