Back Going Under
Chapters (70)
  1. COVER PAGE
  2. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  3. DEDICATION
  4. PROLOGUE
  5. PART I BIRTH
  6. ONE
  7. TWO
  8. THREE
  9. FOUR
  10. FIVE
  11. SIX
  12. SEVEN
  13. EIGHT
  14. NINE
  15. TEN
  16. ELEVEN
  17. TWELVE
  18. THIRTEEN
  19. FOURTEEN
  20. FIFTEEN
  21. PART II LIFE
  22. SIXTEEN
  23. SEVENTEEN
  24. EIGHTEEN
  25. NINETEEN
  26. TWENTY
  27. TWENTY-ONE
  28. TWENTY-TWO
  29. TWENTY-THREE
  30. TWENTY-FOUR
  31. TWENTY-FIVE
  32. TWENTY-SIX
  33. TWENTY-SEVEN
  34. TWENTY-EIGHT
  35. TWENTY-NINE
  36. THIRTY
  37. THIRTY-ONE
  38. THIRTY-TWO
  39. THIRTY-THREE
  40. THIRTY-FOUR
  41. PART III DEATH
  42. THIRTY-FIVE
  43. THIRTY-SIX
  44. THIRTY-SEVEN
  45. THIRTY-EIGHT
  46. THIRTY-NINE
  47. FORTY
  48. FORTY-ONE
  49. FORTY-TWO
  50. FORTY-THREE
  51. FORTY-FOUR
  52. FORTY-FIVE
  53. FORTY-SIX
  54. FORTY-SEVEN
  55. FORTY-EIGHT
  56. FORTY-NINE
  57. FIFTY
  58. FIFTY-ONE
  59. FIFTY-TWO
  60. FIFTY-THREE
  61. FIFTY-FOUR
  62. FIFTY-FIVE
  63. FIFTY-SIX
  64. FIFTY-SEVEN
  65. FIFTY-EIGHT
  66. FIFTY-NINE
  67. SIXTY
  68. EPILOGUE
  69. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  70. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

The Joker, fuming at my victory, and also looking confused by Dr Lucas Lang’s use of my nickname, gives me such a scathing look I feel my stomach curdle a bit. He’ll get the last laugh, as we both know, back in the operating theatre where there are no Lucas Langs to rescue me.

When the meeting has ended, Lucas saunters over to me. My legs go a little weak at his proximity. The man emanates sexual charisma. Regret at not having sex with him hits me like a freight train.

Max, ignoring my obvious eye signals, stays glued to my side. The Joker thankfully has been distracted by another consultant and has vanished, no doubt to argue about operative success rates.

‘Dr Holliday,’ Lucas says.

‘Dr Lang,’ I reply.

Max clears his throat.

‘This is my housemate, Max,’ I say grudgingly.

Lucas lunges forward, grabs Max’s hand and gives it the most enthusiastic shake I’ve ever seen.

‘Um, hello,’ Max says weakly. ‘I, uh, I guess I’d better go check on the ward.’ He is looking dazed as he turns and walks away.

Lucas looks into my eyes and smiles. ‘God, you make me laugh,’ he says, flashing his perfect teeth at me.

‘I just love being put on the spot by senior surgeons who’ve seen my breasts,’ I say in a low voice, smiling back at him. I might not be very good at interpreting cardiac angiograms, but he isn’t the only one who specialises in the flirt under pressure.

He laughs under his breath. ‘Katarina,’ he murmurs, ‘naughty.’

Another surgeon comes over, giving me a glance. ‘How’d your CAGs go on that old bloke last week, Lucas?’

‘Yeah, fine,’ Lucas says dismissively.

I break in. ‘I read an article that said more people are choosing stenting by cardiologists nowadays because they don’t want their chests cracked open, even if open-heart surgery may end up better for their vessels.’

He ignores the jibe and says, ‘That’s a special interest area of mine, actually—can you send me the link?’

‘I would, but I don’t have your number …’

‘That’s easily resolved,’ he says. ‘I’ll give it to you.’

I type the digits into my phone as he recites them. Where is this little exchange heading? I wonder.

As I walk back onto the ward, I take an indulgent trip down memory lane.

God, you’re so hot … I always knew you’d have the most perfect tits.

I can’t help grinning as I follow the Joker to the bedside. He is looking at me suspiciously, clearly perturbed by my unusually cheerful demeanour, when his phone starts to ring.

He glances at the caller ID. ‘It’s your boyfriend,’ he says sarcastically, putting the phone to his ear. ‘Hi, Lucas.’ The Joker listens then rolls his eyes. ‘Yeah, she’s here with me.’ He turns to me. ‘What’s your number?’ he asks impatiently.