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Chapters (87)
  1. TITLE PAGE
  2. COPYRIGHT
  3. DEDICATION
  4. CONTENTS
  5. START READING
  6. CHAPTER ONE
  7. CHAPTER TWO
  8. CHAPTER THREE
  9. CHAPTER FOUR
  10. CHAPTER FIVE
  11. CHAPTER SIX
  12. CHAPTER SEVEN
  13. CHAPTER EIGHT
  14. CHAPTER NINE
  15. CHAPTER TEN
  16. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  17. CHAPTER TWELVE
  18. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  19. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  20. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  21. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  22. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  23. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  24. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  35. CHAPTER THIRTY
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  45. CHAPTER FORTY
  46. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  54. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  55. CHAPTER FIFTY
  56. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  63. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  64. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  65. CHAPTER SIXTY
  66. CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE
  67. CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO
  68. CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
  69. CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR
  70. CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
  71. CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX
  72. CHAPTER SIXTY-SEVEN
  73. CHAPTER SIXTY-EIGHT
  74. CHAPTER SIXTY-NINE
  75. CHAPTER SEVENTY
  76. CHAPTER SEVENTY-ONE
  77. CHAPTER SEVENTY-TWO
  78. CHAPTER SEVENTY-THREE
  79. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FOUR
  80. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FIVE
  81. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SIX
  82. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SEVEN
  83. CHAPTER SEVENTY-EIGHT
  84. CHAPTER SEVENTY-NINE
  85. CHAPTER EIGHTY
  86. EPILOGUE
  87. ABOUT THE AUTHOR

Who says yeppers? Only Dr. Mary. I knew for sure she was a wild animal when she was off with her boyfriend. Had to be a flipside there.

The doctor told me everything I wanted to hear. Aubrey was above average in every measurement. I was thrilled, of course. I’m not average. Neither is Sophie. There would have to be a big mistake to find anything average about our daughter.

“She’s perfect, Adam,” Dr. Mary said.

I beamed as I watched Aubrey, who was distracted by a puppy poster overhead.

Just then Dr. Mary’s buzzer went off and she excused herself, leaving the iPad with Sophie’s chart on the little table next to where I was sitting on the stool.

“Training a new nurse today,” she said as the door swooshed closed behind her.

Since she was gone, I did what everyone else in my position would probably do.

I looked at the chart.

The notes were just as she said. I smiled at the mention of “Dad is concerned about her growth, and I indicated she’s ten percent above average.”

Only ten? I wasn’t sure she actually said that. But that was fine.

I didn’t touch the screen. I only read what I could see. At the top were the basics. My name. Sophie’s name. Aubrey’s birthdate. Her blood type.

That was what stopped me.

It said she was AB.

I knew there had to be a mistake. I give blood at work at least once a quarter. More when there is some kind of disaster. One time after a Caribbean tropical storm, I gave until I was sure I was as white as chalk. My type is O negative. I’m a universal donor. I give because it makes me look good at SkyAero: a member of the ten-gallon club. I know it helps people too, but I’d be a liar—and that’s one thing I’m not—if I said anything otherwise. Sophie was type A. I knew that. She gave blood too, though not as much as I do. She didn’t have to prove herself as someone who cares at Starbucks.

In that moment, unless there was some gargantuan mistake, I knew something else. The room closed in on me. Like a total eclipse. A big fucking plastic bag over my head. A black one: one of those triple-thick, black plastic Hefty bags that can hold the weight of a MINI Cooper without tearing. Tight too. I couldn’t breathe.

“Aubrey,” I said to get her attention. She looked at me with a smile.

I saw parts of her then that didn’t belong to me: her nose, the shape of her brow . . . I wondered if they could belong to the DNA of someone else.

I looked at the chart a second time.