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Chapters (81)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-One
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  31. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  32. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  33. Chapter Thirty
  34. Chapter Thirty-One
  35. Chapter Thirty-Two
  36. Chapter Thirty-Three
  37. Chapter Thirty-Four
  38. Chapter Thirty-Five
  39. Chapter Thirty-Six
  40. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  41. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  42. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  43. Chapter Forty
  44. Chapter Forty-One
  45. Chapter Forty-Two
  46. Chapter Forty-Three
  47. Chapter Forty-Four
  48. Chapter Forty-Five
  49. Chapter Forty-Six
  50. Chapter Forty-Seven
  51. Chapter Forty-Eight
  52. Chapter Forty-Nine
  53. Chapter Fifty
  54. Chapter Fifty-One
  55. Chapter Fifty-Two
  56. Chapter Fifty-Three
  57. Chapter Fifty-Four
  58. Chapter Fifty-Five
  59. Chapter Fifty-Six
  60. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  61. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  62. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  63. Chapter Sixty
  64. Chapter Sixty-One
  65. Chapter Sixty-Two
  66. Chapter Sixty-Three
  67. Chapter Sixty-Four
  68. Chapter Sixty-Five
  69. Chapter Sixty-Six
  70. Chapter Sixty-Seven
  71. Chapter Sixty-Eight
  72. Chapter Sixty-Nine
  73. Chapter Seventy
  74. Chapter Seventy-One
  75. Chapter Seventy-Two
  76. Chapter Seventy-Three
  77. Chapter Seventy-Four
  78. A Letter From Ruby
  79. Acknowledgements
  80. About the Author
  81. Also by Ruby Speechley

‘You parted on a really bad note. Plus, you’re pregnant. Your hormones are all over the place.’

‘But why not just text me?’

‘He’s never been away this long before, has he?’

Alison shakes her head.

‘Maybe you should tell the police?’

‘But he’s not away, is he? He’s coming home when I’m not here, deliberately avoiding me, giving me the silent treatment, tormenting me.’

‘I don’t know then. It doesn’t make sense. Have you tried leaving him a note?’ Julie shakes her head and pours herself another glass. ‘I honestly thought he was the sort of person who’d want to clear the air.’

‘He lets things stew if something’s bothering him. I’ll leave him a note but I’m going to try and catch him out when he’s here.’ Alison raises her glass to Julie.

‘Good for you. How are you going to do that?’ Julie blows smoke towards the door and watches it billow out.

‘Try coming home at a different time maybe? I need to know what’s going on. I keep having this feeling that he’s never coming back.’

‘Don’t be daft. He adores you.’ Julie chucks her cigarette stub outside and closes the patio door.

‘He disappeared before.’

‘That’s hardly the same. Your dad paid him to stay away.’

‘That’s what Adam told me, but now I’m wondering if it’s true.’

‘Look, the argument can’t have been that bad, can it? Anyway, you’re having his baby. For all his faults, Adam is not a bastard. I mean, he doesn’t knock you about, does he?’

‘You didn’t hear him. He said we’re never getting married, ever, as though there’s something really wrong about it. Like he doesn’t love me anymore.’

‘He’ll be back when he’s ready and you’ll make up with him like you always do.’

Alison frowns. ‘I’m not sure I should take him back after this.’

‘Don’t you love him?’

‘Does he love me? Anyway, look at me, Jules, I’m bloody huge. It’s not much of a turn on, is it?’ She leans back and spreads herself out on the sofa.

‘You are not, darling, you’re gorgeous.’

‘Rob keeps coming on to me at work, so maybe I’m not so bad.’ She finishes her drink.

‘There you go then.’

‘Told me I deserve better than Adam. That if he was my boyfriend, he’d do anything for me.’

‘Sounds like you’re enjoying a bit of attention.’

‘Yeah, he’s really sweet, but not my type.’

‘Now then, what about a comedy, to cheer us up?’ Julie switches on the TV to an episode of Friends.