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Chapters (102)
  1. Cover
  2. PRAISE FOR
  3. Dedication
  4. ONE
  5. TWO GROUPS
  6. FACTS
  7. WORK
  8. A SYLLABUS
  9. ANOTHER SYLLABUS
  10. SUBSTITUTIONS
  11. MORE SUBSTITUTIONS
  12. TRIANGULATION
  13. TAXONOMIES
  14. THE SEASONS CHANGE
  15. TWO
  16. THE NEWS REPORTS
  17. RESEARCH
  18. THE NEWS REPORTS
  19. TWO LETTERS
  20. A DIAGRAM
  21. A COPIED PARAGRAPH
  22. THE REARRANGING UNIVERSE
  23. WHO WE ARE
  24. THE UNNAMED ELEMENTS
  25. POSES
  26. THE NEWS REPORTS
  27. CASTING
  28. AN INSTABILITY
  29. A FANTASY
  30. PEAK / END
  31. WOUNDS
  32. THE NEWS REPORTS
  33. FLUCTUATIONS
  34. HEAT
  35. QUESTIONS FOR A CLERK
  36. THE NEWS REPORTS
  37. THE ACTUAL NEWS
  38. GASLIGHTS
  39. THREE
  40. THE NEWS REPORTS (STRANDED PEOPLE SPREADSHEET)
  41. NAMES
  42. POSTCARD FROM S #1
  43. THE NEWS REPORTS (LIVEBLOG)
  44. POSTCARD FROM S #2
  45. THE NEWS REPORTS (FEED)
  46. POSTCARD FROM S #3
  47. RESPONSE
  48. WHAT WE WEREN’T DOING
  49. THE NEWS REPORTS
  50. THE MIDDLE PERIOD
  51. FOUR
  52. &
  53. &
  54. &
  55. &
  56. &
  57. THE NEWS REPORTS
  58. &
  59. A LONG NIGHT
  60. FIRST FIGURE
  61. SECOND FIGURE
  62. THIRD FIGURE
  63. FOURTH FIGURE
  64. FIFTH FIGURE
  65. SIXTH FIGURE
  66. SEVENTH FIGURE
  67. EIGHTH FIGURE
  68. NINTH FIGURE
  69. TENTH FIGURE
  70. ELEVENTH, TWELFTH, AND THIRTEENTH FIGURES
  71. FOURTEENTH FIGURE
  72. FIFTEENTH FIGURE
  73. SIXTEENTH FIGURE
  74. SEVENTEENTH FIGURE
  75. THE FIELD
  76. FIVE
  77. AN ORIENTATION
  78. ANOTHER ORIENTATION
  79. A DRIVE
  80. ASPECTS OF QUESTIONING
  81. SIGNS
  82. THE ENTIRE WORLD REVOLVES IN YOUR MIND
  83. SELF-REPAIR CAGE
  84. COFFEE
  85. FIGURE EIGHTEEN
  86. WAITING
  87. QUESTIONS TO LEARN MORE ABOUT UNDERLYING ISSUES
  88. FIGURE NINETEEN
  89. THE NEIGHBORING TOWN
  90. TWO GROUPS INTRODUCING THEMSELVES
  91. E BRIEFLY COMMANDEERS THE NARRATIVE
  92. THE INTRODUCTIONS CONTINUED
  93. WHAT IS AND ISN’T PREDICTABLE
  94. PABLO SENDS A POSTCARD
  95. MARINA TAKES A BREAK
  96. THE NEWS REPORTS
  97. LOSSES
  98. AUTOECIOUS END-STOPPED TANKA
  99. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  100. FUNDER ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  101. THE PUBLISHER’S CIRCLE OF COFFEE HOUSE PRESS
  102. About the Author

This isn’t the way the husband talked, you understand. Not in the mediation sessions, and not in the part of his life he called “real.” Often the husband didn’t talk at all, but he was possessed with an uncommon talent for communicating without words: sentences such as the above would be contained and conveyed within a routine activity that involved an intricate series of small motions—making a coffee with the stove-top espresso pot, for example—voiced only by the endemic sounds of those motions, along with an occasional sigh or an extraneous clearing of the throat. By the time the funnel filter was emptied with a single knock against the metal trash can; by the time the stove had been lit with a match and the faucet run to clean the rubber gasket and the stainless-steel filter plate and to fill the lower body of the carafe with water; by the time the boiling coffee had burbled up through the stem and into the upper body, a mug had been retrieved from the cupboard with the creaky hinge, half-and-half pulled from the droning fridge and stirred into the mug with the back end of a butter knife wrested from the clattering, overfull dish drainer, the sum total of the sounds and their instigating movements would convey, wordlessly, the husband’s claim.

If you remember from Part One, E, acting as our narrator, dispensed suddenly, unceremoniously, with the husband and the wife, or with E’s speculations, which is all they were, about the husband and the wife. The wife, regular witness and audience to dramas like the coffee-making scene above, was no more an avatar for E than was the husband himself, but both made E uncomfortable, and she shoved them off, a by-product of her mentor’s disappearance. Now, with the first time approaching just as quickly or slowly as the beleaguered and unpredictable thruway was moving the afternoon before the day on which S and the others were slated to show up in the place where Anti-Love met, E found herself thinking again about the husband and the wife, about how she’d more or less abandoned them and about what had happened offstage that might be relevant to her now.

She was about to lay her eyes on S, and that meant that something was going to happen to her expectations, because something always happens to expectations when time and opportunity force them out of hiding.

She had no rulebook; she had only the disappearing clerk, some others before and since, and the husband and the wife—failed experiments all—to turn to for context and preparation.

This is where we have arrived.